When I was a 8 years old kid I would lay in bed, imagining myself as a beautiful girl living alone, everyday being sexy, sluts around and found that hot as fuck. When I grew up, I met sluts exactly like that, nearly got into a relationship with one, and found them incredibly disgusting afterwards. What's wrong with me?
>>17089800
You've got trap potential op you filthy slut
You grew up.
Also >>17089810 do your male features like hairy legs or having a penis ever make you feel uncomfortable?... Like, hey, maybe you'll just try shaving them a little, or putting on panties, or you kinda want boobs?
Maybe you were destined to be the slut, not have the slut.
You don't want to be with them, you want to be them.
>>17089826
>do your male features like hairy legs or having a penis ever make you feel uncomfortable
Not really, but I don't wear underwear so my balls sometimes feel saggy as fuck.
I actually tried on my mom's bedwears and underwear when I was really young too.
My favorite kind of pornography isn't the depiction of an intercourse but "pure" slutery like casual nudity or girls letting themselves be molested casually and shit if you understand what I mean.
Regardless I now despise people like that at the same time, it's just so conflicting I don't know where to begin.
When I was around that age I was really sexual and would blow basically any friend that would let me. Now I'm 25 and one of my biggest fantasies is being molested and being in CP as a child. Honestly if I still had all those game boy camera prints, the only thing that would stop me from putting them online would be the fear of getting caught.
