Crippling loneliness

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Crippling loneliness 2016-06-23 07:33:56 Post No. 17284309
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Crippling loneliness Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:33:56 Post No. 17284309 [Report]

I have a feeling all my relationships are doomed to fail. Not only romantic ones, even friendships.
I'm an outgoing person, or at least that's the impression I give off. I'm loud, I talk a lot, I'm smart and funny. People tend to like me automatically. But that's not who I am, not really. I've just learned to act like that because my real personality just isn't interesting.
And so while I have no trouble making friends, I have trouble keeping them because, as I get comfortable in their presence, I slip up with the act and act more like my true self. I have accepted on some level that I'll probably end up forever alone, but sometimes, like today, it bothers me a lot.
Wat do?
>inb4 bee urself
I've tried that and it was even worse.
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Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:35:38 Post No.17284312
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Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:35:38 Post No.17284312 [Report]

>>17284309
Just be alone, im exactly the same way OP so ive learned to keep people at a distance so theyll stop hurting me when they leave

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Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:40:43 Post No.17284317
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Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:40:43 Post No.17284317 [Report]

I'm similar, although there are a couple of people who like "the real me". The only thing I hide these days are my edgiest beliefs.

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Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:58:44 Post No.17284376
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Anonymous 2016-06-23 07:58:44 Post No.17284376 [Report]

>>17284312
I'm honestly starting to think this is my only option.
>>17284317
You're really lucky. As for me, my problem isn't in being edgy (actually those are things I don't bother to hide at all since I can deliver them in an entertaining way), the problem is that I'm just really boring.

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Anonymous 2016-06-23 08:08:38 Post No.17284417
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Anonymous 2016-06-23 08:08:38 Post No.17284417 [Report]

>>17284376
Well that's okay too. Some people just are boring. In fact most are. 95% of people I come across bore me to tears. The few interesting people I try to keep around.