Probably just a bit bisexual. No big deal.

>>17262797

i hate to sound tumblry, but human sexuality is rather complex. anyone who spends enough time looking at porn will find them exploring weirder and weirder things.

you may be gay. you may be bi. you may just be really close to your friend. you may be gay for him. you may be wanting to feel closer to him, but cannot understand how that is possible without sex (because anything more than a hug is now gay).

its hard to say without knowing your sexual history or any other thoughts you've had, but if i had to guess a lot of the people in your situation are 95% straight, and when they want to feel clsoer to another man it surfaces sexually in their subconscious.

you gotta remember if oyu were a cave person back in some BC year it wouldnt matter. like at all. no one judged you. no one cared. youd fuck women to get them pregnant. you'd kill some sort of animal with your best bro, then in the evening you'd wrestle around for fun (cuz thats how young people tend to show affection for each other) and then if you got a boner you'd probably just dry hump him.

it would make you guys feel clsoer and bond you in ways that helped throughout the rest of your short cave person life.

or oyu might be gay. tell us more.

>>17262797
Look we live in a weird age where homosexuality is pretty accepted, but still taboo. If you want a gay experience, try getting involved with the community. Don't worry yourself too much about having gay thoughts. Nothing wrong with it.

>>17262823
Interesting points you made there.
I had bad experiences with girls in a relationships and since then i always pussied out when one would signal me that shes interested.
Currently i dont have a partner and i try to quit fapping(to porn). So my orgasm count is very low.
In depressive and hes one of the few i can tell everything.
Lately i feel were disconnecting. I dont like some of his traits (typical yes-sayer, tries to avoid conflict, values materialistic things way to much)
So i dont know, maybe youre right with the subconcious disconnecting thing.
I just find the imagination of us both sucking each other off very hot. ( Got a little hard writing this)
Thx 4 reply btw

Probably just Bi. Pretty much everyone is.

>>17262797
sometimes I wonder if I could ever have a sexual relationship with a guy. even if I could, I'm satisfied by woman and don't really bother getting worked up about it. I would try and accept it - whether you're bi or not it's nbd, it's not like you're gonna change if you accept the fact that maybe you're a little attracted to a guy. You're not gonna start talking with a stereotypical gay inflection and being more fashion savvy.