I want to kill someone. The thought of hurting someone excites me beyond anything else. I've been killing animals since I was a kid. I started faking relationships for sex and then ending them abruptly when they think I'm perfect because I enjoy hurting them emotionally. I'm sick of always pretending to be someone good. I only have one person I can act myself around. I need a healthier way to entertain myself any suggestions?
>>17337512
Rather unusually, might I suggest self harm?
>>17337513
Stopped a couple months ago
>>17337512
oooh aren't you edgy thinking you're all special and shit. Stop being an attention whoring faggot. You're not smarter than everyone else. You're just some degenerate on an anime image board like the rest of us.
>>17337512
>any suggestions?
Yes
Go to a psychiatrist you sick fuck
>>17337512
Idk OP, it looks like a therapist is your best bet. It's one thing to find new hobbies but it's another thing to completely suppress and change your urges.
Your problem is deeper than anything we can suggest on /adv/. Good luck.
Take up dentistry.
>>17337512
>I need a healthier way to entertain myself any suggestions?
>bait
>feels guilt
>>17337512
>I want to kill someone.
Start killing yourself. :^)
Take up base jumping