How much do I have to lift, to forget about my ex girlfriend?
fuck hoes x 10
>>37794172
actually you totally open to the pain, thoughts and emotions associated with your girlfriend and paradoxically the pain slowly lessens.
3.14 plates for enough reps for it to be considered cardio
>>37794172
Lift hard, run hard... to the point of exhaustion atleast 4 times a week.
A month of that and she'll be gone.
Been working out as hard as I can when I'm able to for the past 3 years. Deleted social media accounts so I'm not tempted to stalk her. Fucked 2 girls since then.
I still miss her and have dreams about her, guys...
She doesn't miss you bro.
>>37794254
I already know. She fucking a dude with bigger arms and tattooo. I feel so fucking empty inside...
>>37794172
>How much do I have to lift, to forget about my ex girlfriend?
All of it
>>37794310
But I can't 1RM my feels
>>37794287
Go fuck someone with bigger tits and ass.
>>37794172
Approximately tree fiddy
>>37794325
But she was already high test, don't want to upgrade to the fatties
>>37794172
>Fuck a man x1
So you spend more time worrying about your sexality rather then who you used to have sex with.
>>37794320
This :(
>>37794254
Iktf it still sucks.. She won't come back she wont call or send me any emails
>been 4 years since last contact still check everyday
>>37794189
Did fuck hoes x 40 shit didn't work for me help
>>37794376
I'm at 2 years now
>>37794376
>>37794397
But how is your gains going tho?
>>37794386
do psychedelics x 10
>>37794412
just swell
>>37794397
Dont do anything stupid like fly halfway around the world for her not to be there and have a weird pity dinner with her family
>>37794412
Going good
>But being sober sucks
> watched the new independence day film
>chinese pilot chick looks a lot like ex
> even same sarcastic attitude
I want off this ride m8s
Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks. Women do not give a shit about you or your feels, just fuck them and treat them like the sluts they are.
Break the pedestal or put yourself on top of it.
>>37794347
try low test, pussy's pussy.
>>37794376
>still check everyday
Stop checking everyday and finally let yourself heal.
>>37794421
Im in the military again
No drugs
> at least its only reserves this time
Life really sucks
so you cut feelings off and try to avoid engaging in romance, just hook up and stay casual with girls, then you feel unfulfilled and like you're missing something
but if you do fall for someone and engage in long term feelings and romance, you're hit with constant anxiety about it and crushing feelings should the relationship end
there's really no winning
>>37794376
>been 4 years since last contact still check everyday
>still check everyday
>>37794446
>Stop checking everyday and finally let yourself heal.
I know that would be the healthy option
But pic related is how my mind has been running for a long time
>>37794446
most psychs wont show on drug tests, homie
>>37794468
I live in a fantasy land where one day she will remeber me and call me back
>Only reason i wake up or lift or really do anything
> i wonder if she knows that
I DON'T EAT
I DON'T SLEEP
I DO NOTHING BUT THINK OF
>her
>>37794516
>>37794505
fucking stop
>>37794550
Yeah i should
>this is the only place i can vent though
>>37794172
read Meditations by Marcus Aurelius, realise "bitches aint shit".
I know, im going though the same thing this very moment
All the feels breh
>>37794600
if you want a better life you need to give up anime and 4chan and all other forms of internet socialization that don't get you laid.
>>37794612
I wonder how many 4channers now own a copy of the Penguin edition of Meditations precisely because of this reason.
I know I do.
>>37794549
The worst part is I tried being >friends with her this winter, but it was fucking devastating to see her so I just completely cut her out again
>>37794636
ive had it before, into history.
Bro i live with my ex, cause none of us can afford rent now. Yesterday found her facebook, realise shes dating some jock that plays rugby.feelsbadw
>>37794172
1/2/3/4
>>37794632
Had gotten laid many times and had several long term gfs
>But i kept emotionally distant
> and still kept checking my emails
> it eventually drove other gfs away
> didnt feel anything from them leaving though
A
>>37794664
Fucking christ that sucks bro, you gotta get out.
I got it to un-JUST myself, was never into romans or other stoics that much, more into platonism and esoterism. It didn't do much for me, but it's an interesting, uniquely intimate look into the life of a roman emperor at least.
https://youtu.be/9mbp0DugfCA
Everyone in this thread should practice mindfulness.
>>37794683
well it just makes me think theres more to life than holding on to the memories of us going on trips, living with her, etc.
its very complicated, but bottom line is we live together now and seeing her move on is hard, even though ive moved on myself, but still feel like shit every night. i try to workout at night so i fall asleep exhausted without any thoughts
>>37794717
What the fuck are you gonna do once her boyfriend starts fucking her in your house dude.
I could not fucking live with myself accepting shit like that, I still consider my ex to be MINE in a sense.
>>37794685
Just stuck on the constant self loathing
> at least gains
>>37794727
ill just break his arms, i know how to do that well.
i will move out, we only broke up 2 months ago right after moving into a new place
>>37794254
delete this
>>37794254
Of course she doesn't. Less than a month after we stopped talking regularly, she started dating some Indian guy. They celebrate their 3 year anniversary in September.
It wouldn't be so bad if she was just an ex. It's the fact that we were best friends for almost a decade.
I try to keep telling myself it's for the best and that I need to live and work for my own approval, but that approval is meaningless if you don't give a shit about yourself.
>>37794790
>It's the fact that we were best friends for almost a decade.
Shit dude, are you me?
Do you also regret not making her yours sooner? I was always in love with her from the first time I met her
>>37794790
> but that approval is meaningless if you don't give a shit about yourself.
Right in the feels
>>37794230
I feel you bro. Since then I failed 6 papers, smoke weed everyday, general don't give a fuck additute. Still have fantasies about how she tried to apologize and I reject her
>leave r9k to avoid tfwnogf circle of depression
>fit's the same
i want off this ride
>>37794798
>Do you also regret not making her yours sooner? I was always in love with her from the first time I met her
I was too, but we tried to do things sooner. We dated for a few months in high school, but I was a cocky dipshit and thought I wasn't intimately satisfied (my own fault) and part of me thought I was going to get laid by someone else during the upcoming summer and broke things off romantically.
I wasn't mature enough at any point of our friendship to truly have a healthy relationship, even when we tried things when she started college. I realize I was never really ready, but I still miss the hope that I could have been, and still miss the meaningless late night talks and inside jokes.
>>37794172
Until you're confident enough to get a new, hotter girlfriend who will eventually break up with you.
Rinse and repeat.
>>37794172
Just keep lifting, exhaust yourself. Leave humanity behind. No need to worry about peasants.
>>37794849
She was together with a friend for a long time, then I moved away.
I was in no way ready to be with her though like you, I was depressed as fuck and had basically given up on my life. Losing her was a huge blow, especially because she had started a relationship with another guy while being with me.
>>37794820
Women are a meme a terrible soul crushing meme
>>37794195
This. If you don't run and fight from it, eventually you'll learn that one feeling doesn't have to have more weight than another and it won't be a kryptonite anymore
>>37794172
Read this book and find your inner peace. Answer the questions inside in your mine and you will notice a difference after each page. Just don't read it all at once.
Only read when you feel bad or think about your ex.
I did it and it worked for me
>>37794632
Not him, but what do I do if I'm 18 trying to get laid. I'm on a dry spell right now
>>37794195
This one is correct. I've been running away from my emotions for nearly four months, completely focused on work, gym, and booze. A week ago I had a minor meltdown, confronted all the negative feelings, felt like shit for a few days but so much better now. Just let it all out, you fairy.
>>37794362
The gays are getting really sly, and I can't help but respect that.
>>37794449
Wrong. Make another girl feel the same way your ex made you feel. Let the hate flow through you. Let it feed you. Don't stay casual with one person (still sleep around of course) build something with someone, and then rip it away from them. The time and energy you invest will make you happy, and watching someone be miserable as they beg to know what they did wrong will make you ecstatic.
We're all gonna make it brahs.
>>37794516
>you keep me under your spell, you keep me under your spell, you keep me under your spell
>>37794636
Friends with an ex
Really do heroin instead
Not being a smartass have done this stupid mistake
Destroys you heart mind soul gains
Cold turkey let her loose
Shit I just realized I might replying to you but what I actually doing is talking to myself cause am doing that fucking mistake again
>>37794362
I mean that technically works, but then you're have a new problem to deal with instead
>have bf
>dont wanna date bf
>cant break things off cause im a faggot who doesnt want tfw no bf
>want another bf
>cant find one to replace bf soon enough
Life is suffering. Cant man up and break things off because i dont wanna be alone but i dont wanna continue dating someone who is always upset at me and wont put out.
Cant lift these feels away brehs.
>>37795573
Just break up man. Show some courage and humanity. My ex did the same thing with me, eventually fell in love with an other guy, lied to me about it and then cheated. It was devastating. You are better than that.
>check her tumblr
>she wrote a post about wanting to move cities so she never has to see anyone again
>shes talking about me
>i dont want her to feel this way
How do I forget my current girlfriend?
>>37794446
Psychs would actually help.
Btw military. There's your problem.
>>37794172
Time will heal you, Anon.
Half year ago i was in serious car accident.
Doctor said i wont be able to walk. GF of 8 years told me by text message that she cant be with a cripple. Can you imagine pain i was trought? She left me in the moment i needed her the most.
Before accident i was doing pretty good in powerlifting. Bear mode with 48cm arms. Good stable job, nice sport car.
I lost everything because of some 77year old guy mistake. He rammed into my car basically. In Poland you have shitty compensations for accidents so i lost all i had and gained small money in return. Money so small it wont cover rehabilitation expenses.
I started to walk again. Couple months passed i started to train a little bit with small dumbells. I have new gf (nothing seriouss tho. Wont fall in love with a woman after that what happened).
I was close to suicide at one point but now i feel completly fine.
Give yourself more time, Anon. It will all go into past one day and you will be feeling good again.
>>37796315
shit man that's rough
>>37795092
Wew lad
>>37796315
Chin up bro, listen to all the stories around the world, everyones going through the same thing, you just got the roughest end of it physically.
You've dealt with it, you're ready for anything now
>>37796315
Women are all selfish sluts, i live in Finland where army is mandatory for all men when they turn 18. My GF of 2 years left me pretty much 1 month into my service. Then some time passes and i meet another girl on vacation. as time goes on she tells me she loves me and all that, anyways a week before my service is about to come to an end she tells me she cant be with me anymore, so all the "i love you" shit was all bullshit. on both cases they just said "i feel like i dont want to date anymore" and all what they said and did was a lie. When it comes to women i will never ever again open up my feelings and i full fuck them over for my own interests whenever i can.
>TL;DR
>all women are sluts
>never trust or open up to them
>they will leave you the moment you show any weakness
She left me 3 months ago and the pain has been replaced by complete anhedonia, I just don't feel anything about nothing anymore.
I have noticed among my friends, relatives and this board that the woman is the one who breaks things up and treats you like garbage 99% of the time.
>Could someone explain this to me?
>>37794808
What did she do bro?
>>37795092
I did this it just made me feel like a terrible person and filled me with guilt
Men can feel guilt anon unlike women
>>37796857
>Finland
Wew lad my ex moved out there
>want a real relationship
>every girl has lied and manipulated me
>"alright I'll just get laid then"
>sex doesn't even feel good
Ok I guess I'll just be unhappy
>>37794172
Nigga you don't forget your ex gf. Appreciate the experience. Even if it was shitty, just look at it on perspective: now you've grown and you're stronger than yesterday.
>>37796857
How come the pol comics always draw you guys as Asian? Isn't blonde hair common there?
>>37797003
Women dont care and are always looking for something better
>>37794421
Good recommendation. I never touched them in college, but recently have tried shrooms and L. They really do give you perspective and have largely dissolved my ego.
Even with shit going downhill with my wife, I don't ever remember feeling this good mentally.
>>37797655
Finns are Mongols bro.
>>37796666
W E W L A D
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>>37795092
dude....
>>37797684
True, we were together for 3 years, I gave her all I could, love was there but ultimately she left me for a better lifestyle.
But I still want to believe in love
>>37795092
Spoken like a true 12 year old virgin
>>37795092
>>37795226
Ya, it doesn't feel good. I did this kind of an accident with my last gf (by accident I mean I let the relationship build emotionally to a greater degree than I was actually committed and invested in it long term) ... moved away, etc. It been over a year and she still sends me single txts every 4 months or so. Haven't replied to the last couple.
I'm not over it even though I initiated the split.
She dated guys since but still sends me the messages.
On the one hand I wish she wouldn't, but on the other hand I wonder how I'll feel when the last one truly is the last one.
>make friends with a girl
>she asks me out
>doesn't work out
>she asks to remain friends
>agree cause we get along well and have very similar lives
>I wanted to be just friends from the beginning anyway
>doesn't invite me over to hang ever since then
>urges me to hang out and says I should come over and play vidya
>makes excuses when I offer to come over
>hasn't talked to me now in 2weeks
Why the fuck are you doing this? I'd understand if I was a fag constantly bugging you to do things but I give you tons of space and we were close, I don't get why you're avoiding me, you could at least be honest and give me a better reason than "I'm le busy all summer xDDD" fuck
I don't just want to forget about you because I genuinely liked you as a person, but if the feelings not mutual then quit fucking lying to my face
>>37798154
Bruh, you're done. Quit talking to the chick lmao
>>37798164
Done with what man, I haven't been talking to her for 2 weeks now, I'm not gonna send her messages when I get no reply
It's shit having no reason or explanation as to why. Any ideas?
Some of my friends just keep a boatload of girls they actively snap/text/etc. so they don't really fall into the feels
I have a problem where I'm simply disinterested or don't have the mental energy to talk to more than 1 or 2 at any given time, and I crush hard
it's not for lack of options, I'm 21 now, tall, muscular, and I get a lot of attention, I just don't take advantage of it like they do and I find it hard to make myself want to. I feel like life would be a lot more fun and less heartaching if I could adopt the player mentality
>>37798154
>doesn't invite me over to hang ever since then
>urges me to hang out and says I should come over and play vidya
Uh...?
>>37798184
Girls rarely if ever are gonna be upfront with us, period. They'll never accept responsibility for why they feel the way they do, they'll never own up to their emotions.
They're creatures of the "now", and have no logical thought process.
Fuck that bitch, don't think about why she stopped talking to you because that is a slippery fucking slope of self loathing. Accept that you'll never get an answer, and continue to strive becoming a better you; enjoy the company of yourself.
Be the man.
>>37798184
>Any ideas?
Maybe when you go into a bit more detail on how it hasn't worked out on your date.
>>37798184
>Any ideas?
Women.
>>37798154
>come over and play vidya
WHY DIDN'T YOU
>>37798261
This.
>>37798226
Like this
>anon we should really hang out! well play vidya and watch stuff together!
>>yeah alright, just text me whenever you're free
>says nothing about it for a while
>>yo I'm free whenever if you want to hang?
>nah I'm busy
>>37794505
Lmfao you are such a faggot
>>37798265
She said that in person and was referring to over summer, she seemed very genuine about it but hasn't spoken to me much at all and summers almost over f a m
>>37798268
Wrong approach. Always throw her a date when she asks you to do stuff together. Otherwise this happens.
>>37798304
What really happened:
>she meant right then and there
>you didn't seem receptive
>she wrote you off completely
>>37798308
Have tried that as well
>>37798318
Would be funny but no, she specifically said over the summer
>>37798326
Well then it means she's really not interested but trying to play nice. Just move forward and forget her.
>>37798335
Well, she probably cooled off on you anyway.
>>37794362
solution to all of /fit/'s problems
>>37798342
Yeah, alright, thanks anon, it's just strange having someone call you their closest friend and then not talking to you or hanging out
I mean I get that it happens and that there's fake people out there but she didn't seem the type, especially when she'd text me things like "I miss you" "I wish you could move in with me" etc like fuck dude, can someone really be faking to that level?
Doesn't matter I guess, anyway thanks to everyone that replied, I got noone else
>>37794636
kek I have the exact same book too
For me it was to help cope with the pain of being an unvoluntary NEET tho
>>37794362
This, you should be worried about how the fuck you end suckin cocks now
>>37798293
Never said i wasnt anon its pathetic but its my existence
>>37795092
u r a monster
>>37798154
Which anime is this from
Posted yesterday, but hell, I'll give it another try
1/2
>be inbetweener in high school
>generally cheery, happy guy, make people laugh
>computer nerd, but very much like the outdoors and keeping active
>start lifting the summer before college because friend is getting swole as fuck and want to raise my self-esteem
>do IT for two semesters
>lift hard as fuck, see some decent progress
>decide IT is not for me
>transfer to Maritime Academy
>summer before academy start to slowly dislike lifting because no gains
>school starts
>lift for a month and drop it
>start using tinder
>start going on dates
>meet a nice girl
>like her VERY much
>begin a relationship
>tfw no more >tfwnogf
>lose virginity
>fall in love
>fall in love so hard, grades take a huge dive
>start missing classes because that pussy is like heroin to me
>first few months are a dream
>later the mental torure begins
>insults toward me and my intelligence on a daily basis
>am responsible about everything bad
>at one point get yelled at because I didn't use all the milk out of the carton and left a little bit there and put it back in the fridge
>say nothing
>second semester comes to end
>four failed classes
>have to transfer to a "part time" group and complete the failed classes while I'm in my second year
>summer begins
>hands down shittiest summer I've had except for the constant sex
>want to go out and do something active but she's a complete couch potato and wants to just lay in bed all day and watch TV and do nothing, basically
>during the summer, decide to start lifting again, but she discourages me, because she dislikes it
>stop lifting
>summer ends
>start september with high motivation to complete all my failed 1st year classes and my 2nd year classes so I can go into sea the next semester as a cadet
>she starts college
>her birthday is a week into september
>get her golden earrings
>>37798517
Idk I want to know as well, did you try reverse image search, I would but I'm at the gym and on lmaomobile
>>37798537
2/2
>two weeks into september she dumps me
>says to my face "I never loved you over the course of our relationship"
>feel the shit in my soul
>all motivation about school goes down the drain
>am just a shell of a human
>few months later posts relationship status on facebook and puts the beginning date to the day we broke up
>look up the guy
>massive fixie riding hipster swagfag
>feel like shit even more
>drinking intensifies
>start smoking
>lose weight because days when I just smoke cigarettes and eat nothing are pretty frequent
>do nothing about schoolwork
>become reeeeeeaal depressed
>keep that shit to myself, only few friends know how hard I'm hurting
>try to fuck as many girls as I can, because think that it might help in forgetting her
>sex feels like shit because no emotional bond to these sluts
>turn down multiple chances on having relationship because still thinking about her
>hope she might come back to me
>masivelly hate her at the same time
>slowly the hate grows bigger and bigger until all that is left is pure hatred towards her and everything she associates with
>9 months go by like this
>this summer begins
>want to change, restart lifting, generaly improve myself
>want revenge, want her to cry, want her to admit she lost
But still, motivation is pretty low. Halp me, I want revenge! I want to shit in her soul /fit/ I want to do what she did to me! I want her to feel the pain, she made me feel!
>>37794421
>tfw fucking gf makes me think of bad acid trip sometimes
Idk what to feel
>>37798543
Let it go brah, she is nothing, noone, look at what you've become over some pussy, it's not too late to turn things around, get back on track, the only way to get revenge is to be the best you. Show her you don't need her to be successful, that's what'll kill her, not you raging and bitching at her dramatically
>>37798566
No, I know, that is exactly what I want, I want her to see the best version of myself, to see "what she's missing"
But I'm still having problems finding motivation to do ANYTHING. Feels bad, man
>>37798543
Revenge won't make you feel any better than banging sluts did
You're better than her, bro
>tfw i no longer have any discernible emotion other than anger.
I'm either blank or angry. It's so hollow. To be fair I can't just blame her. It's the sum of many issues. Being so devoid of connection and emotion is liberating but lonely.
>>37798001
>>37797784
>tfw every ancient religion warns us that the only way to find happiness is to marry young and stick with it through thick and thin
>tfw when we all think we're smarter than God and destroy our souls with serial monogamy.
>>37798599
What the fuck motivation do you need other than "if I do this I will be happy"
>>37798601
Maybe. Sometimes I contemplate on what if the want to revenge means that I still have feeling for her even though I still hear what she said to me that day and looking back it was a horrible experience overall, being shouted at and berated almost every single day.
>>37798641
It's hard to describe. I guess, you could say I have the motivation, but have no will to do anything.
>>37798668
JUST DO IT, DONT LET YOUR DREAMS BE DREAMS, JUST... DOOOOO IT, JUST UUUUGGGHHHH DO IT
>>37794230
I feel your pain brother. Deleting her number, blocking her on social media, removing her snapchat and all those things we do as defense machanisms. The worst part is when she calls you drunk and says she regret everything and you´re the one only to wake up the next day, texting back if she meant any of what she said last night but get no reply. Thats when you go run and lift hard.
>>37798668
You wanna be that guy that wrecked his entire life over some pussy and never recovered? Shits sad dude, noone will respect you, everyone however will if you get your fucking shit together
>>37794449
Life is pain
>>37798686
God damn, never did I think that would be a real motivational quote
>>37798702
>tfw having to go through all your fb pics to delete pics with her in it
>4 years later
>browse your pictures
>her comment you completely forgot about
>liver shot of feels
>>37798707
Right now, I think I can say that I'm over her, it's just the fallout of laziness I'm dealing with right now
>>37798702
>get no reply
Noone should have to feel this feel man
>>37798702
I know it's hindsight now, but you shouldn't have texted her back
>>37798768
Yeah I feel like a failure for doing that now, but I got tempted..
>>37798830
I did the same thing to my ex-gf and she just asked how i got her number. She ended up messaging me on Facebook a year later at 2am in the morning, to which i told her to fuck off. Felt great.
>>37798894
Nice move, it will only make her want you even more..Not that you necessarily want that but still good for the lulz
>>37795573
You're a selfish pathetic, cheater. I hate people like you. Just be honest and break up with him, face your loneliness you weak piece of shit. You remind me of my ex.
>>37795092
psychopath detected
>>37794362
Top fucking kek, it's brilliant
>>37799113
I havent cheated just to be clear. No flirting no nothing. The farthest ive gone is check out dudes asses when im working. Where have you gotten cheating from me just saying i want another bf but cant find one. I also cant find another bf because i dont date bitches and all the new tumblr swag fags going to uni think they are hot shit.Come on guys wtf happened. Men arent men anymore and i cant handle some unstable "muh fee fees" kind of guy.
>>37799280
>is a faggot
>claims men are sissy faggots
Wawwwww
>>37799280
break up with your bf and create an okcupid account.
Looking for the next man while you're still in a relationship is very close to cheating.
Stop wasting your time and his. More importantly, stop using him as a scratch post to your own loneliness. He deserves better than that.
>>37799339
Good point.
If you've had sex with a man you're just as gay as the guys you're calling fags.
>>37797784
Same exact shit just happened to me. We'll make it.
>All this pent-up hatred toward women
Don't worry guise, you will eventually grow up.
You all clearly have terrible taste in women, you all ignored warning signs and went for sluts who lie, cheat, steal, leave you when you're broken and crippled, etc.
You use your bad judgement as an excuse to say that every woman in garbage. Use better judgement next time you are trying to pursue a relationship, look for warning signs in her personality and appearance. Don't date sluts and mental unstable women.
>>37794386
You're a liar.
If that is true pin some test you beta faggot.
>>37798154
Similar feeling
Its not that bad but
>friends with a girl a couple years older
>she wants to get in shape and I tell her we can run together
>dont believe her but play along
>we talk a lot since we work right across from each other and Snapchat often
>she complains about men who talk about meeting up but always bail
>we clocked out last friday and I asked if she really wants to run later in the evening
>says yes
>I fucked up in believing her
>I text her to let her know to come over whenever
>she lives 10 minutes away
>never texted back since
>its not like she can avoid me since we both work tomorrow
>get pissed off because this always happens and is the reason why I don't want friends or a gf
This is pretty beta but I can't help it. I don't know if it's other people or myself so I just assume its me.
>>37800968
You put yourself in the friendzone; stop snapchatting her and move on to flirting with other people instead
>>37794230
Fuck I know the dream feel. Three years later I dream about my ex (also had relationship since but she is the one I still think about)
When i think I forgot her is when the dreams come back.
>>37800729
This.
>>37800881
>pin some test
Wut?
>>37798538
I did it, shirobako. It's actually quite popular
>>37794362
kek
>>37794172
>Be depressed after a breakup
>Finally start lifting
>Lifting for 1 year pain still there
>Lifting for 2 years pain still there
>Lifting for 3 years, hit 3/2/4 pain slowly fading.
>Now do 10x10 on main exercises and spend 3+ hours in gym a day.
Idk man. it's like I'm becomming dull and just going through the neverending reps of breaths of air x F
>>37802719
No other girls in the meantime?
>>37802719
I tried for a time.
I mean I still feel a broad spectrum of feelings but it's like they have been diminished.
Got a blowjob once, but woman was pretty psycho it turned out. So I dodged and rolled.
Now I sort of just shield myself by telling myself little lies to my self. I think.
>>37802825
>>37802938
was meant as response for you
>>37798634
>tfw married at 19, husband was 20
>have been married for 4 months now and our 2 years anniversary is coming up in December
Feels good not being caught up in the fool's game familio
>>37794172
I got in a stupid fight with my oneitis. Basically I told her of the rumors people say of her of how she's a huge slut and who said it and she told one of these people what I said about them. The only reason I know is because he told me she told him so god knows who else this bitch has told. Like gee thanks bitch your welcome for helping you when everyone else would shit talk, the worst part is that she believes the guy over me, and had the audacity to defend herself when I exploded on her. Fuark why did I have to play the white knight and fuck up any chances I had with her? Why can't I get over her it's been 6 months and I think of her everyday
