Think if it's a "real" problem or not. Like how much they do trouble your life or not. At least you say you've been succesful with these women so far. I think it's alright. Besides normies probably have problems of their own too, they are just less visible.
I have the same taste as you tbqh.

chances are your mother was probably troubled in some regard since most people naturally look for mates similar to their parents

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I'm trying to go in the polar opposite of my mother desu

Maybe it's a subconscious thing

I have the same problem op. Most likely you like fucked up women because you yourself are insecure and don't think you could be securely loved by a normal/adjusted girl. Or your emotional life is glacial and barren so you crave the excitement that psycho meme Thots bring

That's how it is with me anyway