Aight I promised myself I wouldn't post this but I don't care anymore.
I went to a new years party with old friends, and basically this girl I used to dig in high school I "dated" for a matter of months freshman year.
Took 180mg of mdma which was awesome, had a great time but as many of rollers know, mdma kills boners.
So basically she was giving me eyes most of the night and she's literally my only kiss etc, but desu senpai I've been over it for years. She was giving me eyes and towards the end of the night led me to a room and I was kissing her all over. Don't remember what was said exactly, as I was pretty high and into the moment and touching her body.
Basically I couldn't get it up and ended up eating her out a few times, again first time even so much as seeing a vagina irl and not in a pornog. But according to her words, which I don't know if I can trust, I was pretty fucking good at it and she kept complimenting me which I thought was pretty odd, but again, no experience.
Shit I didn't even care I didn't get off, it was pretty fun eating pussy and sucking on her tits.
However now I don't know what to do, I'm pretty sure it was a one night thing as I asked her to hang out the next day and she said she wasn't free, no reschedule or anything, so it seems like a wrap and not something I should burden my mind with anymore.
But also I'm a little tweaked because she kept telling me how "I'm her best partner" and I kept making her laugh, which is kind of my shtick I like making people laugh, just introverted as fuck. So now I'm thinking what the fuck was that just some in the moment shit?
I'm pretty sure I'm just an inexperienced incel reading way too much into a short fling, but anyone have any ideas?
Just relax.
It's a fact that people get kind of fucky around the holidays, so it might've been something like that, but there's no way for you to dig into that by sitting there and thinking hard.
You should simply signal to her that you're interested in smashing her gash on another occasion, and then what's going to happen will happen.
> Just play it cool
> She clearly likes you
> Don't smother her
> keep things casual and simple
> Exchange numbers and then don't call her, text her like 3-5 days later
> invite her to smoke a bowl or just chill with you and some of your friends
> Play it like you want to be just friends because you were good at eating her pussy she wont friendzone you
> Decent chance she might want to hang out just with you, then you are getting a BJ definitely
> Very good chance she will come hang out with you and your friends and then blow you when you happen to get some time alone
> If she wants to get exclusive or serious then let her bring it up.
> If she doesn't then just be fuck buddies, but give it a few months of being fuck buddies before bringing up something serious if that is something you want
This is pretty easy shit mang even for an introverted bro.
Consider it a one time thing and nothing else. If you coudldnt get it up in a passionate moment then that will kill any FWB or sex chance in the future.
Learn from your mistake and do drugs before a party you limp dick faggot.
I'm gonna assume you're kinda young. My advice is don't overthink this and go for it. When you look back in 5, 10 years will you regret not smashing that? Theres a big chance she really wasn't free.
Ask her out again. Be persistent here man.
If you think it's an mdma thing then wait a month and drop with her again. You were prob just nervous. g'luck
>>16636142
I sent her a text but she responded pretty curtly as per pic related.
We've been friends for something like 8 years, shit she came on to me that first time and this time. That has little consequence on what happened, but its contextual.
>>16636155
We've been friends for years already but took very different paths in life, I'll wait something like a week and hit her up next Saturday or something.
>>16636159
Couldn't get it up because of mdma, that's all it was. She said she understood because its happened to her before. Again, don't know if I can trust her words, or if she's just trying to make me feel better (not that I needed it desu).
>>16636181
She didn't roll and mdma made me really open about it which probably wasn't a positive. I don't know when she goes back to school, but I would offer mdma and to roll with her, but desu senpai I'd probably drop a Viagra or some shit if I was planning on bumpin uglies on mdma.
>>16636211
First part of the text got cut, which is my bad, but it said "What are you doing later?"
Lol you are getting played. If a girl wants to have sex with you she will make time. Move on bro, this girl probably doesn't want to have sex with a guy who didn't get it up.
>>16636124
4chan is for 18+ only
>>16636235
Her answer says it all
>>16636262
Bretty much what I expected desu senpai.
>>16636268
Yeah that's what I figured. Just thought I might've been excessively negative due to post mdma depression.
Bump because someone tell me it'll be okay ;_;
Nothing more for me friends? Should I just drop it or give it some time and holla?
