>post ufw you realised that no matter how shredded you be, or how many plates you lift, your only true friends will be depression and loneliness
>>37762141
>>37762141
Going to bed soon, really really really hoping I don't wake up tomorrow. I'm dying inside or maybe already dead, lifting helps but im losing motivation for that too especially after massive gains its just never good enough.
>>37762484
>>37762141
Jesus christ.
People on 4chan really aren't that serious right?
This is all for shitposting I'm assuming?
feelsbadman
Mfwl
>>37762502
No. You are on the lowest part of the clear web. Only social outcasts, depressed and mentally ill people come here.
If you are not something of the above, I strongly advise you to leave, before you become one of us.
This website is like a spider's web.
I will never be able to score a qt grill because i'm an autistic introvert.
feelsbadmayne
>>37762502
I'm not shitposting. I'm feeling it, I have always been stuck at the halfway point until I made it with lifting now Im plateuing and I want to stay natty, I'm pretty chad in the sense I could go out and not do anything and get picked up by some thot at a club however despite that mentally I'm struggling I feel great social pressure and want to be more and to a degree better than others but in reality I'm struggling to maintain motovation to lead a successful life and I have already failed in so many aspects. Its just way too much I'd rather feel nothing, the journey isn't that great and as I get older I feel less and less emotionally. I'm pretty done.
>>37762141
I know that feel.
>I dont even lift anymore. Failing uni, 28 years old, no friends, spill my spaghetti constantly. Try to make friends with people, have nothing in common.
>had depression for so long you dont even know who you are, never found yourself, never grew up,..and dont even know how to do it.
I dont know why I even wake up.
>>37762141
>tfw life is literally shit
>Not a single positive thing about my life
>was interested in grill, but she never texts me first and she's travelling with her family, so it's pointless to even try anymore, went on one date, not sure if she was even interested in me or she was just bored
>lifts are stalling
>Failing uni
>My best friend died 4 years ago and I still can't get over the fact that he's gone
>Family always start acting like I'm literally Hitler any time I try and have fun because they're all miserable.
>Can't complain either beause if you do you're a bad person and everyone starts shouting at me for being "a whiny brat"
>tfw I'm already 24 and life is just getting worse and worse
>I'll never be attracive, I'll never fuck qt hotties like Chad and I'll never be rich
>tfw I wish somebody would just kill me already or that I got a deadly disease because I've already given up.
>>37762141
Felt this today. Family came home and I felt enraged.... gf hasn't responded.... we were gonna hang but I think I'm gonna go get shit faced instead. I fucking hate when people bother me after I lift.
>>37762141
I've come to terms with that
I enjoy just being me, and while I strive to always be better, I've learned to accept what I am
>>37762614
You're loved anon. Embrace who you are. Your pain is part of you and only you can endure it for so long. Dont give up.
>>37762614
I hope you see this friendo.
I had a really clever asian friend. Im my opinion he was a pretty cool guy, a little older than me, but young at heart, short, DYEL, just trying to get through life and be happy man.
But I was his only friend.
He had a habit of using his intelligence like an asshole. He liked to be intellectually stimulated but was surrounded by dumbasses, and had a bad habit of showing them through conversation that they were dumb.
I tried to tell him to coll that shit many times, but he couldn't or wouldn't, said he had high standards and didn't wanna deal with people who fell below them.
We roomed together for 4 of the 6 years that we worked together, and he was all alone the entire time. Perfectly good guy, just refused to adjust. So imma tell you what I told him and hopefully you see some of the sense in it anon.
(Paraphrasing, also we were discussing women at the time)
Adjust.
Fucking adjust m8.
Hell yeah people are stupid and awful. Kids are age just wanna drink, party, and fuck, and here you are staring up at the stars trying to put the universe together in your head. Chad is fucking Stacy in the car he parked on the lawn after driving drunk to the party, and it disgusts you that people act that way. You hate them BUT it's because you want them to be better.
But they won't be. Ever. That's something you gotta accept. What you don't have to accept though, is being alone forever.
Date some pretty dumb bitch. Yeah you might hate her, but let that shit be a secret. Hang out with her, learn something new, see the world from a different perspective. Even if all you are doing is killing time, you are killing time that would otherwise be spent wanting to die
Same applies to friends. You aren't gonna find folks that fit you 10/10 all the time. Even good friends have a few awkward moments. But do the shit anyway.
EVEN IF YOU ARE JUST KILLING TIME, YOU ARE KILLING TIME THAT WOULD OTHERWISE BE SPENT WANTING TO DIE.
So just...do it.
Reddit the red pill will help you guys out.
>>37764253
>Recommending misogyny
>>37764265
Read a bit on there and you will find out its jot misogyny.
They see the world like it is and act accordingly.
>>37762574
That feel when I'll never have some bitch giving me shit about my autistic, introverted routine of running by myself, studying japanese, and video games or watching cartoons every single day.
No one bothers me about my nightly chicken, broccoli and pasta. No one acts like something is wrong when I go a few days without saying a single word. I wear the same clothes at home as I did when I was 12, and I'll be a wizard in a few months.
I'm pretty damn content being alone in my hobbit hole.
>>37762502
Id leave before you start feeling like many of us do. Its not worth being here in the long run
>>37762141
>tfw I am free.
I don't really ever get lonely. I like being alone. I'm also really happy all the time and don't really get depressed. Life is great.
>>37762586
>mentally I'm struggling I feel great social pressure and want to be more and to a degree better than others but in reality I'm struggling to maintain motovation to lead a successful life and I have already failed in so many aspects
What?
You want to be the best you can be?
>>37768728
I want to be better than most and I am no where near, I put a lot of time into everything I do but its so fleeting and I don't even enjoy it but I will continue to force myself to do it because I don't want to fall behind. That pressure of having or almost being there but also in other aspects being so far away is crushing and the pressure and time of having to achieve these things so I can do things I can enjoy is immense but the reality is the things I do want to do that I enjoy are just escape because I really hate living.
>>37764216
just bee urself :^)
>>37762618
I was just like you a few years ago trust me it gets better
Little do you know. Those are my strengths.
How can one know power without being powerless first, how can anyone know the strength of one self without depression, how can anyone know happiness without sadness?
Depression and loneliness are my allies. Life is always a battle, life is a struggle, struggle, fight and live another day to struggle again.
>>37764317
Yeah guys like Roosh are just telling it like it is...
Fucking retards everywhere.
>>37769771
idk if you want my advice boy, but
It's a lot easier to set your own goals than it is to achieve them. Even when you do, it's just as easy to just move the goalpost further, aim for something more.
So you need to enjoy the journey, not only the destination. Appreciate each daily success knowing you're getting there or that you will eventually.
Putting a lot of time into it. being so close yet so far doesn't need to hurt.
>>37770231
Thanks I try to follow and am aware of this, just think I might be depressed af because it seems like no matter what anyway I can only just keep trying. Appreciate the advice bro
