I'm this (barring some details) but 25.

>>17218215
>>Never had a real gf, just fucked around

You did more than me anon.


>>All I do is watch movies and play video games

At least I managed to get over video games.

>>17218276
So you live with your parents or what?

I'm like you but 22. I've been on academic probation 3 times now and I'm just tired. If I didn't have other mental health symptoms thaf worried me, I would have just offed myself.

I still think of it, and it's my only way out. But sorry I can't help anon. I can only be a leech, because I didn't really want to be alive..

get drunk cause ruckus and party with friends

I'm this but I want to get a job but my household insists I'm way more mentally disabled than I am and that doesn't fare well for me given the problems I do have. Do you think I can get the fuck out of here with the $100 I have in my wallet?

>>17218296
I like to do this but they haven't invited me to do anything in a while. Maybe I should reach out to them but idk. I'm just bored.

>>17218283
You *feel* like it's the only way out.

Depression does that to people. You can't imagine being happy.

>>17218215
You stop being a loser by doing. Until you start doing, you will always be a loser. Make up a goal, no matter how inane - make sure it's simple. Then do it. Rinse/Repeat

>>17219502
Alright I'll start going out more

>>17219512
see you're already being vague.. setting up some ephemeral idea of "going out more"

this is loser mentality. How about, I'll start taking a 30 minute walk outside every day?