Have you ever attempted suicide or used to self harm?
Do you regret it?
I have a few scars on my right arm from nail scissor gouges. Never did let myself get bad enough to cut, but I'd basically just dig back and forth with the point of them until I had a pretty deep bloody furrow. They weren't even that sharp. I'd also starve myself to the point of passing out a lot.
Nah, I don't regret it. It kept me from killing myself or making any actual effort besides a couple halfassed little things. And the scars aren't exactly recognizable.
>>16957940
I have some shallow scars on my left arm, and I lately found burning myself with cigarettes for every important mistake I made. I find the burning weirdly appealing, but also, it keeps me from killing myself.
I attempted suicide about 1.5 years ago, and I only regret it for the hospital bills. Otherwise it was a learning experience.
>>16957931
Thought about it before when I was at a pretty low point in my life. I used to strike objects when drunk and have a few scars on my knuckles because of it. Nothing too serious though. I did burn myself with a cigarette also, but so did all my other friends. It was some drunk stupid dare we all did. One of my friends did it first and pretty much bet the others that we didn't have the balls to do it. All but one of us ended up doing it. I tired to commit suicide by alcohol poisoning probably 3 times back then. If you can't tell I was a really heavy drinker back then. Anyway I didn't actually want to die and just ended up blacking out all 3 times and waking up still drunk later.
I keep on thinking about it every day for the past 5 years, and I feel that soon it will happen. I was thinking of getting euthanised.