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I genuinely have begun to start feeling that there isn't anyone out there for me. I may be calling it way way too early at 22, but I feel so far disconnected from everyone, so far gone that something has to be wrong but I can't figure out what.

I'm at that point of my life where we're (My friends, and the people I know) are becoming full grown adults. Most people I know (excluding myself, have another year) are graduating, getting real jobs. Along with that, many are developing relationships, some are having kids and getting married.

And here I am, never been in any sort of committed relationship. I've had a few tinder hookups, which is how I lost my virginity several months ago, but it all has felt empty, and shallow. I really am unfulfilled. Yet no matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to get anything going relationship wise. I can't get close or form a real bond. I look around and now more so then ever feel left out and left behind. It's almost like I don't click with anyone.

And while the core "me" has stayed relatively constant over the years, much has changed imo for the better. I'm at an all time physical health, I have a decent (but wish it was still better) social life, I have some good friends, but at the same time, I feel like I don't belong to any particular friend group either, more that I'm inbetween a lot of groups. Couple that feeling with the inability to get myself a girlfriend I really do, for the lack of a better term, feel like a lone wolf. And it hurts.

What can I do? Besides, "Keep going and it'll come." type stuff because I've been told that for years now, and it still has yet to click.