I'm a failure.
I'm 28 years old. I'm close to getting a BoS in physics. A degree that's supposed to take three years. It's taken about 5~6. I tell myself it's because I've been (and still am) severely sick. I live in an apartment owned and paid for by my mother (she lives with her partner). She can't afford to pay for it any more. I'm going to have to find a job. I've never worked more than entry level jobs; receptionist, clerk, secretary, high school math/physics tutor... I'm scared. I feel so weak, pathetic and worthless. All my friends have moved abroad. I have no one to talk to. Please tell me I have something to live for.
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>>16622176
Dude, you're not a failure. That's a huge accomplishment. That's a hard degree. I dropped out so you're less of a failure than me. Maybe you should go downtown sometime and see all the fucking lazy, good-for-nothing, worthless losers who have never had a job and can barely read. Most people in this world are fucking losers. People who grew up around a bunch or rich, privileged people have no sense of perspective.
>>16622206
>Maybe you should go downtown sometime and see all the fucking lazy, good-for-nothing, worthless losers who have never had a job and can barely read.
I live in Sweden. Most of the time it feel like the people working entry level jobs have got their shit together way more than me. Even the beggars on the street must have had some determination and drive to get themselves all the way here from Romania. I come form a family of doctors and engineers. I was born into privilege and can't even support myself.
I'm not going to sugarcoat it, OP, you're a lazy, passive faggot. But don't worry, it's not too late to stop being a lazy, passive faggot. The fact that mommy can't support you for much longer is good, it will get you out of your comfort zone and help you grow as a person. I know that financial independence and a decent career seem like distant dreams, but it's only a matter of time once you actually start working towards it. So start doing that thing you know you should be doing, be it job hunting, studying, or whatever. You don't have to dedicate 100% of your time to it, just be sure to actively work towards a goal.
And just so you know, your situation could've been a lot worse. ~18 months ago I failed my last year of university, had 0 work experience, never paid for anything myself, looked at my friends buying their own places and getting engaged, while I was living with mommy, knowing I have to move out soon. I was scared to death of the future and got depressed every time I thought about my life. And to top it all I live in fucking Romania. My life is not perfect now, but I found a job with great possibilities, got my own place and I can support myself. It gets better, as long as you try.
Dude I've been at a community college for 4 years.
You're not that bad lol
