How do you self improve /fit/? Im So shit and I don't know how.
>Wake up late and get taxis, wasting my weekly bought bus tickets
>forget to brush teeth
>Started getting later bus because too lazy to leave earlier like I use to
>lazy at work
>Gf bought me anniversary present 3 weeks ago
>It's this weekend and I haven't got her anything
>Was given 10 great days to self esteem book
>2 years later I still havent stuck consistently to it
>Tried hanging self once
>Rooms a complete mess
>Thoughts always racing and deconstructing
>Insanely difficult to get on with one thing at a time
Self improvement general?
>>37746853
Modafinil is the answer.
Read up on meditation. Let the thoughts and deconstructions flow in your mind, don't actively judge them. Do things that interest you, lurk more and acquire interests. Don't read self help books, it's mostly bullshit. Make money. If all fails, kill yourself.
>>37746853
>tfw i brush my teeth around 10 times a year :(
>>37746853
Pathetic
>>37747014
Disgusting
You are all mediocre. You will be forgotten.
>tried hanging myself
how do you fuck that up nigga
Nigga go to a psych. You probably got adhd.
Are you me?
>>37746853
Be a fucking man you shitter.
>you have someone who actually gives a shit about you
Just lift, brush your fucking teeth and fucking clean up once in a while jesus christ are you a child? Shit like this pisses me off because this level of autism is so fucking easily fixed that it's not even comprehensible as an actual problem.
Keep this shit up and >>37747022
this lad will be correct, faggot.
>spend one week at mental hospital
>finally properly medicated
>feeling calm and confident for the first time of my life
Literally changed my life. Being stuck at the hospital wasn't so bad either, I got to do gardening with hot nurses
>>37747014
Fuck, m8. Is this you?