How do you deal with getting old and seeing yout loved ones get old /fit/
>>36916401
>36916401▶
>How
by wanting to die myself
self medication through alcohol and other drugs.
....Fit is 14yo's
Distract myself, I've been an anxious fuck since I was 6, couldn't sleep at night thinking about that shit, still do sometimes
I am turning 30 this week and I'm getting really depressed.
>>36916401
>How do you deal with getting old and seeing yout loved ones get old /fit/
Turning 26 and I'm realizing that I'm getting older for the first time. Talked to some 18 year old girl and guy and realized that I might as well have been 40.
>>36916401
I'm a christian, and many of my loved ones are too.
I'm good.
>high school was only six years ago
>im still young im still young
My time is running out. Sometimes I consider purposely knocking up my gf to ensure my genes get passed on and my purpose in life is fufilled.
How do you deal with realizing you are just a fragile conglomerate of meat and organs and that one day they will rot away along with what you have always considered "you"?
>>36916401
>be 23 in best physical condition I've ever been
>see dad 56 y/o falling apart and only getting worse
>realizing you will never again ride your bike with him again
>you only get to see him get worse and be powerless to stop it
