/fit/ why am I comforted by deluding myself that I'm more selfish and less empathetic.
You delude yourself into thinking you're more selfish and apethetic than you are? And that comforts you....
I think you're deluding yourself by thinking your deluding yourself
>>37932321
>>37932299
It's easier to pretend not to care, than to invest emotionally in other people who you fear will let you down.
>go out with a girl for a while
>eventually she says i have no feelings at all and don't care for anything
holy fuck why does every single fucking girl that gets to know me realize im dead inside
>>37932832
I know this feeling exactly. My last girlfriend left me because she said I didn't love her. She was right, of course, but I enjoyed her as a friend and I liked sex but, I can't attach emotionally.
>>37932299
You answered your own question
>>37932832
Got on some meds, get a new job, a hobby too, none of it will help... but it'll be distracting and fun :D
>>37932832
You're not dead inside, if you were dead inside like me, you'd have no problems paying girls compliments and saying sweat nothings into their ears (e.g. "I love you unconditionally", "I'd love to meet your parents", "oh you have a son, how wonderful, I love kids", etc), lie point blank to their faces, throw them out when they're crying, and other really bad sociopath shit.
But hey, that's just what happens if you reach wizard status into your 30s, but are making it in your career, in decent shape, and take care of yourself
>>37932895
>meds
no thanks, i'm a man
>new job
job's amazing
>hobby
could get something new, should learn a trade or something
>>37932901
*tips fedora*
>>37932832
WHY DONT YOU FEEL NIGGA?
>>37932901
>being dead inside means you are good at lying and manipulating
not necessarily nigga
