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2016-01-16 01:11:38 Post No. 16690116
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Anonymous
2016-01-16 01:11:38
Post No. 16690116
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Hey guys, just a little backstory of my past two years that have been fucking killing me.
>be 16, go pretty much from one to the next
>next is different, wild, Irish,short, 8/10
>turns out we really click, like really
>Get blessing from dad within' first month
>Dad's fucking hilarious, on any drug he can get and only gives a shit about fishing
>Brothers taught me some hunting/shooting shit
>I'm an oddball, but part of the family
>Pretty much the best thing that has ever happened to me, got me out socially and all that
>her mum calls me her son-in-law
>brettyfuckingneat.jpg
>we are pretty much married without rings, pretty much my only friend as well
>she starts going to school in Toronto(2hrs away) and lives there too
>we always talked about the future
>I was planning to sell my guns and live with her, kills me inside, but I love her
>flash forward ahead to sometime last year
>Get a real decent job, ex no like me away from her
>Jelly.jpg
>start smoking, ex fucking hates it, I say "let's take a break then"
>we keep in constant touch, she starts going out, gets cocky
>posts slutty Halloween cost. on fb
>Erryone and her think "Great!"
>I ask how things are going, says she's getting to know her step cousin
>wut.jpg
>We talk later, her mum's side gives blessing
>I told her to never talk to me again
>Check and they are dating
>Proceed to hate myself even more
I've been sitting here trying to wrap my head around it. I have no friends irl or even online, have an amount of mental shit including depression and shit-tier self-esteem. She seems to have gotten it all, I'm just here all alone.
>tl;dr OP is emotional fagget that needs friends
