I'll be 30 in one week. Still never touched a girl. Can't seem to form a relationship with anyone. But it doesn't bother me that much for some reason. I see alot of people talk about emotions and I can't understand it all. People would be depressed and suicidal in my situation of loneliness, but I just don't care. Periodically I'll get horny, but I look up some porn, get the job done, and I'm over it. When I say I can't seem to form a relationship, I mean any kind of relationship. I hate being fake. So usually I'm blunt when I have something to say, but most often don't say anything at all. When someone tries to talk to me, my responses don't usually leave room to carry a conversation. I don't like being bothered with small talk.
I'm assuming this isn't normal, but it doesn't bother me. However, I'm turning 30 in a week. That's a big number. It could mean I've lived more than half my life, even, at worst. So, should I be concerned? I wouldn't say that I'm happy. But I'm not bothered enough by my situation to kill myself like other people seem to get to.
Should I be concerned? Should I care about the thought that I could die never being in a relationship? That I never scored? That there might not be anybody after me?
Yes you should be concerned. If I can manage to score chicks, so can you.
>>16957011
>Should I be concerned?
Why? Because society says you should? Or because you think that?
>>16957024
I'm not sure what measure you're basing that claim on. I'm not confident, and that's key in building a relationship. I'm also out of shape and overweight. Besides, I've outlived my youth. Things are going to go downhill from this point and I don't find women in my age group attractive.
>>16957037
That's why I'm asking you
>>16957044
Okay, let me rephrase that: Does it concern you that you're not concerned about your wizardom? And if not, then why would you want to be?
>>16957052
I'm indifferent. On the one hand, I fantasize about having sex, yes. On the other hand, I'm not interested in it enough to go through the effort to get to that point. I'm content with beating off and I have been told that in some ways no women will be able to satisfy me sexually in the way I can myself.
>>16957069
Sounds like you just need a quick fuck. Unless you're awkward as all holy hell and/or fat as all holy hell this is easily achievable.
Tell me about where you're from and what you look like. I want to get you laid or at least on the right track. That way, you can decide for yourself what you want to do afterwards.
>>16957072
I can socialize. I wouldn't be able to perform the way I do in retail if I couldn't. But that's a front. It's a different ball game when It's personal, for me. Like I said, I don't know how to carry a conversation. Or rather, I don't like carrying a conversation. And with regards to weight, I'm considered obese. I'm around 245 at 6 feet. I'm also aware of looks. I'm not bad looking. I'm just average, though. Like, another face in the crowd average.
23y KV here.
For me the most horrible thing is feeling like I'm wasting my youth being sexually frustrated, doing angry or sad faps depending on the mood.
