/Mental Health General/
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My question: Is there a way I can stop being an autist? Not a spaghetti-spilling type, but the true retard-autist type.
eg.
>talking to someone irl
>suddenly find myself in a situation where I could use one of the /fit/ (or generally anything under "dank memes") memes
>use it, get weird looks
>420 degrees backwards aeiral flip, power walk away
I fucking hate myself for doing this.
halp.jpeg
bumperino
help brehs
>>35262154
never use memes in real life
do not reveal your power level ever.
Repeat it to me: I will not reveal my power level
>>35262154
How do I get a bigger dick? It's really sapping my self esteem and I'm starting to get turned on by fetishes like NTR and c.uckolding because of it.
>>35262154
>the true retard-autist type.
>using memes
Don't think you understand what true autism is desu.
>>35262154
>tfw when no one except yourself on /fit/ is smart enough to know what OPs maymay is in reference of
Finally got a beautiful wonderful GF, been together 2 years. I've hid my autism well and she seems to be okey and it charming with the small amounts of spaghetti that sometimes overflow.
Shes everything i've ever wanted and she loves me even more than i do.
But no matter how much she proves her loyalty and shit to me im always anxious.
I have therse self-deprecating thoughts, how im not good enough, as soon as she find a better guy she will leave me. Im good looking, most people would argue that im out of her league, but i don't see it that way.
I had to go get an ekg done since i though i was having heart problems but it turned out being panic/anxiety attacks. I get no joy out of any of my accomplishments anymore, and i now have to stand with my back turned to the subway since the urge of just throwing myself in front of it is too big.
I sleep like shit, and every time i hear about her going out, doing stuff with her uni i have to drown myself in alcohol until she comes back home. I don't wanna go to a doctor or anything since i could get kicked out of my school (depression is a big no-no)
>>35262424
This fucking feel, do we just cut out porn forever?
>>35262748
What the fuck school do you go to? I thought having depression meant you had a designated safe space and joined in protests in...
>2015
>>35262748
Get a real therapist. Stop posting on 4chan.
> had an accident 2 months ago
> will never regain full mobility of one leg
> got fat
> drink myself to sleep every night
tfw no gf
>>35262509
Alice in wonderland?
>>35262154
i dont know in what folder i should save the pic in the OP in
is it the PEPE or WOJAK folder?
It really makes me mad just thinking about it.
>>35262899
mental health and feels thread are always welcome on this cambodian .bmp exchange board you newfag
go back to reddit
>>35262748
As you said mate, your insecurities are rooted in your low self-esteem.
"Your mind will be like its habitual thoughts; for the soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts."
If you tell yourself all the time that you aren't good enough you will believe it. Conversely, if you tell yourself every morning when you get up that you are good enough, that you are a sick cunt, even if you don't believe it at first eventually it will start to stick.
Have a read of Marcus Aurelius' Meditations and tell your self at every opportunity that you deserve everything you have and you are going to earn more.
