I'm trying to get my life together.
I'm 20. After barely graduating HS I worked at subway for 3 months then got severely depressed and started going delusional and a lot other shitty things happened.
It's been almost 2 years since that.
I want to go to college and get a decent job, but I have absolutely no clue where to start.
I have aspergers, anxiety ,depression(I haven't had delusions in months)
I'm poor and live with my mom
How do I start getting my life together? How do I start college? What should I study? How do I pay for it? Do I need a computer? Are there any jobs that I can handle( I have no social skills, get very stressed sometimes) both during and after college? PLEASE HELP! And thank you in advance if you do.
If you couldn't even handle making sandwiches without going into a spiral of panic and depression for two whole years, what makes you think college would be a good idea?
>>17112467
I have to agree with the other guy. Depending on what you can handle i would reccomend different things.
Do you think you are intellegent, hard working, independent enough for a difficult and demanding education?
Answer me because i recently went through pretty much the same and have tried various things and can give probably very good adv
U still here op???
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>>17112501
If I put my mind into it I think I can focus on school and not fail.
I'm not stupid the hard parts in high school(other than math)were the ones in my head.
I am afraid that I won't be able to handle both school and work.
I don't want to spend my life working shitty jobs like my mom for minimum wage.if In stead of going through the strain of those jobs why not go to college and end up with a job that will pay more or less for the same stress anxiety and dread.
>>17112652
*will pay more for more or less the same stress anxiety and dread
I'm in pretty much the exact same situation
>forced to quit shitty minimum wage job due to depression and anxiety
>apply to college in a last ditch effort to get my shit together
>trying to get help but I'm not sure if it will be enough
My advice would just be to see a counsellor and find out how they can help someone in your position.