>>17188965
>suffering
You just paid her to sleep under a bridge. I'd kill for that job if I didn't have pride.

Volunteer. Work at a soup kitchen, tutor children who are struggling in a subject you did well in, become a social worker/ therapist, find a particular area you feel qualified to help with and help. You can't save everyone, but you can do a lot to help others. Find a way that's meaningful to you and do it.

>>17188984
I want to volunteer in a soup kitchen but I don't even know if there is any near by from where I live. I need to do something, talking about it and getting feedback made me feel a bit better thanks.

>>17188982
If I didn't I wouldn't be able to sleep at night like last time. What suffering are u going through anon I'm curious?

>>17188965
Is this b8?

>Nice dress

You know there are people that beg part time despite making decent money, right.

>>17189018
What I thought was that maybe she wore that to look nice and more approachable, she looked miserable that's what got me the way she asked broke my heart instill feel it

>>17189018
I wish I could think like that maybe I'd feel a bit better

>>17189034
I work near a Walmart and deal with it all the time, because people think the business I work at brings people with money to throw away.

"Oh my husband is deployed and me and my kids are locked out of the house! I called a locksmith but they won't be able to come until the morning, and my I don't want my babies to sleep in the car, and I'm scared."

"Ma'am, you can sleep in your driveway, or, if you'd like, I can call the police. They'll let you spend the night at the station and escort you home tomorrow when the locksmith comes."

"Oh, no, that's fine."

>>17189050
So they wanted to sleep in the Parking lot? I don't have the heart to tell off someone in need. Ugh I hope the woman was just scamming me for money that way atleast I can have peace of mind

Either way I need to stop feeling like this everytime I don't think it's healthy for someone like me to feel like that everytime

I needed to get it off my chest

>>17189070
You got fucking scammed.
Opie how would you feel if I live with someone who needs actual urgent help, but will probably never receive it?

He can't wipe his ass. He can't blow his nose. Can't read or write. Can't cook. He's a little younger than me, my autistic brother. He is not high functioning and is, in age, mentally a baby. About the only things he can do is walk, breathe, destroy shit (like a toddler) and tell you what he wants.

He never gets hugged. He never gets kissed. His parents either beat or ignore him or yell at him. He has no friends. No one but family cares about him, and even then he rarely gets to see any family. He will never experience marriage or love or starting a family.

My point is, you have despicable fucking shitters who beg for money despite not being in a shitty situation. The balls of her. That's disrespectful and dishonest as fuck. There is suffering all the world over, opie. You are just blind to it.

>>17188965
she made her bed, now she must lay in it
she probably isnt even poor, just hooked on drugs and knows how to manipulate people into giving her shekels

Thanks for listening Anons I rally haven't talked about it to anyone because I don't see how anyone can help but getting it off my chest is great, hitting the showers now laterz