If you don't want to deal with it then die before she does. Or grow a spine and relies we all outlive our parents and the wheel in the sky keeps on turning

>>16958380
I'm thinking of following her when she does.

>>16958380
I wouldn't want to go first because that would just hurt her.

Life is fragile, and this tangible frailty is what makes our short lifespans so valuable.

Let me ask the rhetorical question: She spent a good portion of her lifespan devoted to your upbringing, and you want to just throw it all away?

>>16958380
Yeah, I realize that we all do but fuck, I feel so unready.

>>16958397
I know. She's my best friend and my mom. We had so many plans for the future and now they might be gone. I don't know if life will be worth living without her.

It wasn't my mom, but I dealt with my dad, fiancé, couple friends, and grandmother passing away.

It sucks. Majorly. You will always feel like a part of you is missing, but as time goes on you learn to live with it.

>>16958409
I've had grandparents and uncles and aunts pass away but not parents. I was sad about them, but didn't really have a close relationship with them. Now I can't stop crying.

>>16958420
My younger brother died from leukemia when he was 23. It took me two years to get over his death. The only thing you can do is wait out the pain.

>>16958406
Life was never "worth" living in the first place. Do you wish to return to the nothingness you spawned from so quickly? Or see what else this world has to offer.

Surely to have experienced grand pain, there must also be grand pleasure to know the difference?

>>16958447
I don't know. All my best times were with her. Oblivion seems an attractive option over devastation.

>>16958472
Then take it. Personally I'd go for the devastation. We're all headed to oblivion anyways, I'd like to have a scenic ride before I go.

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