so here is the situation:
always been a nerd with low selfesteem, constant beta mode towards girls. fapping to porn since i am fucking 12 reaching my 20th now. my porn taste went through literally every single fucking shit fetish out there, ending up in sissy/feminization. i even bought fucking dildos and reached prostate orgasm. same time in university i finally realize that i actually hit on girls pretty well. had a gf last year (btw i am asian with 14cm, she loved it) and another 7/10 ridicolously cute one now. still fapping to sissy stuff and cant stop but would never be attracted to real men. how do i rewind this or is it even possible? i just cant enjoy normal girls to much. my brain seems to be a complete fucked bisexual mess.... any advise? i really want to get ride of fetish porn.
>>17002667
NoFap + NoPorn helps normalize your fetishes, it gets them closer to straight vanilla sex with a girl. That said you'll probably relapse back into it after fapping. The longer you go without porn, the longer you go before relapse. If you want your fetishes to die forever, you have to give up the porn. I only recommend that if you're having a lot of sex.
>>17002667
It's just like any other addiction. Very easy to get hooked into but difficult to let go.
Go cold turkey.
No porn for atleast 3-6 months. Go get, get exercise, busy yourself.
If you have to masturbate, do it without looking at any porn, without thinking of any porn.
Your brain should start functioning normally within those 6 months.
Good luck.
lel OP I waslike you but for some reason after not fapping to vanilla I suddenly came back to it and nowmasturbate to solopics of girls/fantasizing about my female friends.
>>17002667
I'm done with porn. It's literal cucking. You are vicariously getting off to someone else's success- you wish you were them. Just keep that in mind every time you think about jerking it to porn. Porn is the highest form of being a beta, and don't let anyone tell you differently.
How do I delete 90+ gigabytes of porn? The only time I'm close to it is if I finish my fap and feel disgusted, then I'll think I should delete it all and then the horrors of losing all my good shit crosses my mind and I pussy out.
As long as the Internet exists, I can't escape porn and the urge to save that pic of the hot chick is too strong. I can't go a day without seeing another whore somewhere online even if I'm not intentionally looking for it.
I've got a folder of my GOOD shit that I'll probably take with me to the grave. Which probably won't be too long from now at the rate I'm going.
>>17002854
Just do it faggot. Do seriously know how pathetic it is to hoard pictures of things that you will never partake in or enjoy because you are too being wacking off wishing you could.
