is there always people on your mind?
that's a good thing i think.
Not really.. I'm very self-centered in my thoughts.
i think i feel other peoples intentions when im by self on my head so now i rub my head and it goes away mostly. it feels like when i was a kid some times.
i go for jogs sometimes now to have some braincell growth. my life is all about self love and mending but im not selfish and can share through the greed. -i congratulate myself. im not retarded but i am a person with devastating brain damage.
im pretty siked for life as long as i can differentiate the good from the bad. its a struggle but i win after the confused/depressing state of mind i get into.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjLO_v7qI8w
this song is sort of inspirational to me.
but enough about me, what revelations have you had recently?
maybe i am kind of retarded but i just fucking deny that part of me endlessly.
i have depression. i fight it with chocolate, deep breaths and bvitamins drinks. i drink half an energy drink and like the container says i save the rest. well the container says there 2 servings so i mean the container implies to save the rest.
here they are. they're freaking epic sometimes.
i have to take sips though because ive got caffeine sensitivity after the night when i od'd and nearly fucking died with my throat as really fucking heavy.
im doing the deep breaths right now for it to stop. i take all these fucking psyche meds and they really dont even help. i think i need some of them to be an upped dose. fuck.
>>17003150
No, sometimes there is people on my lap.
