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2016-05-20 05:07:07 Post No. 17163216
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2016-05-20 05:07:07
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Oh my god, help me /adv/, I'm in love and it's horrible:
>Back in October 21yo me meets 28yo bisexual, married woman
>Regular at my cafe, lives in another town, wife lives in another state
>She wants to be friends but admits attraction to me
>She tries to get me to have sex with her multiple times, I always stop her/have performance anxiety because of guilt/virginity
>Finally have sex, it's confusing, frustrating, and exhausting
>During our little affair we grow really close/intimate/affectionate
>Share everything, spend all our free time together, talk about feelings for each other
>Rarely have sex, all emotion
>She accidentally drops the word love once
>I haven't felt anything like this before or since
>Wife finds out, says we can maintain friendship, doesn't happen that way, cuts it off for us a month in
>Hardest "break-up" I've ever experienced
>Don't see her for months
>In March, her wife apparently urged her to seek me out
>They come into my cafe and we catch up
>She invites me on a work-related trip so I can see my friends in the same city
>Find out she cheated again with someone else (fifth time)
>Fucking furious for a variety of reasons
>Cancel the trip, go off on her, make up with her in the same conversation because I couldn't bring myself to say "I'm done with you"
>Go on the trip
>Get closer to her wife
>Wife is at her wit's end with her, stays with her for unknown reasons, they've talked about divorce
>Maintain friendship, everything's fine
>Recent phone conversation
>We talk about her cheating with that guy
>Explain why I was so upset
>She tells me it was different with me
>We talk about how much the affair meant to each other, talk about our insecurities
>She admits she has to "put her feelings aside for her wife"
>Asks if I still like her, don't answer
>She says "You and I wouldn't be able to be friends like this if she wasn't in the picture"
Oh god, I know it's not good for me but some strange force compels us to be in each others lives. What do?