How do you accept you'll never be happy, successful or have meaningful relationships with people? I just want to numb myself to everything.
Trying to change that
You can change your stars, William.
>>17320411
Get a relationship with animals. Have a relationship with your body and get sucked off by nature.
>>17320411
>How do you accept you'll never be happy, successful or have meaningful relationships with people?
The first and third are extremely difficult if you've got certain mental or physical conditions, but success is achievable for everyone. You just have to figure out a reasonable standard, and then go reach it.
Find someone you can hug.
Hugs are the salve of life. And I'm not talking those awkward goodbye hugs, I'm talking someone who you can bury your head into their shoulder.
>>17320411
I feel your feel anon. I usually just live in the moment. Have the most fun I can have now with what I have. Appreciate things when I have them, and let them go when they need to go. Indulge in the self pity/hate/etc from time to time so I can get it at least partially out of my system and enjoy life ironically. Because everyone is going to leave you and nothing you do matters on a grand scale, do whatever the fuck you want.
I think it's that I will leave a body of work that after my death one day someone will appreciate my contribution
>>17320585
not everyone can or will do that though. Also, most of the people i know who are in their profession because they think it will leave an impression on somebody are usually wrong on the quality and quantity of impressions they will leave. They're optimists, usually, by nature. doubt OP is...
