Whenever I eat or see someone eating I feel really fucking depressed and sad about it. It's moreso when I see fat people eat or when I'm eating in public. I just feel like I'm gonna break down whenever I do it, though I've never actually went and broke down.
Does anyone else get this? Any idea what it could be or do I need to see someone about this, or is it normal?
Is anyone you care about fat?
>>17354929
are you fat, or have you been fat?
any kind of eating disorder behavior when you were younger/do you have any habits now?
>>17354929
That's weird, you should talk to a therapist about. I can easily see that being a problem in the future. You're obviously linking eating with something bad, but only you can find out what that is.
>>17354929
Wow, Anon, I thought I was the only one.
It happens to me ever since I have memory. Unlike you, it only happens when I see people eating alone in public but I also feel weird about myself when I'm the one eating.
I don't know why it happens and yes, it's weird and sad. It's like you pity them (or yourself) just for eating.
>>17355036
My mother is
>>17355057
I was a little chubby when I was 12-14 but after that not really, but sometimes I eat out of stress or sadness but never too much,I'm pretty fit.