"She" has been long gone. The name remains, but it doesn't matter anymore...not after seven years.
I really miss my ex but he probably in love someone else right now
Damn OP. This is real sensitive for me right now.
>meet amazing girl when I was 14
>she approached me
>we have a good time and "date"
>stop talking to her for whatever retarded reason I had at the time
>2 days ago she walks back into my life married happy and with child
>she goes on to tell me I was her first love and she waited for years for me to come back
>tells me how much her family liked me back then
Fuck that. High school romances were shit. So much work and and time to work from nervous hand-jobs to toothy bj's. And so much hormones. Jealous over every little stupid thing. Wait 'til college when your body has figured itself out and girls want to fuck as badly as you do.
Her name is Daisy...
She wants nothing to do with me anymore. Cut me out of her life entirely...but I still can't seem to let go of her. I'm still madly in love with her, and I know she's moved on already. All I can do is hope she's happy...
Jesus Christ, holding back tears man
All of you ready for a feels trip? Here you go. Story of Ella.
Someday I will tell my story. It's just not as interesting as most. Long distance only works for so long before communication breaks down.
At least I know the joys of being intimate with a woman...right?
Adelaide, how could I forget that name. I loved her from the first year of middle school and still did after high school... A year passed and I hit her up asking to hang out. She says yes, we get great chemistry and she can talk to me about anything... One day at her place we are watching a movie and I ask "What kind of guys do you like?"
She says"The ones I can talk to, in shape or not I don't give a fuck plus they have yo be nice and caring".
I think hell yeah boy.
Months of thinking how I could tell her I love her pass and when I ask she says "you're just a friend".
I go home. Then 2-3 days later of not hearing from each other (we used to meet up every day)
I go to the disco to have some fun with the few friends I have. I'm doing my thing and I see her making out with your typical buff douchebg.
I go home. I cry myself to sleep.
And today I am writing this, man yesterday seeing her making out with the guy killed me. Now I am dead on the inside.
Her name is Anni. I only know her from the internet and we plan to meet in some time. Im not really in love with her but i feel really good with her voice or personality or whatever you might call it around. Im going to fuck it up anyways as soon as we meet like the pathetic little fuck i am so no hopes for me to be happy and connect to her. yeah
Fuck it...I need to do this...bear with me; I'm writing this as I go.
>Spend most of my time after high school lurking on an internet forum (some things never change)
>Community has almost everything you can find here...just without the explicit content
>Even a permanent feels thread
>Been missing them lately
>Wonder how the woman from California with Dissociative Disorder is holding up
>Come to late 2004
>Start talking to a woman in the forum's irc room
>We hit it off well enough to keep talking for weeks
>Kissless virgin at this point, completely ignored by the fairer sex
>I live in PA, she's in college in MI
>The Upper Peninsula of MI
>Still don't get that choice
>Wanted to be as far from her parents as possible?
>Seriously, why else would a black girl from Chicago go to the UP?
>Social progress is 40 years behind the rest of the country
>Conversations continue to get more serious into 2005
>Poorfag all my life; would spend hours at the library hoping for a message from her when we couldn't pay the internet bill
>She cams herself masturbating for my 21st birthday
>I finally found her
>Not because of the cam
>Because of her
>Home life is rocky
>Mom's planning on divorce after my sister graduates in June
>I got let go from another temp job
>Still have ~$450 in the bank
>She asks if I can come up to her after Thanksgiving
>My Angel has sent for me
>My heart explodes with joy
>"Mom, can I take the car and go?"
>Leave grandma's place (where we stayed for Thanksgiving) at 6am with a ten hour drive ahead of me
>Her face is burned into my brain
>Neither of us are attractive compared to the social standard
>She's my goddess
>Arrive outside her apartment late in the afternoon
>Nervous as fuck
>I already know what's about to happen
>She wants my D
>My Angel comes out to the car to show me where I can park
>I almost weep in her presence
>We park and go inside
>She's a lousy cook, but did a passible lasagna for dinner
>Dinner is delayed on account of sex
>She doesn't care
>Turns into the happiest week of my life
>blossoms into romance around 14
>continues until we're both nearly 17
>she moves to the other side of the world with her parents
>keep in touch with myspace/msn then eventually facebook
>we keep it up for around 6 months
>begins to fade
>she gets into relationships
>so do i
>we talk less and less
>she's pretty much gone now
shit chokes me up to this day
what if man, what if
>Flash ahead to Sep. 2006
>Relationship is strong
>Talk online and over the phone daily for hours
>Other things in my life...not so stable
>I'm living with grandma in OH prepping for the divorce
>No way in hell am I living with my father
>Intended divorce never happens
>Mom gets sick after chaperoning the trip our high school band took to play in a Disney parade
>Gallstones and pancreatitis
>Doctors cannot/will not fix
>Mom dies from complications
>Fucking blood clot in her leg
>Breaks off to her lung
>I'm broken but unable to truly feel it
>My Angel sends for me again
>Have no money
>She mails me a package with enough cash to get me there
>I pack up everything I own, say goodbye, and go
>She was graduating at the end of that fall semester
>We planned on getting a place together and starting the life we both wanted
>Didn't work out quite right...
I remember 2 feels stories that really stood up in my mind. One was about a lolita and the other about a guy drawing butterflies for a girl which later died (the lolita one also). Can anyone upload them, I would be really thankful.
There are no happy endings on this feel train.
>Turns out we're both depressed with horrible self esteem
>All my issues I passed off as me just being a bitch at the time
>Next three months are not bad
>I didn't take advantage of her willingly offered body nearly often enough in retrospect
>What do you expect?
>My mother just died!
>The money she had set aside slowly drains
>No work/internships for her up there (business major)
>Her graduation comes
>We have to part ways
>Sobbingly ask my grandma if I can come back
>Spend the last two days in her cramped college apartment...with her parents.
>One of the hardest moments of my life was that goodbye...
Sitting here on my days off from work, just got up an hour ago. I remember thinking "what am I going to do today?" and then I see my computer screen and think "oh, right. Nothing."
>she is 10/10
>still awkward and nervous, beta fag
>end up talking to her for a while
>dont talk much for a year or so
>find out girl liked me
>have liked her since i met her
>cant stop thinking about her
>dated one of her friends for whatever reason
>we broke up
>start talking to girl again
>she makes it pretty obvious she doesnt like me
>has no clue how much i love her
mfw i missed out on the most perfect girl i'll ever meet
(pic kinda related, reminds me of her, girls name is danielle panabaker)
>We spend the next couple years back to long distance
>She's got a shitty tech support job with a 4 hour daily commute
>Recession has hit and I have minimal job skills
>Also have crippling anxiety, but I don't know that yet
>I listen to her litany of pain as she takes the train home every day
>Mother sucks worse
>She's making almost $50k a year but her mother is manipulating her to stay home
>I'm still young and try to "fix" her problems
>We get frustrated and fight occasionally but both still love each other deeply
>Eventually, she's taking online classes again to get her MBA and I'm getting some job training
>Note: I screwed up the training by going through the program too fast
>Employers want experience, not just knowledge
>I struggle to keep a phone on so we can talk
>Still have almost no money; program has "free" room and board
>Finally get to see her again Memorial Day weekend 2008
>I almost break down and cry again when my sister and I pick her up from the bus stop in Cleveland
>My Angel has returned, even if it's a short return!
>But, like everything in life, the weekend came to an end
One more post, I think, to finish the story
>15 and in high school
>decide to go smoke a joint with one of my friends
>she says her boyfriend and his friend are coming along
>we all sit around a fire and smoke
>friend goes off with her boyfriend (probably to fuck)
>me and her boyfriends friend start chilling and talking
>says he's seen me around in school for a while and always thought I was cute
>know he's the kind of guy who fucks around with girls so I tell him I'm not interested
>after a few weeks we keep hanging out and he keeps telling me how much he likes me
>his friends even tell me he stopped talking to girls, and they've never seen him like a girl this much
>decide to give him a chance
>he was the perfect boyfriend, we hung out daily, always on the phone, he constantly told me how much he loved me etc
>then he almost cheats on me with my friend
>he breaks down crying when I told him it's over
>he was hysterical crying for about six hours according to his friends who asked that I try to calm him down
>go over and see him, he gives me an apology letter
>after a while I give him another chance
>things go back to normal soon, back to the perfect relationship
>at this point I was six feet deep in feelings for him
>my feelings grew while his faded
>starts calling me less
>I can feel him losing interest
>my eyes were always on him, his eyes were on other girls
>he calls me one day and breaks it off
>says that he lost feelings and that it's not my fault
>I've never felt so empty
>took me literally four years to get over him, it sucked
>still can see his smile and hear his laugh
Please don't let this end in literal medical fucking cancer, not sure I can take much more of people dying from sickness. Or car crashes. Fuck.
>freshly graduated from hs be 18
>already fallen out with most my friends
>Invite one of the few friend sI still talk to over to chill
>things awkwardly lead to me and her making out and messing around the rest of the time
>next day go over to her house she's distant
>her last couple of relationships were really bad
I'm a heartbreaker not malicious just suck at relationships. Just broke up with gf 2weeks ago , feel like an asshole. Who's drinking what?
If you want to continue, continue. It's a feels thread.
I wish I was drinking something besides water, shit.
Teenage love is fucking terrible. I went through all that, and it's the reason I'm fucked up now. Fucking like rabbits is fun but since most teenagers are retarded (including myself) condoms are a rarity and nothing says teenage love like a pregnant 15 year old.
>I had to experience my gf miscarrying when I was 14
That shit will fuck you up if you're not ready.
I'd have to agree, probably around 19-25 is the best time for "love" if anything. Sucks to see you went through that.
>Select all images with flowers
Now this captcha is just fucking with me.
No, my Angel is, as far as I know, still alive and well.
>Time goes by
>I become distant for some reason
>Not sure what happened
>I still love her immensely
>It's just the demands of life outside of her phone calls has me distracted
>Our bond gets weaker and weaker
>Her life is still shitty, even after leaving that tech support job
>Keeps telling me about inexpensive condos in Chicago but is not willing to break free of her mother
>I've moved on to another step of the program that continues to provide room and board while I attend community college
>Plan to transfer to Loyola fall 2009 to be close to her...forever
>Got the grades
>Got the acceptance letter
>Got the relationship to go nuclear
>Jan. 2009 she gets pneumonia AND her grandfather and favorite uncle die...all within a month
>She's completely rekt
>Nothing I can do
>Not even a hug
>Resentment rears it's ugly head
>My life crumbles
>We finally break up for good in June
>Seven years later, I can still hear the voice of my Angel...her touch, her smell, her everything.
>It doesn't get easier with time
I could go on with my life, but that's a completely separate set of feels. Maybe after work late tonight I'll post more about my adventures of feeling worthless and finding myself homeless...twice.
>be friends with one of the most beautiful girls in school because we do the same sport
>deeply in love, but too beta to do anything about it
>one day she fucks up bad in a competition
>invite her to eat some ice to get her into a better mood
>she happily agrees
>decide to meet next day after school at a certain point
>be waiting 3 hours
>she never came
>see her again 2 days later
>she doesn't mention it
>me doesn't mention it
>relationship was never the same again
Screenshotted and will be compiling into one image later.
It does not get easier with time, despite everyone who says that fucking crapload of bullshit.
Elisa, we all dream of someone like her. It breaks my heart everytime.
>find girl who is everything ive ever wanted and she fills that void inside of me
>we talk for a couple months and im so happy and so is she
>the spark fades
>que my desperate attempt to rekindle it
>she doesnt answer my texts anymore
>was so into her that i forgot about my other friends
>she leaves, i dont have any friends left, im all alone and it kills me
>back to being empty and alone again
This isn't even worth saving, this guy was a dumbfuck for going back to her like 3 times, the fuck
It's worth being saved to me and that's what counts. Even if I never share it again. Godspeed /b/rother.
>we talk things through and start to date
>everything was great for while
>literal most stable relationship I've ever had
>fast forward 4-5 months her parents having a rough patch
>she asks me to move in with her, and her mom and sister to help pay bill
>agree against parents advice
>things are still going great money is pretty tough sometimes but still good
>maybe 2 months after I'm renting a house with them
>she becomes more distant would rather hang out with friends all the time, never just me and her
>I stop going to spend breaks with her
>she starts talking about this guy she met at work
>I start to get jealous, but trust her as much as I did before and don't question it
>we start arguing over anything and everything I can fell the distance growing
>she and my mom get into an argument I get thrown in the middle, can't chose a side
>she starts accusing me of flirting with her best friend
>we get into a huge fight one night I she says going to her best friends house I start to drive to my parents
>I immediately regret leaving and try to call her over and over again. she turns off her phone
>next day find out she didn't go to her friend's house she went to that guy from works house
>freak out, finally get her to come talk to me before she goes to work, says she didn't do anything with him, will continue to give us a try
>things stay awful and distant for a while
> I try the hardest I can to change and make things work.
>the lease on the house is up I move back in with my parents, her parent's are back together so she moves in with them
>eventually all the hardwork pays off and we are inseparable again
>a few weeks later she tells me that night we had the huge fight she got high and fucked that guy
>she says she's pregnant and doesn't know if me or him is the dad
>I have a breakdown in her car while I'm talking to her on her break
> after she gets off work she guilt's me into letting her come to the mall with me and some of my friends
>Multiple correct solutions required, please solve more
Fuck you captcha
It's either have the balls to end it to have the balls to forgive it, I suppose.
tl;dr read the damn picture, feels threads are not for tl;drs
Fucking women. I haven't met a single one who didn't act purely out of selfish desire.
>the entire time she's trying to hold my hand rub my back, while I'm trying not to have an anxiety attack just being near her
>I break up with her, we talk for maybe two more weeks
>she got tired of me not being sure if I'd get back together with her or not told me she was done with me altogether
>goes to my parents house to drop off/pick up some things
>starts telling them lies that I was physically and mentally abusive
>then makes a fb post saying the same thing except adding that I left her because she was pregnant
>try messaging her to see If she will let me at least get a paternity test on the baby with no response but being blocked
>months past and the baby is born on my birthday
>Haven't really dated anybody since still no clue about the baby, mutal friends say it looks nothing like me tho
>when i was 8 my parents divorced
>mom was addicted to drugs and dad had enough of it
>i see her on weekends for a couple years
>she doesnt stop her drug use
>about a year ago i stop seeing her cause its toxic
>she tries to manipulate constantly
>destructive habits not only mentally but physically
>but its clear she has a soft spot for me and loves me dearly
>i get a text from her every day
>"love you! come visit sometime!"
>week ago dad comes into room
>"anon, mom commited suicide"
>i could have saved her
>bothers me to this day
>Be Me, 15
>Meet senior girl, hot, 17
>She has a boyfriend
>Her and I hook up behind his back
>We fuck like rabbits
>We gonna date
>He finds out
>She's emotionally destroyed
>She leaves me for some 22 year old drug dealer
>All she does is sleep over his house now and get drunk
>She texts me about how she misses me
Bitch you cheated on your previous bf to cheat on me, now you gonna cheat on him?
>Only use her to buy alcohol for me n my friends now
Wow she's going to look like shit in a few years hanging out with druggies, fuck. Hope things get better for you.
>got high and fucked him
Fuck that bitch... I'm glad you got away. If she had the capacity to do it once, it definitely would have happened again. I'm glad she's saddled with some douche bags kid.
Still hurts though anon...
I'll take a toast for you cheers m8 *clink*
Reaching the bottom of the bucket on images guys, will be leaving soon.
Yeah, she's the type that 'loves love'
Her boyfriend always has friends over, one of them is an actual sex offender.. He is on trial for sending a freshman girl lewd pictures, he was a teacher's aide, and he's like 23 lmao
Same, I just read it last night, had to shut my door I was crying so hard. Fuck...
Thanks for that.
>mfw i did all that at 15, im 19 now and were getting married next month
Just came back home from work experience in my local hospital, where a young girl i was for, just died from cancer. She wasn't in pain at the time but still feels bad man
I got engaged at 19, broke up at 24. Thought I had the best love on the planet, but I was wrong.
Good luck. People don't joke around when they say you should really think about marriage before going for it.
Gotta go to work eventually...if I still have a job. I'm pretty sure I do but when you snap at a kid while depressed Sunday (who didn't deserve it...just wanted to be left alone) and the manager sends you home for "shitty attitude" when you legitimately didn't hear him ask you some questions...
I know the owner doesn't throw people away lightly but fear and this episode are a motherfucker.