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Attempted Suicide as Firestarter?
2015-12-30 01:03:18 Post No. 16619127
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Attempted Suicide as Firestarter?
Anonymous
2015-12-30 01:03:18
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So I don't feel depressed, but I do feel like everything is pointless. I just ask why until I hit a dead end in terms of what I think the logic behind something is. I feel like I've squandered my opportunities, skipping out on high school but still getting a diploma, and not going for any scholarships or grants despite being good at academic work. I dropped out of community college because I didn't really care about anything there, even my declared major. Most people annoy me, but I don't tell them off. Instead I just stay very neutral and it makes some people think I'm a nice guy.
I feel like if this continues then there's no point in continuing. My life seems to be nothing at all, so there's nothing to be gained or lost one way or another.
Now that I'm 21, should I buy a revolver and play Russian roulette with myself? I've been thinking about this for a while, and maybe the only way I will start to care is if I trigger some self-preservation instinct in myself.
What are your thoughts on this? Is there a better way to start caring?