I want to give all of my money to a prostitute.
I was a 24yo virgin. I'm sort of normal except I'm autistic. Decided I didn't want to be a virgin any more and to just get it overwith the day before my 25th birthday so I got a call girl.
She was amazing, kind and understanding and the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I had paid for an hour but she stayed for two. I asked if we could meet up again. Now we've met three times and I've scheduled a fourth meeting this Friday.
I know I'm just a john. I just don't care. I want to take my life savings and give it all to her for just a few more hours. This is the happiest I have ever been and maybe the happiest I'll ever be.
Someone stop me.
She doesn't care about you at all. It's just an act. The moment your money is gone, she will be gone too. Then you will feel lonely and shitty again, just with the added ptoblem of not even having any money anymore.
Just pace yourself. Limit your sessions to no more than once per week.
Also, get a job (if you don't already). Nothing wrong with hookers. Just don't bankrupt yourself for one.
>>17325695
I know she doesn't care, I'm just a client and she's just doing her job.
>>17325701
How do you stop doing the only thing that's ever made you happy?
I only saw her once a month, she's not from around here so I just get a message whenever she's in town. I don't even want to see another hooker, just her. And I'm doing better at university and I started working out since I started seeing her. It's doing good for me but I know it's just not a good thing long term. I know that some day she will quit the business and I'll be crushed.
I'm just thinking "Maybe I should get the most out of it before she disappears". I have a LOT of money (through inheritance) and I never really got anything for myself. Maybe this is what I'll get for myself. I don't wanna die with a lot of money, only having experienced happiness a few times in my life.
>>17325710
>I have a LOT of money
just to see things in perspective. how much money do you have and how much did you pay her per meeting?
>>17325693
anon, this is business for her. use the good feeling she gives you to work on yourself and build your confidence to be a better man.
>>17325710
Keep doing what you're doing then.
How did you meet her, OP?
>>17325695
/thread
you're a fucking idiot OP and deserve to lose all your money
>>17325693
She made you incredibly happy to an extend she can't understand, the only way to return the favor would be to do what you plan to do. She will be just as happy but probably not meeting you anymore because obviously you gave her a better life than prostituiton.
Now you might be told not to do it but i believe you are a selfless kind of person to consider doing it, if you believe in yourself than it could be the right thing to do.
Just expect it to actually have a huge effect on your own life.
>>17325774
>how do you "meet" a prostitute
Not sure if serious.
>>17325774
I found her on a website.
>>17325794
I know I'm an idiot, I already said this in the OP. That's not what this thread is about.
>>17325806
Pretty sure the thread is about your being a fucking idiot and us laughing at you.
>>17325695
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>>17325800
Thanks for the advice guys. Not sure if that last comment was intentionally helpful but just agreeing with me made me realize that I'm even stupider than I though.
>>17325806
What website? Backpage?
>>17325866
A local index. Is this important?
>>17325800
>you gave her a better life than prostituiton
This is not going to happen. Vast majority of people are really shit with money, especially those who end up as prostitutes, so even if OP dumps 500k on her, it will be gone in a couple months and she'll be back on the job.
>>17325874
Probably not for you. I was just interested in how people find legitimate escorts since the majority of shit out there appears to be spam.
What's her fee/hour? Seems pretty expensive considering you're wanting to spend all of your money to her
>>17325890
She's $250/hour.
Just because she's a prostitute doesn't mean that it's impossible for her to actually like you and enjoy spending time with you. Don't think that it means that there's any real possibility that you'll have more than a professional relationship with her though.
I think you should use this as motivation to try to meet women who would be more appropriate to have a relationship with.
>>17325693
> Someone stop me.
We can't. The same dopamine receptors that this whore is stimulating are the ones that fire when you shoot heroin. You are equally hooked.
I wouldn't give a shit, except that whenever she burns through your money (and she will), you'll be back on here, whining about how to kill yourself. I'm bored by those fucking threads clogging up my feed.
First, take the majority of your inheritance and put it somewhere that fucking ho can't get it. Real estate. Long term annuities. Bonds. Shit, even a money market account or IRA. Get it generating an income for you.
Second, cancel your whoretime and go to sex anon. You need it.
Third, get over your victim complex, go out and meet a real girl. Do it, faggot. Autism is no excuse.
You now know what to do. Go do it.
>>17325976
Really, no. I have never had a friend and no one makes their first friend at 25+. I don't even know what friendship is. I believe paying for "love" is the only way I'll achieve it, but I don't know if it's good for me anyway.
My money is generating an income, it's all invested. I earn more money than I spend but what good does that do for me?
Won't be worth it, I promise you.
OP why don't you just get a girlfriend? just because you're autistic doesn't mean you can't. you have to realize that your crush on that prostitute is worthless because she doesn't feel the same for you. ultimately your meetings with her will come to an end (maybe bc she quits or moves or you run out of money or any other reason). and when this ends you will feel even worse. just remember this feeling and use it as motivation to get on with your life. remember that this is what a relationship feels like and that you can have one if you put enough energy into it.
>>17327074
>earn more money than I spend
What are you complaining about then? Looks like you are set for life.
>>17327103
No idea how I'd even meet a girl. I know know know that I'm just a client. I know she'll leave once I'm dry, maybe sooner. I'm wondering if maybe it's still worth it.
>>17327119
We're all set for life. Wake up, go to work, go home, sleep. Maybe I'm being entitled, but I want more.
>>17327103
>just get a girlfriend
You must be a woman if you're that retarded.
>>17325693
Why don't you just become a regular ?
I work as a escort and I swear it's really weird when a guy confess so I can't imagine if you give her your life savings
Just give her your life savings progressivly by taking a lot of meetings, you'll both be winner, you'll fuck and she'll get a regular which is a good thing with jobs like this
>>17325693
>Being this beta
>>17325693
It can be a fun entertaining experience but only if you have the extra cash and aren't attached to it. It's a very empty connection that leaves you feeling empty, don't think it's going to improve your life. It sounds like you need to connect to someone emotionally, not just pay someone to do a really fake moan while you use their guts and they barely feel it since they do it all day.
Bro understand that most people on this board hate women and look down on sex work (look at any prostitution thread) so you're not gonna get the best advice here.
It's not that she doesn't "care" about you. Though, she doesn't have to. You're making a transaction. Depending on where you live, sex workers can be awful. They don't even have to be nice to you. Some of them will try to rob you. You gotta do research and shit.
This seems like a higher end call girl and from what you're saying she's done her job and more. She didn't have to stay with you for an extra free hour.
That said, don't fucking drain your life savings if you can't make any more money and it will put you in a bad spot. That's dumb. If your brain AND your dick say go for it, then go for it.
Anyway, good luck. I'm thinning about setting aside some money for an escort myself. I haven't had any female attention in a long time and it's sort of bugging me.
>>17327398
That's what I'm thinking. I'll become a regular. But I don't know if that's good for me either. One day she'll leave and I'll be a husk.
But maybe that's my best option, maybe that's the best life decision I can make here.
>>17325693
if you don't end it you might end up asking her out and continue it as being in cuck relationship, now, only question here is if you'd like to be cucked or not
