As long as I can remember I've felt like there has been something wrong with me, and for the longest time I've known I need to call my doctor and get some sort of mental evaluation. The idea scares the absolute fuck out of me, even know I know there's no shame in it.
How can I work up the courage to jut go do it.
>>16903625
There's nothing wrong with you
Go outside
>>16903625
Whenever I'm in doubt, I make a list of cons and pros. It doesn't decide for me, but it does help me grasp the situation a little better.
>>16903634
Pros: I may be album to solve every shitty thing I've been feeling
cons: literally none.
I know this, doesn't help though for some reason. Thinking about it now it's more like the idea makes me feel crazy awkward and freeze up other than being scared.
>>16903640
*maybe able to.
Fuck I can't spell
>>16903640
Well, whenever I must do something very uncomfortable, I muster my impulsiveness and throw myself into the situation and hope for the best.
It works some of the time.
>>16903650
Alright, biggest hurtle here though.
>I'm 19
>Living with my parents through college(because I'm a poorfag)
>Still covered under parents health benefits
>Will have to run what I'm doing by my parents so they can put whatever medication i get (if I get any) under their benefits.
Talking to them about whats going on is the hardest part for me I think. I have no idea why because their absolutely loving people and would want nothing more than for me to just feel better.
bleh maybe this is just one of those "count to 3 and blurt it out situations"
