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>be 26 year old guy
>have a job managing punk/alternative bands at a big record label
>girls that are alternative "models" always throwing themselves at me to try and get to the bands I work with
>learn to ignore them after a while and learn they really aren't dateable
>go out to one of my up and coming band's shows at a big festival pretty far from home base
>meet an 18 year old girl there and start chatting
>she's hilarious and just seems so much more real and interesting than the girls I'm around a lot
>hot as hell but not in the trying too hard way
>we follow eachother on Twitter and part ways
>been talking every day for over a year
>vent to eachother about things, joke around, skype usually 3x a week
>never tries to get info about bands I work with or access to shows
>things have gotten sexual too but not overwhelmingly so
>hinting from her that she has feelings for me and wants more
>don't know how to react so just play dumb and pretend to not notice
>she's 19 now
>yesterday she point blank asks me if I have feelings for her because she does for me
>saying that if I don't and its one sided then she should start dating to try and move past it
>want to tell her that I want her to be my girlfriend and that if she dated it would make me ridiculously jealous and eat me up inside
>instead just say distance is a bitch so she shouldn't get her hopes up and to start dating other people instead
>she's obviously hurt/disappointed but doesn't push it
>drank myself into oblivion
how do I fix this? if I see that she's starting to date I think it would kill me. but I don't know how to make an LDR work, but I can't let her go