To be quite honest, I'm running off of pure self hatred desu.
>>37618364
>I'm running off of pure self hatred
same
>>37618377
>>37618364
no you're not; you're just edgelords fishing for validation
>>37618389
t. guy with no motivation
its okay brah, you can do it : ^ )
>>37618364
now gtfo
>>37618364
Fear of leading a boring life.
>>37618389
This.
I'm disgusted with what I see in the mirror and I want to compete in BJJ Tournaments.
>>37618364
The manga Bagserk is the only thing keeping me going
>>37618364
same, keep telling myself ill be satisfied once I reach a certain weight...
>>37618364
70% self hate 20% vanity and 10% enjoying the actual results of training.
>>37618364
I fear that if I stop going the gym C.T. Fletcher is going to show up to my apartment and whoop my ass.
I get depressed when I feel like I am not progressing with my life.
I lift so I can constantly feel that sense of achievement that keeps my depression levels down.
But secretly I want to be bigger than all my friends, I want them to mire me. I want to be the guy people look up to.
I can't help it /fit/ I need some sort of validation
>>37618364
One day, the girl I was going to marry decided she just didnt love me anymore.
>internally feeling hollow and depressed
>might as well get shredded
>externally in the best shape of my life
>>37618415
Wanting to beat the shit out of any guy who looks at my girl.
Being sick of plebeians and retards treating me like garbage. Wanting to let people know just by looking at me that I can tear them apart. So anger, mostly.
>>37618415
Don't you mean Berserk?
I lift to fill the blank of my life,hoping that one day i'll emerge as a new man i could be proud of.
>>37618364
Self hated, hatred stemming from family issues, basically hatred in general.
>>37618403
Lifting won't make your life less boring to others.
>>37618364
Would you treat a hated enemy the way you treat yourself? Would you seriously work as hard as you do for the benefit of someone you hate? Even if you FEEL like you hate yourself your ACTIONS paint a different picture, and only actions retain any semblance of permanence in the world desu.
>>37618364
pure self love
>>37618364
ayyy lets go same here buddy
>>37618364
>hatred
this
>>37618554
nope, he's adept in the ancient art of memeing
>>37618461
This. Except she decided since she just turned 21 she'll date other guys and sleep around since I'm 25 and did just that except when I was 18 until 21, when I hooked up with her.
I fucked up thinking a young one who's only been with me would last forever.
>I stopped wanting to be fat
>I started wanting to be the friend that girls admire when I'm in a group
>The girl I love left me for the guy she said "Not to be worried about"
>I enjoy having the best body in the room
>I have severe depression and lifting is what keeps me going
Seriously though, I found /fit/, and it motivated me to lift. For the first time in my life, people actually talk to me. For the first time, I don't absolutely hate what I see when I look into the mirror. Thanks /fit/. I hope each and every one of you make it.
Self hate mostly, depression, anxiety and loneliness.
Eventually I'll get to ottermode then warrior mode, then I'll go to college for engineering and have grills droolin on muh dick.
That and when I go to europe next year I want the girl I'm going with to be like "omg you look so good!"
I just wana go super super saiyan
the desire to be better, health, bussy etc I just want to be better at everything
>>37618807
No problem.
Faggot.
>>37618364
my pathetic life.
>>37618673
>implying lifting isnt an avenue for social gains
>>37618866
Never ever change.
Faggot.
>>37618554
"no"
>>37618979
>>37618452
disliking how relatable this is
>>37618800
>>37618461
I'm part of this club also.
Decided she wanted to hop onto the cock carousel. I'm trying to wean myself of the beta mindset I had while I was with her and improve myself.
Most the posts in here sound like me. I don't really have any one in my life encouraging me to be fit, it's probably alienated me from some relationships. I'm making a big push for August to get my body to a point I I'll be happy. I'm finally starting to see some facial definition come in. For me it is pretty much self loathing that keeps me going. I actually think that is ok though. What's wrong with channeling self hatred in a way that makes you better yourself?
>>37618995
I don't want to be skinnyfat and I'd like to have some definition.
I sorta lost hope when I realised that being a manlet and pretty light means my potential is low. I'll keep lifting for now, though.
>>37619338
You realize being a manlet means it's even easier to get definition? I don't get what you're trying to say.
http://i.imgur.com/Ak9T7.jpg
to be better than everyone else who is smaller than me
>>37619357
I mean my potential for lifting since targets are based on body weight. I also want strength I guess as well as definition.
But thanks for the motivation boost, anon. I think I needed it.
/pol/ made me very mad.
and I need to feel in control or I will lose my mind.
taking charge of my body provides me with that
>>37619382
If you're going by bw, again, manlets have the advantage over lanklets. You do realize that 5'9 is the perfect height in terms of athleticism?
btw, working out angry is somewhat bad guises, totally fucked my shoulder up.
but I guess that motivation must feel like jetfuel when you do cardio
>>37619425
> tfw do both cardio and gym
Feels good to blast the anger out in the form of exercise
>>37618364
To get back the life I lost.
I found /fit/ in 2010. I had no idea how heavy I was - when I stepped on my electric scale the value returned was ERR. I lurked and I learned. I started walking, I started counting calories - I actually went on that meme Subway diet. God bless the $5 dollar foot long.
3 months later I could actually weigh myself. 390 pounds.
I started Starting Strength. I started jogging. And it all worked. In a year I'd dropped down to 330. A year later I was 280.
Life was looking so sweet. I had two solid degrees, I was a shoe in for graduate school, I was in half-way decent shape for the first time in my life.
Then I fell deep into psychosis.
I lost everything. I lost my friends. My family abandoned me to a corner in the yard where I wouldn't bother them. I hurt myself badly, lost all my gains, and fell into depression as well.
I lost 3 years of my life to psychosis. I ate my way back up to 375 as food was my only comfort.
A series of strange circumstances coupled with a renewed taste for life let me dig myself out of that darkness a year ago. It's still all shadow here, but I can see some glimmer of light up ahead.
Believe in yourself, brothers. We're all going to make it.
>>37619460
well done anon, proud of you
>ex of 2 years left me 4 months ago
>we lived together, sex was great, everything was perfect. wouldve married her
>spend most of my days just hanging with her
>now i have too much free time
>lift 6 days a week just to kill time
>>37619487
Why the fuck did she leave you?
>>37619506
She wanted to "find herself". whatever the fuck that means. She texted me last week saying she regrets the decision she made. Saw her yesterday because she stopped by to pick up a few things that were still at my house. She had a guy in the car. She dyed her hair how i like it, and she was wearing the summer dress that i love. Felt like i got broken up with all over again.
Lifting is the only 1.5 hours where i can just let everything go and be sane.
>>37618364
self improvement, a bunch of hatred for my former self (fuck that whiny cunt)
but even though I try to tell myself it is not the reason, women.
I believe my will to self improve is big enough to go on even if I find myself a qt
>>37619487
I know that feel all too well.
My ex of 2 years left me a month ago now. We trained together 4 times per week for a year. It's getting better, but going to the gym now is just a soul crushing reminder that I am alone.
>>37619521
>She wanted to "find herself".
> women
sorry to hear that though bro, hope things improve for you eventually
>>37618364
>>37618364
>>37618377
>>37618401
Women. I fuckin hate them. All those years i was ignored and rejected by them just fueled my desire to become better than them. im addicted to breaking them now. Fucking them and using them while giving nothing in return but hope. Nothing comes close to seeing a girl who thought we were something special see me out with a new whore and watching them cry.
>>37619539
i have a home gym. she used to workout with me and we'd usually fuck halfway through. working out all alone was so hard in the beginning but im used to it now.
>>37619541
ya most women are children when it comes to shit like that. Ive mostly gotten over her. Already slept with someone else but i truly just wanna find someone to be with. Im 25 and have been with enough women. Just want to be with someone who i could eventually settle down with.
>Women. I fuckin hate them. All those years i was ignored and rejected by them just fueled my desire to become better than them. im addicted to breaking them now. Fucking them and using them while giving nothing in return but hope. Nothing comes close to seeing a girl who thought we were something special see me out with a new whore and watching them cry.
I just honestly wanna wear clothes that I think looks good instead of just wearing what fits
/fatty
>>37619329
I like you
Also Guts' bodytype is one I am trying to obtain personally.
I'm having trouble with my core though.
>>37619574
You should look into real social dynamics if you're a heartless bastard about women like me.
>>37619572
How long did it take to feel normal while lifting again?
>>37618807
>The girl I love left me for the guy she said "Not to be worried about"
i always work on giving a lot of trust in my relationships, but this has happened with two exes, so i'm wondering what the fuck is going on
>>37619698
2 months. I started makin good progress on my lifts and was less distracted. Really helped me take my mind off of things.
You should find better reasons to lift, because when you mature out of those emotions you'll probably just end up quitting.
>>37619730
Same anon here.
When a girl says that, don't give her an ultimatum, don't demand she stop, don't even call her on it. Just leave. She knows what she's doing, and it's either a test to see how masculine you are, or she's leaving. Either way, you don't need toxic broads like that in your life.
All women are like that.
Call your dad.
The reason he gets out of bed, trudges off to work, and puts up with life is for the sake of his child, namely, you.
You were his pride and joy, the sole source of light in the grey, unforgiving world.
Maybe you still are.
Call him.
When im not motivated i keep asking myself "who do you want to be", well i don't want to be this fucking depressive friendless fat ass
Long term planning at the expense of short term satisfaction is all I do in every aspect of my life, so it's natural.
>>37619940
my dad is a fucking asshole lol he keeps drinking all my beer so I took a shit on the floor of his porsche
I'm on autopilot. I lift because why not?
>>37619940
>Dad had a drinking problem all my life
>divorced my mom when i was 13
>saw him every now and then
>grew up with a single mother and all the complications that came with that
>he went to the hospital 2 years ago for drinking too much
>been to rehab 5 different times for it
>im fine with him having a problem because i understand
>i was addicted to heroin
>i was not fine with him lying to me
>told me he stopped drinking
>opened up a cabinet at his house and saw a mixed drink he had in there
>he told me it wasnt mixed and it was an old coke he had from a few days ago
>it had ice in it so i knew he was lying
>almost fought him that night but instead decided to drive him
>hes finally better now
>go biking with him
>can talk to him like a normal father and son
>called him up today and could tell how happy he was to hear from me
>next full moon there is going to be a midnight bike ride in our favorite spot
>gonna go with him and bond some more
>glad our shit is finally worked out
>i missed him
>drinking and talking about feels on a indonesian fur trading website
>>37618364
Grandfather before he died around two years ago said if you don't make a man of yourself at your age (19) you'll regret it. I think I started lifting and reading a week later.
>>37620084
if you are not homosexual and had cash for heroin then you don't have all the problems of being raised by a divorcing mother.
>>37619521
Delete. Block. Move on. ASAP.
"find myself" is just looking to see if the grass is greener before settling.
You're gonna make it.
>>37618438
>This
>year of our gains 2016
>not lifting for azula
Plebs
i have nothing else
lifting is my only joy in life
>>37620337
Daaaaaamn yes pls
>>37618364
100%
>>37619605
>AB ROLLER
I want to be better than the greatest amount of people that I can.
>>37618364
not looking like shit and i owe it to myself that as long as i live on this earth i need to be able to take as much as i can from it and that demands a certain standard of physicality i want to meet and eventually surpass.
>>37618547
That image forgets several things:
>abuse steroids
>over-exert self
>heart attack
>die @ -30yrs old
>>37619521
Pretty much the same?
but eventually people who follow that path in such a manner realize what they gave up in a minute and you have nothing but gains ahead. keep going bro, leave ragrets to the commonfolk.
I want revenge against those who doubted me
I lift because pic related. I used to be typical stoner good time chill vibes party dude. Fast forward 3 years. Gf leaves me for certified chubby loser (what does that say about me?). Still not done with school. Drinking a lot more because lonely, bored, probably a little depressed. Start packing on those beer lbs. Slowly realize I'm too young to give up like this. I've got too much pride to settle for the kind of women and life my body and achievements will yield. Realize I lack discipline in all aspects of my life. Drastically cut drinking and weed. Start working out at home, getting back into using my body on a regular basis. Join gym. Stick with it. Learn more and more about fitness and nutrition. Really getting hooked. I don't think I'm ever going to look back. Want to parlay the this new found discipline into other areas of my life.
For the first time in a long time I feel like I have a shot at making it.
>>37620946
Cont'd
On a related note I work at a restaurant
>inb4 wage cuck, pleb etc
and everyday I see husky dudes with their morbidly obese girlfriends. I always find myself wondering how they're attracted to each other or even themselves. Are they dating each other because it's the best they can do? Were they so lonely they settled for whatever? That doesn't seem like any kind of way to lead life, just giving up and taking whatever scraps nature throws your way. I would rather continue to struggle, largely alone, for the things I want out of life than settle for whatever is near at hand.
My older brother and a desire to improve myself.
He's strong and confident. It inspires me to get fit too. Also just the raw desire to be better pushes me forward
>>37618461
dude, same. i was gonna marry this beautiful girl but one day out of the blue she just decided to leave. this was a few months ago. ever since ive been going to the gym everyday. no expectations. I lift so i can look in the mirror and feel pride. so that i will become perfect. strive for perfection and everything else will come to you
>>37621020
>and everyday I see husky dudes with their morbidly obese girlfriends
Seriously, what's up with this? Everywhere I go I see it too, it's fucking disgusting. I don't mean fat, I mean MORBIDLY OBESE too. Average 7/10 guys with these 3/10 whales, I have no idea what's happening to this country.
>>37620337
avatar franchise is kinda dead, its sad how badly they fucked it up with korra
>>37622416
supply and demand i guess, population atractiveness is not distributed evenly and it differs for men and women
>>37620730
Kek these funny but I don't understand the full context of what's going on. Can someone explain?
>>37618438
I don't care wether you're past me or future me,I want to to leave 4chan and never come back
>>37622703
Not him, but
Shitty quality/translations, but it's easy to read here- http://www.mymanga.me/manga/Berserk/1/1
HQ quality and official translations here- http://bakabt.me/162057-berserk-scans.html
http://comicrack.cyolito.com/
Well worth it to download the HQ scans imo, either that or buy the paper copies off of amazon. By far one of my favorite stories of all time.
>>37618403
This is me, too.
>almost 300 lbs.
>cant enjoy anything in life
>owned by food, it controlled me
>couldnt do any sort of exercise
>embarrassed doing anything with friends so i did nothing but sit at home bored and miserable
>decide fuck living my life hating it and wishing it was different
>lose weight
>do whatever i want now, lead an entirely happy and fun life
That on top of spending 3 months out of the year on the beach in Cali, my in laws buying a vacation house in Florida last month that theyre begging us to use and Im also planning a vacation for next summer too, probably on an island. So I guess the fact that I obviously need to look ok in a bathing suit is also driving me.
>>37618364
Because i feel like i have to constantly be moving forward.
>>37618364
I'd like to run places, get places fast and have it not exhaust me. Also I want to be a model of motivation for people, I want to pull close friends out of bad situations and take them for a walk on the greener side
>>37619521
Mine cheated on me after 4 years a week ago. Those women know how to shit all over you and kill you internally
Pure unadulterated anger, dawg
>>37618364
>running
You should hate yourself more.
>>37619940
My dad smoked a lot of weed
That's about all my dad did
>>37619940
Sheltered nigga: the post
>>37619382
What are you talking about lad. Targets for what? powerlifting? There are weight classes. Even if you don't compete you can use them as a way to determine what's considered strong at a certain weight.
Depression
To be sexy for my bf, and tease the fuck out of girls then walk away with my guy
Fear.
I'm 30 yo. I have to do something with my life already. If I'm just like this at 35 I'll have to an hero
>>37618450
Just hand him a hamburger and problem solved. Don't forget to eat his heart for courage.
>>37619487
>>37619539
>>37619521
Reading stories like these from other anons are warping my perspective of women. I don't think I'll ever be able to trust a woman fully ever again.
Used to be fat as fatass, got to the point where walking for 5 minutes would make my feet hurt like crazy and give me shin splints. As retarted as it sounds I actually wanted to be able to run a decent distance without being out of breath and in pain incase a zombie apocolypse happened.(everybody knows the fatties will be the first to die if it happens) Size L T-shirts would no longer fit me (as a manlet this was a big deal for me). Also I wanted to fuck this milf I worked with, and figured the only people that would want to have sex with me would be other fat people which I found repulsive.
After losing 35KG, my biggest motivation is purely curiosity. I want to see how much potential my body actually has, I want to know how I will look and feel at peak physical condition. And If I don't like how I turn out i'll stop working out, but I will never ever let myself get fat again.
I feel guilty if I don't exercise. The 3 week habit rule actually works
Get laid sometime before I die and like who I see in the mirror
>>37618364
I'm a light weight piece of shit who doesn't play sports so I don't want to be weak as fuck :^)
>>37622734
I use manga reader and manga fox to read mangas.
>>37618364
I just want to not be disgusted with my body and uncomfortable in my own skin.
>>37618364
Becoming the best me I can possibly be, emotionally, physically, and intellectually. I came from a morbidly obese uneducated family, I love them to death, but when I look at my father and grandfather and great grandfather I just see regret in their eyes. They all married young and lived mediocre lives, its like they're just contempt with average. I want my children and children's children to look at me with inspiration because I refused to settle for mediocrity, I want to show them and myself that I'm better than a mediocre life.
also my first love destroyed me and showed me what rock bottom was really like and being able to over come that from the gym has been extremely liberating.
makes me feel happy
>>37618364
>Outlet for emotions that I don't understand.
>Dad (who i am a clone of) was already very overweight when he was my age. Trying to make him proud by not making the same mistakes he did with diet and exercise.
>Older brother (8 years) and I are very different people. Going to the gym / cooking together when he's on leave has made us a lot closer.
>Was bullied / betrayed a lot in middle and high school which shattered my confidence. After dropping 10 pounds of water and fat and replacing it with muscle, I get compliments on my physique a lot. This has been huge in restoring my ego.
>>37623423
>le water weight meme
I love it. Every time a women's magazine or a "fitness/health magazine" tells you to lose "water weight" to maximize your fat loss, I get a good chuckle.
Losing water weight is for people who cut for bodybuilding competitions or fighters who need to lose weight temporarily for weighing. Telling fatasses to lose water weight is an endless meme of good chuckles. But apparently it sells so can't really blame them.
"Lose 5kg fast! Stop drinking water! Get rid of that of that silly water weight to get into shape for summer!" -headline of every shitty magazine before summer
>>37618364
1. It's fun
2. Self-hatred
3. Desire to self-improve
4. I treat it as meditation (look up body scan practice)
>>37618364
this right here is motivation
>top tier
>>37618364
I want to murder people efficiently :^)
I love the feeling of lifting and the masochist continuous orgasm of running distance for time, but I am seriously disturbed and hate everything, myself most of all.
Same here. I'm full edgelord about it too. Idgaftbqhwu. I run into old classmates more often than I'm comfortable with. Exes too. I want to show those people what was under the flab all those years ago. The look they give me when they see me is fucking delicious. Obviously flustered, awkward smile; I don't care how cringe or beta it is, it fuels me. Veins get stared at pretty hard too.
Prince of Manlets from the planet Manlet 5'7" and a former 300lb orbiting mass, working my way down.
Go ahead, insult me. But I get results from being fucking angry and vengeful. I have a poster of Guts with the word Revenge underneath hanging where I lift. I firmly believe the end result justifies my outlook.
I'm nice to them anyway, but I get a power trip seeing their faces.
>>37618673
>to others
I don't think that's the point anon.
>>37623031
you probably shouldn't anyway
>>37618364
I like you anon.
Anger is my fuel and it burns brightly
I've always been skinny, and it was bad enough I am a manlet. Looking down at my body in the shower, I don't see the body of a man, just a body of a teenager at most.
Working out to fill my shirts better, and no longer be skinny.
>>37622416
One of my buddies is in that situation now. Girl he's dating was actually pretty decent looking a while back, but let herself go. He stays with her because of attachment and memories.
>>37624139
Reading this gave me a boner. We're all gonna make it breh
>>37619558
In the grand scheme of things, when you do this, you're helping create women who also do this to us.
Grow out of it.
>>37623739
>Not Sargeras-tier
>>37619558
>now I am become Chad
>destroyer of pussies
>>37622682
I bet azura has an inny tho <3
>>37622761
Look good naked bruh! Speaking of which, you'll gain size on your dick when you lose weight since there is that thing of fat down there. I've cut like 30 pounds down to 210 and seriously it makes a difference.
>>37618364
my little brother
>started off not wanting to be fat
>lost a little weight
>realized i actually have an 8 inch pecker
>want to realize dream of becoming a pornstar
Deep down I feel that I am better than everyone else and I use lifting as a way to validate this feeling to myself
>>37618364
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcePJlrAgSU
>>37618364
For some weird reason fit girls give me the biggest motivation to workout. I don't know how to explain it.
Pic kinda related
>>37626254
Congrats! Thats pretty impressive! How much further you trying to get down?
Also no cock, however,
>extremely visable ass gains
>thighs looking great
But
>loose skin on my stomach
Gunna get surgery I think.
>>37618415
>caska
I like this.
>>37626409
Theon is that you?
>>37619460
holy fuck bro, psychosis sucks ass eh?
First time (and last time) I smoked weed I fell into light psychosis (hearing people talk and doors close when I tried to fall asleep) and had to sleep with my light on for about 4 months or else I would feel like I would go insane, good now though.
What was your psychosis like?
also good fuckin job on beating depression twice, never look back friend
>>37623031
this, just fuck them and leave your trust with your bros
>>37623739
>>37624678
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LG3RVCEwCPg
This one here motivated me pretty good for a while
>>37623739
>doing warmup running
>hate it, want to quit early
>think of the warlords
>finish early but with a 60 second sprint instead of regular running
i continued doing my pathetic weights but for 2 minutes i felt good
Pic related I guess.
I run off a revulsion for society and would love nothing more than to separate myself from it entirely. Being strong and fit is part of that idea.
>>37618364
I started to get really depressed and thought about suicide, it has stopped when is started lifting. Now im just sad all the time..
>>37626409
175 or so. They have lotion specifically made to tighten skin, helps a lot but at my weight I don't have much loose skin. Also, water running burns 11.5 calories a minute. Best cardio routine right there and lower impact than those hip grinding elipticals. Yoga is good to, I do yoga daily because blood flow and joints get super fucked up from being a natty fatty.
>>37626845
Not much further to go then! Thats pretty exciting. Hope the rest of your journey is smoothe and you get everything youre looking for out of it. The process always seems so slow but man when you look in the mirror and feel good about yourself its so worth it. Ill look into the lotions, and thanks for the advice on cardio, Im gunna look in to water running. (dont know what it is but it sounds fun as fuck)
>>37626922
You just run laps in the shallow end of the pool, it's suprisingly taxing.
>>37619460
holy fuck man same here. I got into the best shape of my life weighing 205 @ 6'3, had an active social life with girls as actual platonic friends, confidence and everything and then I went into psychosis. Lost everything except for the support of my family.
That all a little over a year ago and I've barely recovered. I still have no friends but Lifting gives me something to channel my anger towards the world into
>>37618364
getting girls, seriously, every other response is retarded
I didn't think this thread was still up.
>>37626578
Thank you, brother.
It sounds like you may have the AKT1 gene - those with it are predisposed to psychotic breaks when exposed to hallucinogens.
>What was your psychosis like?
During my schizophrenic break, there were very few hallucinations with disembodied voices. Rather, I would hear and see people say things that I knew they hadn't. For a period of time I wore headphones 24/7 - if I didn't, humans would growl and snarl like animals, and animals would speak to me.
I simply dug too deeply, too quickly. I was studying for a Logic and Philosophy of Science graduate school program - combining various disciplines. The Many Worlds formulation of quantum mechanics, differential geometry, sacred geometry, Tibetan dream yoga.
I let it get away from me, and it just overtook me - like being dragged out by the current.
For a year or so I was able to maintain my weight through meditation and yoga, but - like in that Russel Crow movie - I started to see patterns and messages in everything. Exploring conspiracy theories was the final nail in my coffin.
The mistake I made was dwelling too deeply on the physical world. When faced with just how broken this system is I gave up - not only was my mind shattered, but the world around me is a monstrosity, a painted whore. Now I try and live in the moment, keep my feet on the ground.
>>37627652
It's tragic, but I'm glad to hear you've touched down to Earth again. It took me 4 years to reconnect with the people I knew before I went mad - they had no idea of what I went through.
Just keep it up. If you can, if you remember which of your friends were good people, try to reconnect with them. Stay close with your family - that you can be so thankful for.
Self-improvement is truly the best medicine when it comes to this condition.
>>37618364
i want to look good and i have no personality so i lift to make up for that and to make it easy as shit to pick up random whores at the bar
>>37618406
You're never gonna make it senpai.
>>37619558
Fucking get over yourself.
>>37619558
I like you
>>37627899
holy shit breh
well I tried shrooms a while later and I was fine pretty fun too but weed fucks me up
>>37619389
I hate and everything it stands for so much that I lift to fight against them and their ideals.
>>37628840
What do you identify as politically?
I can understand disagreeing with them, but they haven't done anything that would make me hate them.
>>37624809
Lost
Mai Waifu
It's kind of scary how people are so robotlike with partners like it's all about genes and shit. Like I know that being fit shows a certain level of dedication, self-esteem, and self control but people take it too extremes like they can't see value in other people outside how hot they are.
I am a legit 100% Pedophile and I want to subvert the image of Pedophiles being ugly, fat, neck-bearded, creepers should, Heaven forbid, I'm ever found out as a Pedo in this day and age.
As attractive as I find 6-12 year olds, I want to give them something to look back at in return.
Every lift I've made and every sprint I've ran since 2006 has been for them.
>>37630277
Calm down Humbert
>>37619558
>Nothing comes close to seeing a girl who thought we were something special see me out with a new whore and watching them cry.
>>37624809
underrated post
depression
Exercise is the only enjoyment I get in life, and lifting is my favorite type of exercise. I would rather kill myself than not lift. plus, seeing my bench/squat/deadlift numbers rise is really fun, I love the competition
>>37619558
>found pic of you
Sheer hatred for myself, my life, and certain others. Anger is a form of passion, often seen however, as mindless and primitive. That's the beauty though. To have this primal passion that drives you to reach a new level physically and mentally. And yea, anger can also lapse your better judgement. I don't mind being so in touch with your basic humanity that you accidently fuck up.
>tldr: I'm an angry virgin
>>37618364
I lift to make other men feel inferior
to work against my depression, caused by things like alcoholic mother who tried to commit suicide several times. Depression led to weight gain (since I use food for comfort) which led to even more depression.
By working out, especially lifting and football, gives me the oh so good endorphins for a temporary solution, and the weight loss and better body for a permanent, solution of my depression.
>>37630681
Also does anyone have the youtube video of Jack Lalanne talking about his died and how he died because of poor diet on his show. That shit motivated the hell out of me but I haven't seen it in years. I can't find it no more
I lift for the Fuhrer, may he never be forgotten.
>>37618364
I want to be a good father and break the cycle
>>37630277
>6-12
That's pretty weird fampai. Girls that young aren't sexually developed enough to feel any sort of pleasure from sex. 12-16, I can understand, but anything <12 is a no go.
>>37621020
holy shit this is motivating, I really like the way you wrote this reply especially the last paragraph keep on [spoiler] rolling [/spoiler]
>fat as fatass
>seatbelts dug into my belly giving me a rash every time
>can see boobs no matter what I wore
>insecure and depressed 24/7
>feel like dad thinks I'm a failure of a sheltered man
Now I'm working harder with my studies and I can't wait until the weight I'm lifting will be substantial enough to make him proud. He's worked too hard to raise me, I can't give up and be a fatfuck NEET.
>>37631100
That's fine, I've simply been attracted to that age since I myself were in that age group and that attraction never went away. Personally I never understood how people are able to forget that they were attracted to that age range at some point.
Rage, resentment, hatred at myself.
Its like a shot of adrenaline when you focus all of you're hate into a physical activity.
>>37618807
solid brah, I got you too
>>37618364
I want to get as close as a white manlet can get to dunking before I meet christ
>not being there to save her
>she's gone forever.psd
Well, everyone irl thinks I'm a faggot anyway, so I may as well let you guys think I am.
My biggest motivation has always been to be a great fighter, not just to be able to defend my own "honor," but to be able to make dicks leave my friends alone. I mean, now that I'm out of high school, it doesn't really matter because beating people up can get you arrested after that point, but I still strive to be the best boxer I can be.
>try to find someone with a more weeby motivation than me
Protip: you can't
>>37619425
>tfw based kinnikuman
>>37632805
>now that I'm out of high school, it doesn't really matter because beating people up can get you arrested after that point
now that you're out of high school, you should stop thinking like an edgy 13 year old
>>37632907
>unusual reply
>must be edgy
I mean, I explicitly said that I'm not gonna beat people up now because it's illegal, not to mention the fact that using your fists to solve problems is immature af.
Proving to my oneitis that I'm worth something. Even if it won't entice her, I want to prove her wrong.
I have none. Every day I wake up and go through my workout and life routine so I can go home to an empty bed. I would like to say for a bad break up but at this point I just don't care about anything.
>>37618364
This
>>37628877
Not him, but who doesn't want to stand against the whites and the Jews.
>>37618364
Same. The only insult people can throw my way is that I'm fat which shouldn't bother me but I've finally realized that if that's the only reason people have to dislike me, then I want to look down on all of them like the pathetic insects they are.
>>37632805
I'm not gonna criticize you, but rather recommend you watch Hajime no Ippo if you wanna weeb out and you're a boxer. If I could ever choose one sport to pour my heart and soul into it'd be boxing.
I've lead a really boring and unfulfilling life, and my dad died when a few years ago. I've recently been thinking about how I don't think he was proud of who I was or the direction that my life was taking, so I decided I wanted to be someone who could make my dad proud. I'm trying hard to make it, and I wish you guys the best in your efforts as well.
>>37619558
This. Well said and fully encapsulates my attitude towards those cumdumpsters.
If I'm one hundred percent honest and autistic?
Eikichi Onizuka.
>>37618364
>tfw no motivation
How do I get some? All I do is sit around, maybe play guitar or video games, and work. I've become full on skinnyfat and I hate it. But I can't muster the willpower to fix myself. Help me /fit/, I want to make it too. So far the only problem I'm actively trying to fix is my sleep schedule, I'm trying to sleep earlier so I can start going to the gym in the morning rather than sleep in until the afternoon
>>37630798
Me too Kamerad.
>>37618364
this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnu2Z0nrdxE
>ex tore my heart out multiple times and I always came back like a fucking roach
>realized how pathetic I had become while with her
>she leaves me final time probably cheating on me over spring break
>this awakens a desire to completely change myself
>i am literally so much better than her in every aspect, why not look 10x better than her while I am changing myself for the better
I was in HS, 6'0, 120lbs, and glasses. Girls rejected my advances and guys treated me like a fucking weed in the lawn. Zyzz whispered into my ear one night "fuck Chad." I went to the basement and used my mom's 10lb's every single day, tearing my muscles to the point where I was shaking.
Now I'm on the path to the CIA and women are the easiest thing to get. Praise Zyzz.
>>37618807
>so I don't hate what I see in the mirror
This.
Sometimes I look and the mirror and am suprised at what I look like.
>>37618751
I love you too
I want to forge my mind and body into steel, and win the game that is the strenuous life.
There are no skinny fat gays, so I have to become a fit gay or a fat gay. Since I'd rather live past the age of 40 fit gay it is.
>>37619521
>had a guy in the car
I'll never understand people sometimes. Keep that shit out of my face, atleast let me pretend you're currently getting railed.
Other Anons are right, cut ties, move on, and drop any contact.
>>37635214
currently not* jesus
My hero academia.
>>37618845
I with you!
>>37630798
>>37633915
Have to get fit for the next war worth fighting
>>37626822
Read pic related
>>37633733
my nigga
