Hey Anons. I really need some help because im confused.. Im 18 and have always had an attraction to girls.. For as long as I can remember.. But I've had male fantasies over the years and when I think of having gay sex it excites me so much to where my body tingles and my heart pumps.. Ive done anal masturbation a number of times and its enjoyable. Thing is when I stop being horny I lose interest.. And another thing. Over the years I'd watch gay porn and it would disgust me.. Only when im horny I could watch it, but recently in the past few months I've looked at gay sex and it gets me hormy beyond anything.. Where my head is just tingling and i start shaking.. And im not sure what to think.. Thanks in advance
It's almost as if being horny makes you consider things you don't usually find all that hot, and that sexuality isn't always clear-cut black or white, wow.
Sexuality can be fluid. Maybe you're attracted to both. You don't need to "think" anything, just do what you want, fap to what you want, fuck who you want. No need to find a label, this doesn't define your identity.
I totally get ya, OP. Some days I'm REALLY into dudes but other days I don't even want to think about a guy in that kind of way. I've always been attracted to girls 100% though...
Because labels seem to make things easier (for some fucking reason idk) I labeled myself as bi and moved on with my life. Been pretty happy with that choice so I wouldn't sweat it ;) just do what makes ya happy.
Teenagers have weird sexual fantasies all the time. Surprise surprise. You'll get over it eventually.
You wont really know till you try. Just grow some balls and hook up with a dude. I did, couldn't finish without closing my eyes and thinking of a girl i knew. I guess im straight. Experiences may vary.
OP I would fuck you senseless
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To me it sounds like you're a sex addict. How much do you fap? Sounds like you have deeper issues trying to cope with sexual relief and along the way normal stuff gets plain old and not arousing anymore so the need for other kinks rise.
I guess whatever it is that's broken with you if you fix it you'll be normal and not addicted to sexual relief hence not masturbating as much. Therefore you'll be disgusted by gay stuff again because that's how you initially were.