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I love my cat so much it hurts
2016-05-10 08:51:30 Post No. 17128650
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I love my cat so much it hurts
Anonymous
2016-05-10 08:51:30
Post No. 17128650
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I think I'm fucked, /adv/..
I finally admitted to myself that one of the main reasons I returned home after only one month, although I wanted to move out and desperately needed a change from this toxic environment, is the fact that I couldn't take my 10 year old cat with me. I missed him so dearly and would cry at night thinking he may get sick and I'll never see him again. Because that's what happened one year ago with my other 9 year old cat and I still haven't got over it...
I don't have friends, but I always had pets or stray animals to care for. I think they loved me too. I think my cat loves me too as when I'm gone I hear from family that he scratches at my door and looks for me in my room and seems rather lonely. I play with him, talk to him, hug him, buy him goodies and toys and my heart is filled with joy when I see that he likes them, he sleeps in my room all the time and seeks my company like no human being as ever done. I start missing him after only a few hours out. And we've been closer than ever since his buddy passed away. He also purrs more than before when laying beside me.
I don't know what to do, I'm going crazy over the thought that I may lose him too. I'm going to be devastated when this happens. I often find myself terribly sad over this, he feels like home to me. I've even skipped classes just to sit in bed with him and make him feel comfortable and loved. I don't even want to work and be away so long. What if he gets sick or something happens? All i want to do is lay down and stuff my face in his warm furr, listening to his little heartbeat as he tugs himself closer and purrs.
Tl;dr
painfully and overly attached to my cat, i choose him over other things in life and am in despair at the thought of him dying, i imagine this and burst into tears, cant take it anymore, am terribly depressed and want to kill myself but leaving him alone is stopping me. This is serious, please help I dont know what to do its killing me sometimes
