If you have any sort of hocd (google it) don't; its a slippery slope and dangerous road. One thing leads to another and before you know it you're gaping to sissy porn with 10" dildos while huffing on 2 different kinds of poppers.
You've been warned

Depending on your selfconfidence, you could just walk into an Ann Summers or whatever and ask the store clerk for reccs

>>17315839
Damn I've never heard of HOCD but I think something about it resonates with me. I've watched gay porn and sissy porn just to see if in into it, and it never really appealed to me honestly. I've never had a gay experience but I'm still curious about it. Should I still try it? I've heard really good things about prostate orgasms and I'm really interested in it.

>>17315860
I wish I could, but i'm in India for the summer. If I'm gonna get anything here, it's gonna be online.

get lube first. Then you can try using fingers to make sure youre okay with the idea, and then you can look into buying a proper toy I think

Tenga 3d sleeves man. Cheaper and better than fleshlights, don't look like obvious sex toys and feel great.

>>17315872
It feels really really really good. It's so good that you'll be chasing that same feeling every single chance you can get.

If you throw in some inhalants like poppers in the mix it gets amplified x10. It's unreal. A little bit scary at first but once you experience it there's no going back.

I'm at a point in my life where I don't really care about hocd. But I'm a lost cause anyway. If you've had normal relationships and care about maintaining your social standing then avoid it entirely.

>>17315894
Goddamn man, the way you phrase it makes me sorta scared.

Just curious, but how does doing those male sex toys inhibit social standing and relationships? The way I see it, male sex toys are only for private moments for me, maybe an SO. Not quite sure what it's effects can be to my social life.