I have this undying urge to hook up with an older man for my first gay experience but I just get super horny, make promises on Grindr, fap, and then immediately consider suicide as I delete Grindr. What does this mean?
I can't seem to charm women either, so I'm really stuck between leaving everyone and going nomad or killing myself. I honestly believe gays are fucking degenerates but I can't help these urges.
I want to rip the fucking world apart.
My penis controls my life.
Sometimes I think if I was castrated I would be a lot more at peace, but not having a dick would suck.
What if all the women were gone? Wait, that would probably make things really gay and that's not what I want.
So everyone has to go? Is that the solution.
I look at myself and see this beta faggot who can't git gud with girls so he's turning to dudes but kenjataimu dictates that's not what he really want.
I think my gay fantasies are the result of extensive porn viewing over the years. This is just my perversions evolving and considering the other sex. This is fucking degeneracy and every part of me wants to tear it out but IT KEEPS COMING BACK.
The Jews fucking got me.
Anyone else want to make a castration pact with me?
keep trying to be straight. grindr needs less psychos going through an identity crisis.
>>17180509
>blaming the Jews because you're so fucking weak you can't handle porn.
Pol is leaking
>>17180611
I appreciate your response
Buy dao huan China fuck machine for cheap
Take it in the ass whenever you want
If you get a girl you can tie her up and fuck her with it, dp her with your dick and the machine
Can't lose
