Do you guys ever fantasise about revenge suicide? O mean killing yourself as a way to get revenge on your family for fucking you up so much?
>tfw in reality people won't think bad of your parents but instead feel bad for the for having a fucked up kid
You can't fucking win
Almost makes me want to kill myself twice as much
Tfw no girlfriend so adv won't pay attention to me
>it's all my family's fault i'm a faggot
>>16624167
>victim blaming
>we've favourite hobby
>BTW I'm a girl so you can all come save me now
>except I'm not
>>16624173
>don't put any responsability on me, i'm a helpless victim! it's all others fault!
>>16624023
Nope, my family will never admit that anything was their fault. Committing suicide would mean they won. Just give them another reason to gaslight me and tell everyone I was just a bad seed.
>>16624023
Yeah I used to think about that when I was in my teens and 20s. For me it wasn't my family, it was my friends - I felt like they were treating me like shit, but in hindsight they were probably just having a normal college kid's reaction to my psycho-ass behaviour.
It's a miserable feeling because deep down you know it wouldn't have the effect you want it to. Even if it hurt them, and even if you left a note, it probably wouldn't get the message across that you want.
The longer you spend away from the situation that made you feel like that, the more those fantasies fade. And honestly even the best parents mess up a little bit and it's necessary to undo some of what they did just to be your own person. So keep breathing, get as far away from your parents as you can as soon as possible, and dedicate yourself to becoming who you think you should be.
>>16624185
Please tell.me since you know me and my history so well when did I fuck up and at what point my bad attitude at school didn't correlate with getting beaten by my alcoholic father and told I was worthless everyday?
>>16624220
I'm just so tired man. I'm a neet, I do live alone tho but Im unemployable
>>16624023
>Do you guys ever fantasise about revenge suicide? O mean killing yourself as a way to get revenge on your family for fucking you up so much?
lol no. thats the stupidest thing I've ever heard.
>>16624224
you may have had a terrible past, but directing your behavior towards hate and revenge is your own responsability
what I don't like is that many people who see themselves as a victim use it as excuse to justifify negative behavior
it's no different than dindu nuffins