How should I kill myself? I'm a 21 year old manchild NEET who has ruined every opportunity that life's dealt me. I'm already so far behind me peers in every aspect that it's impossible for me to catch up. I may as well end it soon so that I can save myself from having to experience what it's like to become an even bigger trainwreck.
>>17196080
Life is not a 100m sprint, but a marathon against yourself. Do not give a shit about what other people do. Everyone has their own cross to carry.
>>17196080
>How should I kill myself?
You shouldn't.
>I'm a 21 year old
>I'm already so far behind me peers in every aspect that it's impossible for me to catch up.
Not true. People have caught up starting at twice your age or even later. It takes a little more hustle, but you've only lost about three years, not the whole 21.
21? You're no man-child, you're a boy who can drink. You've got 9 years of your 20s left, and about 10 more years of good times before anything starts to roll downhill. And even then. Get back into school, get your degrees, and forget about "catching up", pave your own path.
>>17196089
But that's bullshit. Everything you do in life is judged by everyone you know as well as those you don't. Society has certain expectations that when failing to meet results in widespread condemnation. Besides, I've repeatedly failed at almost everything so far, meaning even against myself I'm a horrible "marathoner".
>>17196100
But those people probably had something going for them that I don't. I don't know how to be an adult. I don't know how to socialise easily with most people. I don't know how the fuck to navigate this world. I don't possess any notable talents or abilities. I feel like I'm not made out for this life.
>>17196080
I was a neet until 24. I'm 26 now and my life is fully turned around. Stop being so you, everything you think is twisted and wrong, and you have no sound reasoning capability about anything.
>>17196122
You know what?
Fuck you.
Yeah I said it.
Society does not determine your free will and the inner strength you have. You have to man up and decide that you'll find a way regardless of rejection and failure that comes your way.
You think life is easy? You think everyone who's successful hasn't had to suffer in the way you are now? The difference is they didn't excuse their own piss poor behavior on anything other than themselves. They took responsibility for their own life regardless of where it was at and made something out of themselves.
How long do you think you have to whine about your circumstances? What if you die tomorrow? Would you have pride in yourself that you fought for what you want instead of cowering like a fool? Would you man up and go for what you want even with all of the walls in your way? Would you for once in your damn manchild life stop deferring to someone else other than yourself for success? And would you have enough clout to rise beyond whatever bullshit measuring stick you think society has and fly against the wind? Are you a man or a mouse?
>>17196140
Oh yeah and just how did you turn your life around in two years? How do you define "turned around" anyway? Even as a NEET I doubt you could have been as bad as I am.
>Stop being so you
I wish I could, I really do.
>>17196144
Yeah I know life is hard and I'm not cut out for it. I feel like a mistake with every fibre of my being. I don't have the drive or fortitude of others in worse circumstances because I don't have anything to live for and I don't see a future for myself. I understand that I'm pathetic, but I've always been this way. I don't feel like I fit into this world.
That "successfull" bussiness guy is feeling dead inside for not having enough time to spend with his family.
That family guy is feeling awfull because he is sexually frustrated.
That cassanova guy is feeling awfull because he has no-one to relate
That really cool skater or other extreme sports guy is working mcjobs on week days.
everyone has something theyre unsatisfied with, just start doing the stuff you need to do to be happy!
>>17196159
Nothing makes me happy except stupid trivial shit. And I know everyone has their issues, but I'm sure a businessman or a cassanova despite their flaws are still far healthier and better adjusted individuals than a stupid NEET like me. What are my strengths? Being the absolute bottom of the barrel of society?
>>17196167
>Nothing makes me happy except stupid trivial shit.
great! stupid trivial shit is a lot easyer to obtain than nice meaningfull shit.
If it is even possible to find the latter, many have tried (among them every depressed writer or artist) and I've heard of no-one who's succeeded. many have found happiness in mundane shit of various degrees of mundaneness like gaming, drugs, family life and such.
>What are my strengths?
dunno man, we'd need to know more about you for that! and even then, it can take someone a while to figure out. many only find out in their fourties when they're stuck in a crappy job (regardless of how it pays).
>Being the absolute bottom of the barrel of society?
well, if you contribute to society and use the reward for something you enjoy, then you are not the bottom of the barrel of society. In fact a minimum wage job and a hobby that you kinda care about puts you about halfway.
that's not to say you can always reach higher.
Don't kill yourself. I am looking for loyal men to help launch a rebellion in Venezuela. Come fight with me and you will have land and riches.
anon, I was 21 when I got my first job. 22 drivers license. moved out at 23. College degree at 24.
21 is absolutely not too late.
I did it, and so can you.
the best way to kill yourself is a shotgun to the head, lowest failure rate
if you don't have access to firearms then hang yourself, get some rope at a hardware store and look up how to tie a noose
if you're worried about the pain then get your hands on some painkillers to pop before you off yourself
Go seek for help asap. Don't stay alone through this. Life will get better, i promise.
