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Tell me what is your deep , dark motivation that push you do shit (Not only lifting ).
Im lifting and get money like crazy to
> beat the shit out of my pathetic parasite drunk dad to protect mom .
> eventually cuck him and give mom the love/life that she deserved.
mfw im half way done this shit.
>>37632715
>dad
>cuck him
>>37632715
Is your name oedipus?
To help me continue my fake confidence and attitude of "fuck everyone else I don't need anyone I'm king of the world". You can't be king of the world without muscles
>>37632715
So what'd you guys eat for lunch today?
>>37632715
t. oedipus
>>37632715
wincest? or are you setting your mom up with a better guy?
>Be 5'9/5'10 manlet
>happy with height but being thin as well limits dating options
>currently dating perky indian/costa rican girl
The fantasy I admit to is wanting to pick her up and bang her against the wall
The fantasy I don't admit, except late at night to no one, is that I don't think she'll be with me forever, and if things end and I find someone else, I don't want to be limited by being DYEL
>>37632715
I want to become strong so If everything goes to shit, I will survive. Guns are pretty scarce in Australia, so not many people will have them.
I want people to look at me and know I have dedicated time and effort to physically outdo them.
>>37633220
When was it decided that 5'10 was manlet?
5'7 is king of manlets, 5'8-5'10 is average.
I want to find something that will kill me without it being obvious it was suicide, and maybe in the meantime make something of myself.
>>37634054
Fuckin lol
>>37632715
>leave humanity behind
>fuck bitches
>get money
>>37632731
>>37634054
Average he says.
>>37632715
Dark motivation? I've never really thought of it that way before, but I reckon it's so I can be better then other people? I want to look down on some one and them know that they are my bitch without any words being said. Also I wanna breed this girl of whom I believe has good genetic material and raise many children with her.
i want to get strong enough to be able to dual wield two giant ass claymore swords and don a heavy ass suit of armor with a fuck ton of kevlar under it and then just take the to streets slaughtering people and cutting them down with mighty swings from my blades
can you imagine how fucking hilarious it'd be? i'd be unstoppable until they finally called in somebody with .50 caliber rounds or they just roped me to the ground like king kong, i'd be shitposted about by aliens 500 years from now talking about how i lured in a crowd by pretending to be a sports mascot or something and then just started doing a helicopter blade spin and took out like 40 people
if i'm lucky i could pretend to be gravely wounded and let the police get close, and then go ham on their asses and get another 10-15 kills in before finally succumbing a combination of bullet wounds and exhaustion like a race horse
if i was really pushing it i could chant some stupid shit over and over so people would always associate whatever i said with my knightly massacre - "hillary for president" or "violent video games made me do this," something that would cause a shit ton of turmoil and grief for everybody involved
yep.
>>37632715
I want to improve myself so that I can become a charismatic politician who winds the presidency. Then from my position of power I'll launch every nuke in our stockpile and make humanity go extinct.
It's never going to happen but I'd like it to anyway.
Become so powerful I can go and beat the absolute shit out of anyone who disrespects me or tries to fuck with me. I'm not even a super mad person, it's just that people love to fuck with me all the time and it's time to stop that.
>>37632715
> eventually cuck him and give mom the love/life that she deserved.
>cuck your dad
You mean you intend to knock your mom up and have your dad raise your incestuous bastard thinking it is his own?
Because that's what that means.
My motivation itself isn't dark, but it gets twisted and chruned in the dark place that is my own head.
Someone will call me big/muscular and it eats away at me. I start to think I must look like some sort of meathead or fat powerlifter for someone to notice that kind of thing. I instantly decide that I'm starting my cut and picking up on the cardio.
Then later on someone will refer to me as skinny or thin. i get depressed because I realize I have no lean mass and I'm cutting into nothing, because even if I get to my ideally low body fat, I'll just look like a shit skeletor. Decide I'm clean bulking that day so I can get some muscle.
Average time of this viscious cycle is 5 days. Needless to say, I've been about the same weight for 4 months with minimal gains to show for it
>>37634450
> pcp
>>37634054
You're just fat.
I want to be successful and healthy doing all the things I want in this world to show my ex what she could of had if she stayed with me.
I just hate myself.
>>37634520
you should take a martial art too then.
A real martial art, like bjj or muy thai
>>37632715
u wanna fuck ur own mum?
>>37634597
Would you kill yourself if I told you to do it?
>>37634444
QUADS HE SAYS.
>>37634520
>>37634666
Don't do a martial art if you just want to beat people's ass. Boxing is the real sport for that, hands down. Always start with boxing.
>>37634520
>wants to fight
>lifts bars up and down instead of learning to fight
>>37634713
>he thinks boxing can compete with bjj or muy thai.
pleb
holdhandless virgin here.
girls.
>>37634731
money will get you more girls than lifting.
>>37634713
I think I'll take the advice of a Navy SEAL who has trained his entire life over some virgin on 4chan
https://youtu.be/SGpDVCkhtD4
>>37634722
If your not going to take multiple martial arts (like I am) then obviously you have holes in your game.
>>37634744
Shit man I'm just starting with boxing to get my feet wet!
>>37634744
quality advice
bjj is the dominate martial art
I'd say muy thai is better than western boxing though
>>37634738
Lie
I don't have money, but I was a handholdless virgin before /fit/ whipped me into shape. I slayed for a while, but now I've settled down with my fit as fuark waifu.
>>37634754
If you really want a quality martial art take up "submission grappling" which is essentially bjj, judo and greco roman wrestling all rolled into one.
It will make you a fully fleshed out grappler which is totally dominant in hand to hand combat.
>>37634450
this has to be the funniest thing ive read recently.
thank you
>>37634450
MY CRUSADE BEGINS HERE
>>37634782
Samefag
>>37634744
>jitz is the best martial art
>western boxing second best
Hmmmm.... Not the only guy I've heard say that. I'd agree, BJJ or judo could kick a boxers ass any day of the week. Mauy Thai is a lot less specialized from what I've read when it comes to styles.
>>37634804
I trained in boxing and when I sparred with muy thai practitioners I couldn't close the distance and got kicked repeatedly. then if I did close the distance they would clinch and do elbows and upper cuts.
I personally think muy thai is better than western boxing
Was discharged from the navy for back problems.
Working out to fix my back and go back. This time with a 4 year degree to up my pay scale. Gonna enlist, reenlist, save all my cash and ultimately retire to a desert to spend the rest of my life painting like Don Van Vliet.
>>37632715
im trying to get fit as i used to be.
my motivation is seeing my used to be best friend.
he torpedoed my relationship to fuck the one woman i loved the most. almost did it.
he told me to my face what he was planning when we all found out and he was on the defensive.
my ex gal hasnt talked to me since then because she feels guilty for being played.
but when i see him, i want to be able to mash is head into paste between my hands or cripple him for life
So I can fuck people up. Not really that dark I guess but definitely not what normal people lift for.
>>37634925
half the posts in here is "so I can fuck people up"
>>37634879
Under age detected
>>37634962
Too many benifits to even list from being athletic. The list goes on.
/thread
>>37634969
nope. mid 20s all of us. but i cant blame you for thinking that.
i envy you for seeming to have friends who no longer act like they are in highschool
I lift weights because it makes me feel like I'm cumming
I've came 25+ times in one day
I also like climbing construction cranes
>>37634450
Once you leave humanity behind, just combine bath salts, roid-rage, and large doses of painkillers and you could easily rack up 40 kills in that armor
I want to fuck high school girls after the age of 30.
>>37632715
To lord my success over people I don't like and use it to satisfy my wants, regardless of others.
First, I need to obtain some goddamn success.
its because i am a tranny. i am not going to transition and if i cant get the body of my desired sex, i might as well be the hottest version of my physical sex. it gets me really mad when i see attractive muscular men, i am threatened by them. i am already emasculated as is but watching them is like adding salt to the wound. but I can one-up them in my own fucked up way if i am a hot female. i am now a stripper to make up for being unhappy with my body.
i am very mean to men who are both attractive and good at something (like being smart) because they have something that i would give up my life for. i want to control them if i cant be them, and any attractive competent male who is not my friend or fuckbuddy is a threat to me. same reason why gay guys are so mean to girls.
what's ironic is that the meaner i am to a guy the more he likes me.
I want to seduce all the women I went to high school with and send pictures to their husbands and destroy their families. I usually know I succeed when she starts up with motivational images and phrases on Facebook
>had vision of religious ecstasy a few months ago a few weeks after I get off of psych meds
>like holy shit, you ever see those old statues of the Virgin Mary making an o-face? THERE'S A DAMN GOOD REASON SHE'S MAKING THAT FACE
>entity's voice roared like thunder on a mountaintop and every word made me feel pleasure better than having an orgasm, shooting up heroin, coming off of some DMT, and peaking on MDMA and at the same, an equivalent level of pain, like an entire lifetime's worth of experiences condensed into each sentence
>says a lot of things to me, most of which I just can't remember for the life of me
>as it's speaking, my vision becomes more and more focused on the smallest details until I'm hallucinating that I can see the atoms in the walls vibrating
>when I closed my eyes, my mind's eye was flooded with visions of a nuclear holocaust
>entity said it wasn't a god, but it's the closest thing I'll probably ever know to one
>tells me it's some kind of collective consciousness seeking a form of enlightenment through objectivity through the entire spectrum of life's subjective viewpoints, but more succinctly than that
>entity spent a lot of time speaking with my more common hallucinations in their weird little languages
>gets one voice in particular who was causing trouble to sit down, shut up, and cooperate with everyone else - voice has since then developed from total shitheel to second conscience and source of discipline
>before it goes away, tells me something really stupid and simple but that has inspired me to change
>"You can be anything in the world: all of it is valid and contributes to us. But if you can be anything in the world, why not be good?"
>then the hallucination fades out slowly
>look at the clock, literally 5 minutes have passed
>after that, slowly start making improvements to self and lifestyle
>at first, trying not to disappoint the entity
>now trying not to disappoint myself
>>37634450
>"violent video games made me do this,"
If you're going to be dressed up as a Dark Souls character while doing this, you need to specifically say Dark Souls made you do it.
>>37635152
wow, what an honor to be chosen by the man himself. have you considered looking into freemasonry?
>>37634744
Dave Castro was also a SEAL. Just because you can pass a bunch of physical standards doesn't mean you aren't brick fucking dumb.
>>37632715
I want to stop hating everything, and I think that being in control of my body will help with that.
Either that, or I will be able to hate with more impunity. Win-win.
>>37634636
Topkek
>>37634054
in the white parts of europe, i.e. the only places that matter, the average height for men is around 6'0, so anything below that is manlet tier
Planning on getting my bench up to 315, so i can drop it on my neck
>> beat the shit out of my pathetic parasite drunk dad to protect mom .
you should learn a martial art
liftin does not make you a good fighter
>>37635152
Go back into your meds friend
>>37632715
I do horrendous shit I can't speak about here.
All just to hatefuck this girl I've loved for some time.
>>37632715
So I can do pic related
>>37635266
Go on this is anonymous brah
People don't take me seriously. People always brush me off so easily and I'm sick of it.
Just once I would like to go to the beach and sweep a woman off of her feet in front of her boyfriend.
I feel that if I am not successful, I don't deserve a loving woman in my life.
I want to walk through a park one day and have the young lads look at me and think that they want to be like me when I'm older.
I want to be ogled and desired by beautiful women.
The list goes on
>>37635396
How shallow and narcissistic
>>37635207
Surely slovakia, poland and czech republic have average weight of about 170cm (ie 5"7')
>>37634450
Fucking laughing hard dude
>>37635396
10/10
>>37635396
How great would it be to do that and then chat her up again later and then fuck her? Afterwards, you would just kick her to the curb again like the bitch she is? The thought alone is literally giving me an erection as I type this.
>>37634450
Anon I think OP saido "Dark" motivation not "DANK".
>>37632736
You will suffer and suffer only, I can tell you why but honestly I'm late for the uni , maybe later.
>>37634844
Wtf, why reenlist bro? You have a degree just comission.
That 2lt with more TIS than other 2lts = bigger paycheck
My therapist thinks i do it because i want my parents affection and love since i was only given those things for achievments. Also i feel guilty for ruining their marriage.
My dark motive is to beat a muslims to death and shove bacon down his throat, also to hold a beatiful wife whom I love...that all I want.
>>37632715
There is literally nothing that pushes me, it's just something to do to pass the time until I decide to buy more drugs or kill myself.
At this point the gym is only an excuse to take amphetamine-like homemade preworkout and zone out at the gym for 3 hours alone. I don't even have a routine anymore.
>>37634450
>>37634450
>and then just started doing a helicopter blade spin and took out like 40 people
>>37635675
preworkout recipe?
>>37632736
>7 billion humans on earth
>billions of humans from the dumbest and poorest to people like julius caeser
>HU, YEAH BRAH IMA WALK LIKE A KING N SHIT, IM BETTER THAN ALL OF YALL,
>>37632731
underated
>>37635889
>beta alanine
>caffeine
>schizandrol A
>DMAA
>Citruline
>cocaine/meth...
>>37635396
Honestly I have the same kind of motivation. I've had some many shit relationships that I just want to get 10/10 buff and shit on every girl I see.
>>37632715
>> eventually cuck him and give mom the love/life that she deserved.
UHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>37635524
You and me, both
>>37632715
Not really dark tbqh
>>37636076
So you consider beat down your dad then cuck him with your mom is normal eh ? Its not even a morning daydream , it's his fucking life purpose yo
I have a God complex. However, noone believes that I am God. To make them believe, I need physical proof. By lifting and having the physique of a Greek God, I hope to convince people that I am God.
>>37632715
My father is fat, has a gut. His father is fat, has a gut. I hate my father, he's weak. I don't want to be him at all. So I'm staying thin and outgoing.
So far so good
>>37634597
Would you seek mental heath care if I told you to do it?
>>37634597
definition of beta bitch
I'm not a good person I'm a waste of oxygen but I cannot kill myself I can't think of hurting my family and friends
So I lift to go in the army and be useful
People like me do not deserve to have nice things like a gf or wife and children
I'll dedicate my life to protect my country and die on a
battle field
that's all I deserve
>>37636930
Nope, your a cunt
>>37637232
Beta fucboi I bet you're one of those fags that shitposts on /fit/ but doesn't lift
>>37637255
shush, cunt
>>37634446
THAN other people
>>37636930
LOL NEWFAG !!!!LOLZ
>>37637281
Instead of being a pussy, contribute to this thread. Otherwise, GTFO my board
>>37637322
shhhh!
The adults are talking now
>>37637232
>>37637281
>>37637305
Now you're samefagging and using sock puppets. Are you're not the cunt here?
>>37637337
shhhh !
>>37636976
Its sad though because the fact that youre so caring aboit the people that love you and so dedicated to bettering yourself as well as you can means youre pretty much exactly who deserves to have a wife and kids.
>>37637337
>brother has heart attack at 22, 400 lbs.
>mom has had 7 heart attacks, a stroke, beetus and rides a scooter, no idea on weight
>sister gets two super rare cancers at 23
>aunt dies from obesity
>uncle shoots himself
>grandma had 4 heart attacks before dying of beetus at 60
I just cant go that route sorry.
>lost 100 lbs
>lift, run, yoga, bodyweight all day everyday
Gotta break the shit family cycle eventually. My children will be athletes, not in a casket by 30.
>>37637410
>dark
Your motivation is like +9 holy what the fuck boi
>>37637410
fucking hell
>>37632715
revenge on her for not choosing me
>>37632715
I just hate myself.
>>37636930
insecure manlet detected
>>37632715
I want to be a king. You cannot be weak and be a king.
>>37637460
>>37637472
Yeah, it's pretty shit. Mom, sis and bro all alive, tho. I've stopped pitying them. Anytime they call, text or want to converse in any ways I bring it up.
But since I'm on the subject, how do I get them to get serious about bettering themselves? I can convince them to tell me they'll do it but I don't think they do...
I'm 3k miles away (NYC, senpai is on Cali coast) so I can't force them, but jesus I'm just so lost with them.
>Sister with cancer doesn't apply, got scared when they told her and she got in to shape a year ago, only mom and bro are problems now.
>>37634450
Fucking kek
>>37634493
> Implying modern presidents can just launch nukes for the fuck of it
>>37632715
I can't stand the thought of other guys doing better than me by any margin. I just want things to rub it in other people's faces.. I'm bitter. I hate most people, I want to see guys my age 5 years from now looking at all my nice shit, nice women and years of martial arts experience to seem me for what I really am..
>my brother has zero motivation about lifting weights and I use reverse psychology to make him want to lift less.
>I know he is competitive, like most men. So we go the gym and I happily spot him all the while keeping the idea of it being competitive miles away. If I go in there and show him the positive fun side of lifting and he gets a nice physique like I'm developing I'll lose that from over him.
>>37632715
To be fit and beautiful so i can spite the ex and make my fat friends jealous.
>>37635152
Literally insane
>>37632799
He said cuck him, so I'm going with wincest.
I wanna kill as many people as possible.
>>37635396
I have literally done this shit. Fully made fun of girls who try to come onto me, then got them in bed later and told them to get the fuck out after.
>>37633220
I am dating an Indian chick too. She works and still has time to cook for me whenever I ask her too. Plus her massages are out of this world, they turn me on like crazy.
Only downside is she smells like coconuts because she uses coconut oil. Can't have it all I guess
>>37634686
Who wouldn't
>>37634686
Maybe his mom is hot.
>>37634713
Want to know how I know you've never fought a student of the martial arts?
>>37637630
See bruh I'd love this. Just fuck them, cum in there mouth. Lie down on my bed and then tell them to get the fuck out of my nice ass apartment. Go to sleep, covers all to yourself.
>bonus points if it's snowing at 2AM
>>37632715
You're motivated in life and lifting to fuck your mom?
leave pls anon.
>>37637662
I actually wrestled a few martial artists, one put me in a reverse triangle. The other just crawled on me in full mount. Both we're pretty fun, I know submission is the way to go dude. Probably shouldn't be spreading bullshit like that, but I've seen online that boxing is a really solid foundation and a good intro art senpai. Unless you REALLY think I should start with jitz
>>37634450
best in thread, lmfao
"hillary for pres" while using titans grip
niiicee
>>37634597
lol what a silly faggot
Calling you muscular isn't intended as an insult dumbfuck
>>37637576
Text them "fat fuck" every day
>>37637657
Post mom OP
>>37637668
Yeah, I honestly thought I might feel bad about it at first, but I just felt like such a winner every time I did it.
>>37637743
Nope, literally every girlfriend would hurt you so much worse than that if they find a guy with slightly more value and a better attitude. That's all it takes man, is an attitude presented by another guy to get her to fucking cheat. I'd say about 75% of girls cheat. They hurt you man, and they'll take your fucking kids.
>>37637769
>>37637743
You know exactly what I mean to, because guys steal other dudes bitches. A random ass dude can make her boyfriend a fucking common enemy between the two of them.
Why are so many people in this thread obsessed with the idea of having kids? Do something worthwhile with your life instead of pumping out more people the world doesn't need just because your meaning is shackled to base personal urges.
>>37635889
>1-3 teaspoons of instant coffee
>a few ounces of Pepsi
Makes U Dangerous
>>37637815
HAHAHAHA
>>37637795
>Why are so many people in this thread obsessed with the idea of having kids?
They think they're Chad and have to spread their alpha genes. Honestly, I don't plan to have kids. The little shits are annoying. I also don't plan go marry until my 40-50s. I plan to pump and dump for a long time. And even when I do get married, I'm planning to get a prenup, no matter what my fiance says.
>>37637410
>7 heart attacks
WTF!?
>>37635152
I had tons of experiences like this when i was shooting ketamine. The k-hole is something else.
>>37632715
The world is going to end as we know it due to post modernism and I have to be the best human being I can while we don't have a civil war. This is why I lift, eat well, do medical school, etc. I'm filled with primal rage and I love it.
The only reason i work out and go to school is so that i can meet a hot rich dude that i can marry and he will take care of everything and i wont have to work and he'll be able to give me anything i want and we'll have babies. And if for some reason that never happens ill still have a degree/job/career to fall back on and live comfortably.
>>37637829
Child support laws are probably among the top reasons my nation is getting weaker. When an alpha attracts a mate through his superior physique, he will not impregnate her for fear of the burden, so she gets the beta with the steady job instead, and bears his weak offspring. We're taught security, not superiority. Most offensive to me is being taught in school that we're all animals anyway, but when the time comes for that to be put in practice, society picks and chooses what behaviors in nature are acceptable carry-overs and which are not.
>mfw I would have already spread my seed and gifted several women with powerful young, but am restrained by laws
>>37634647
This. After getting better looking and a lot of attention my ex decided to hit me up. We're fwb now and I dont think he ever loved me anyways. He tells me he does when he's drunk but I think he's just full of shit and wants someone to be around him and be able to get laid. I dropped like half of my feelings for him and will be sleeping over at and hanging out with my other ex all week while he's out of town. No sex with the other ex. Still it would anger the shit out of the other guy if he knew but fuck it, we're not dating anymore so no harm no foul.
The main reason I work out is because of a meme.
Ever since the Dark Knight Rises came out, I have been fascinated with the interactions between Bane and the CIA Agent. The dialogue interchanged is just so philosophical to me, it speaks volumes if you know where to look.
"You're a big guy"
"For you"
When I utter "For you", it is then that I know I become God. I no longer exist as an entity pertaining to the nature of "small guy", but rather a large, omnipotent "big guy". Transcendence, more or less.
That is why I work out. I want to hear the utterance coming from another human being, in reference to myself - "You're a big guy". Then, I will say "For you", and achieve Godhood.
>>37632715
To fuck my ex's best friend, who always thought she i was a shit for all the years i was with my ex. I was a fat shit but fuck that bitch for saying that to my girl, a girl i'd been with before she was even in the picture.
Only obstacle will be my ex since we're still close friends but the hateboner i have for the bitch is too strong to let that stand in my way. I know the bitch is already mirin' so now i just need to look my absolute best by the time she marries her fiancé so i can JUST that shit up.
i lift for that endorphin rush
>Get super aesthetic
>Fuck a girl way hotter than my girlfriend
>have her find out
>say it was only physical and that she shouldn't have a problem with it because that's her fucking point of view
>>37635192
There's a Freemasonry hall downtown that I've always been curious about, but every time they open to the public I'm super busy. But what does that have to do with it?
>>37637849
Felt far more pleasurable than any drug I've ever tried but heavy dissociatives are more or less the only common drugs that I've never tried, so I have no point of comparison.
Trying to overcome herpes so I can dump my infected girlfriend and be so sexy chicks will want to get herpes from me to brag.
>>37635093
Men want what they cannot have
>>37632736
THIS. When I get swole I'll act all badass and shit like ultra cocky and shit, I feel you senpai.
>>37632715
Not dark-
My dad had a stroke beforeI was born and has been a paraplegic my entire life. He's still pretty mobile now, but I realize as he gets older it will be harder and harder for him to go places. I want to be strong enough to help him when he needs it the most.
>>37634450
>actual_autism.jpg
So i can throatfuck my oneitis, and then never speak to her again after bringing her sexual humiliation.
>>37632715
Still waiting for you to post your mom OP
>>37638939
She's just average, but i love her
>>37639041
Nah, you got a milf OP. Progress on fucking her?
>>37632715
Like Arnold said I wanna fulfil my vision
>I can visualize me at the beach with a six pack massive shoulder pecs and back
>I am their chilling when I here wow that guy has a nice body I see to girls
>One of them says go up and talk to him
>Land whale in coming
>Hey how are you doing can I get your number
>I come and say fuck no I do not like pork you fucking fat ass
>Get on a treadmill and drop the soda and chips then we will talk
I have to prove a point that I am doing this to attract women I like not to compromise to some land whale
>>37632715
>I look terrible
>"Gotta get strong"
>Got strong(ish)
>I still look terrible
>Maybe she will love me if I can just pull 415
>Maybe she will love me if I can do one more rep
>Maybe she'll love me
>>37634450
kek
>>37637576
Sorry you can't help those who can't help themselves I have been trying it for years with my mom who hasn't budged in years
>If not seven hearth attacks will scare them into getting /fit/ calling them fat fucks sure as hell won't
>>37639143
She has been living with me for almost 1 year after divorced that piece of shit.
I mean she is everything to me, she suffered all the pain just to protect me.
I just want to make her happy, i want to have sex with her not really because of revenge or horny, i want to show her my love. But i got no ball to confess lol.
We cuddle alot tho, since she's ok witj sleeping with me.
>>37632715
I lift to make other men feel inadequate.
>>37633220
>The fantasy I admit to is wanting to pick her up and bang her against the wall
Me too for this part. Too bad my wife is overweight, and we're both short, and I'm not sure how strong I need to be to lift and fuck 100 kg.
>>37637369
do you think that all it take to deserve a good life ?
by good life i mean a family and people around you that make you happy
I run all the time to stay skinny. It's not anorexia since I eat a lot to run long distances, but I love it when people say how much weight I've lost. I love it when people say how skinny I am. And in some sick way I love it when peoplke act concerned. Sometimes normies will say shit like "You're too skinny for a guy!" Or that I'm wasting away to nothing and need to eat a burger. That makes me want to go run 9-10 miles and burn even more calories. I realize this is a weird mentality but I'm healthy so I'm not worried.
>>37632715
I just like the look of fear that people get when they see me running at night
>>37632731
kek
>>37634450
nice
>>37639041
What a milf. Got any more pics?
>>37635396
alpha as fuck m8
>>37634001
Being won't save you in hand to hand combat
You will need stamina more than anything and a basic level in physics and chem
>>37632715
Not all that dark, mainly kept with getting ex-fat because of /fit/
Tired of the fat pussy I was and realised that no girl or people would want to be around me and for good reason. Now I have more confidence and self worth.
I fucked up getting with a girl I liked before the weightloss and it makes me cringe fucking hard and judge her for wanting to get with the fat shit version of me.
>mfw
>>37635658
Arab or Muslim
Please check before you do there are some good Arab Christian and druze
>>37635658
What country are you from
I am berserker
>Family history of aggression
>Body over produces adrenaline/test.
>Do karate as a kid. Chastised for hitting too hard.
>fuckthisweakshit.png
>Start boxing
>join Navy
>Nobody will fight me
>Rapid hair loss by 25
>Buy Maga hat. Go to rallies. Nobody starts trouble.
>It's been 6 years
>same chicken, brown rice and vegetables every day.
>Every day I wake up tired and a little bit stronger
>I'm so tired.
>but I never want off this ride.
>that moment when someone crosses me
>at a bar
>in a street
...
>the despair on their face, as they are pinned to the ground. My thumbs slowly entering their eye sockets
>the force of years slamming my fists against the heavy bag
>the force of every self defense law pressing against my elbows and back of my hand
>The thought of the human juice warming my hands
>>37637410
Boy its in your genes go take a genetic test before its too late
They tend to predict the chances of you getting fucker up diseases and then tell you how to evade them
Prepping for the inevitable shitstorm
>>37640183
Pretty gay little fantasy you've got there faggot.
Is this how you reconcile being a sad bald fuck in your early 30s who played military welfare queen rather than building real skills in an actual career?
>>37635152
Did the voice had an Australian accent?
Did he said something about being a 'sick cunt'?
>>37639252
kinda this
>>37640183
All that work and one slick 9mm could literally still out-perform you.
I lift for the mires. Basically same reason Arnold/Zyzz did. Originally it was so that I could finally fuck up my abusive older brother, but he's really such a loser that I feel sorry for him. So I've moved past that and gotten over my longstanding anger issues. Now it's 100% about the "you're getting swole."
>>37634450
Based Anon.
>get bullied relentlessly from elementary all the way to high school
>Start lifting, making all kinds of gains for 4 years now, get into a good university from CC as well
>Bullies are now fat retards, went to lame state schools for shit degrees
>I'm just big as fuck, having a good time as they suffer now
Feels good senpai
If I get in 10/10 shape maybe my bf will take hint and become the strong bear mode man I've always wanted
Because if I don't improve my life I'm going to end up killing myself.
>>37632731
>people think this is witty
Literal moutbbreathers in here
>>37637958
It'll blow your mind when you realize 'for you' is actually a continuation to 'it would be extremely painful'
>>37640690
kek, same. lmao
>>37632715
Bernie Sanders voters have been going around assaulting people at Trump rallies
I want to beat the shit out of a Sanders voter irl who tries to get violent with me
>>37634054
5'11 is average you fucking manlet, 6'0'' master race
>>37640746
I feel the same
maybe I'm the dumb one for not realizing how empty headed this board is
>>37634450
the hero we don't deserve
>>37640200
I have
>almost 100% chance of breast cancer
Getting em scraped out an replaced soon. Good advice, tho. Others should do it too.
>>37632715
living in germany and want to intimidate sandniggers
>>37641585
too bad you're only a tough guy on the internet, faggot
>>37634450
deus vult
>>37634651
Underrated.
Me too, I want to destroy myself without doing actual injuries. I would like to be beaten up like in the fight Club movie but I am to afraid that one hit can make me paralyzed (then I would hate myself and life even more) .
While I train I also can forget what a shot person I am.
Probably autistic as fuck but
>Want to be so aesthetic that im able to turn down good looking women zyzz style, partly because im bitter due to women (including my mother) treating me like shit all of my life and partly because I cling on to the idea that lifting will make me better looking and give me the halo effect i crave so much. Im not sure if its an impossible task or not at this point because im not exactly bad looking and get a fair few tinder matches.
>My old oneituses boyfriend (she cucked me) is a roiding chav chest only curlbro. She and other people keep implying that he would beat me up/she directly compared me to him and i want to destroy him. Im unsure of whether i'd be able to accomplish this at the moment due to how much stronger roids make you but i get a deep anger whenever he's mentioned and feel that surge of energy that adrenaline creates through me. I dont even want my old oneitus anymore because she disrespected me but i still wanna beat the shit out of her bf for her choosing him over me and laugh at them both after im finished.
>I like the sense of superiority i feel when others feel jealousy towards my dedication and my body. I feel that lifting makes you a better person mentally and physically and that theres no excuse for not doing it other than being a lazy piece of shit.
>>37634054
Fuck averages. Anything under 5'11 is objectively small for a full grown man.
>>37641852
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
>>37641585
too bad you're built like a 15 yo girl and have the face of a flamboyant faggot.
>>37632715
because if I don't keep going the depression will consume me
it's either I shoot myself or keep on going. and I'm too much of a coward to commit suicide
>>37641870
I doubt these mental gains you mentioned lifting gives you are legitimate given you seem like a worthless subhuman piece of garbage.
Lifting is good. You are not.
>>37634450
scream allahu akbar, that will be a get out jail free card in the near future
>>37641585
you are insanely cute, post body
>>37634450
No invincibility frames in real life anon, god speed you crazy bastard
>>37632715
Because I still want to make her notice me even after all this time. But deep down I know it'll never be good enough no matter how many gains I make or how hard I work or how much money I make.
>>37640183
>beserker
>Navy and not Marine Corps
It's like you actually didn't want to kill after all.
>>37632715
>me and cousin both had meningitis as babies
>I was treated properly and am fine
>cousin died as a child
>it could've been me
>I visit his grave reguarly as a reminder of what couldve been
>I work for him, as well as myself, to make sure I achieve what he was robbed of the opportunity to achieve
>>37634388
Did you really think you'd have time to make something of yourself before coming up with the idea of driving your car off a cliff?
>>37632715
Because I want to be the strongest/best version of myself for when the day comes that the love of my life comes back from Washington.
>tfw it's been almost 7 years
We still keep in touch, so there's hope r-right boys?
>>37634450
I now have a new dream
Parents own a corner store in the ghetto (asian immigrant as furk) and I want to be able to beat the shit out of their black piece of shit customers who try anything
>>37635152
My divine experiences most often come when I'm on marijuana and around other people.
Though I can't say that we're thinking of the same thing, I just want you to know that you're not the only person around who feels that they've experienced something larger than themselves. What I want you to know is that, even if you were wrong, your thoughts don't need to be "in the dark." You'd still find people who accept you in $CURRENT_YEAR.
>>37636976
I salute you
>>37634686
He said dark motivation
>>37634450
>"HILLARY FOR PRESIDENT"
So I can beat the shit out of anyone who tries to cuck me. To convince myself I don't need anyone.
>>37634450
someone have to capscreen it
>>37637924
>Still giving him your boypucci
LMAO, you sure showed him bruv...
>>37637633
yeah i gues you dont mind all the hair on those apes
>>37634450
DEUS VULT
>>37634450
kek. Make sure you're on drugs
>>37639401
Well what's your plan? Has she shown interest? Has she flirted? She sleeps with you, does she sleep naked or close to it? I have some experience in this realm. Help me help you, friend.
>>37643479
>experience
Watch a lot of incest porn?
>>37632715
Let him beat you or her halfway senseless, call the cops, he gets kicked out and arrested. Then when he has the shit beat out of him some time later the cops won't look twice
>>37643606
Rekt
>>37639451
>short
>woman
>100kg
jesus christ, I'm not usually shallow, but is there any physical attraction in the relationship?
>>37634722
I'll give you Muy Thai,but a kickboxer can easily wreck a BJJ practitioners shit,especially if they've skimped on transitioning the fight from stand to ground
>>37642384
made me tear up a bit, not gonna lie.
>>37637633
I'm Indian and I can tell you that Indians love to massage/condition their hair with the stuff
>>37643841
>but a kickboxer can easily wreck a BJJ practitioners shit,
Let me enlighten you and hopefully save you from an embarrassing or dangerous defeat in the future.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjK0g-cDJI4
>>37643606
>>37643779
Easy samefag, don't get pissy because someone experienced pleasures you haven't.
>>37635093
Femanon here, I feel the same except I'm not mean to people.
But I know that I'd get way more ass as a hot female than an awkward ftm.
>>37634450
how train for this?
>>37644194
You were saying?
>>37644194
No.
>>37632715
>Be 21 year old virgin faggot
>finally smash, she's easily a 3/10 samoan fattie and the grenade of the group
>friends find out i called her 3/10, call me a piece of shit
>say that the only way i smashed their grenade was because she was blackout drunk
>I'm lower than 3/10 apparently
>feelsbadman.jpg
>get swole to smash hot chicks and make those dumb cunts even more mad
>>37643948
>kickboxer
>kungfu
i know they both start with the letter "K" but come on
>>37635093
So if a hot guy asked you out for dinner and treated you to a nice night, would you still be mean to them?
>mfw ugly
>>37641870
>that theres no excuse for not doing it other than being a lazy piece of shit.
because it may turn you into a sociopathic nutjob with a narcissist complex. go get your heart broken again baby boy, and let me know how pointless it would be to beat this bull over your next one...
>forever a cuck
>int current_year_int = 2016;
>>37644333
>>37644343
Fucking lol. Please, make it more obvious you went from phone to computer. Oh, you can't. Wait, I already know the next line.
>hurr durr, like I have time for that
You do. You have all the time in the world because you're a fatass, NEET, permavirgin.
>>37644429
Theyre both phones, you fucking dumbass.
>>37644429
Lol you caught us
I just want to be loved.
>>37644439
>>37644479
>us
Damn you're clever. Now I know for sure it's two people, cause you said us! But seriously, I don't know why you decided to be salty, nor does it matter. You're a failure whose accomplishments amount to the number of (You)s you see. Since by now you're at your maximum of a semi flaccid "erection," feel free to go fuck your fat pad. The brightest point of your life is that when the beetus takes your legs, it won't matter because you don't do anything anyway. Your posts on here will be the sum of your life. Go drown your sorrows in that extra large pizza you ordered for yourself on your parents' dime.
