How do I become comfortable with masturbating on webcam?
My boyfriend and I are in a long distance relationship and the way we have intimacy or lewd moments is through fapping on camera. Thing is, that shit makes me so fucking nervous and I really don't know what to say. I have all sorts of ideas go through my head and what to say, but it just makes it awkward to me. I'm also not comfortable with showing my whole body on camera. I really don't understand how some people just do it so effortlessly.
It gets me so nervous and I don't want to get cuck'd again. He said that it doesn't matter to him, but I know he would prefer that over just watching porn. Any tips on how to feel better about it without just not having fun with it?
>start stream
>turn off screen or close laptop (if using 3rd party webcam)
>pretend it's just you and no one else is watching
If you don't spank it on the norm then I dunno.
>I don't want to get cuck'd again
That's not getting cucked, that's cheating. [spoiler]mm/mf?[/spoiler]
>>17339134
You act like your fucking him, except you are watching him on the screen. Just like try to get into it. You wouldn't be nervous if he was in your bed with you, so try to have that kind of mindset
>>17339155
I know, but who actually uses cuck unironically these days? I'm also confused by your question.
>>17339134
Get the most appropiate mask you can find (or make it yourself), and wear it during your cam sessions. I have one for that, it looks a lot like pic related. Of course you will never wear it in any other context that isn't sexting/webcam. You can also hang a bed sheet behind you as a background.
This will make you completely comfortable, and as a plus you don't have to worry about your pics/screenshots taken, kept, or shared without your consent. Yes, I know you think that's bullshit right now, but trust me, you will have a lot to worry about some time after breaking up.
Have fun and be safe.