I only have a few months before I'm done my stem degree.
I have a high paying summer job lined up and I can bank all the money.
I am doing very well with my start up business.
I am more fit than I ever have been in my life.
I am the most healthy I have ever been in my life.
But I feel nothing. I don't feel sad. I don't feel happy. I feel completely empty. Everyday is a drag.
Why?
Talk about your social, romantic and family life anon. We need more info.
>>16553493
>high paying summer job lined up and I can bank all the money
>Everyday is a drag
Yeah... I make $12/hr. Learn to appreciate what you have.
>>16553510
>social life
I have about 3 really good friends, but see them at most once a week as I live in a different city for university
>romantic life
Dated a girl recently for a few weeks, she broke it off and I think it was because I didn't do to well in bed (?) before that the last time I had anything going on was 2 years ago.
>family life
Fookin love my family, best family ever. We all get along great and enjoy similar hobbies together and stuff.
A friend of mine committed suicide a few months ago and am bummed about that but unsure if that's what is causing it or if I've dealt with it properly (or at all). Sometimes I think of suicide but it's just followed up with no emotion about it whatsoever. No sadness or excitement regarding ending it, just nothing. If I think about what my family would have to go through if I offed myself though I get mad at myself and stop thinking about it.
>>16553514
Sorry mate, I don't want to be unappreciative or empty but it just seems how I've been feeling the past few months.
>>16553529
You jerk off anon? Serious question because I think you need to start nofap. Seems like what you really need is a good cry.
>>16553534
I quit porn about a month ago and did a 15 day streak of nofap. That was the absolute worst. I had headaches, severe depression, anxiety, all kinds of terrible feelings for about 10 days.
I've fapped once a day since then, no porn, and using a [spoiler]fleshlight[/spoiler] to avoid death grip.
Should I restart no fap?
>>16553548
Reason why you felt all those was because you were feeling withdrawels. That feeling of being a a zombie is good is because your brain is rewiring itself but then you went back to fapping.
I highly suggest you do nofap to get yourself back the emotionally repressed emotions you have tucked away. I am dead serious here.
>>16553564
Okay, I'll start nofap again now.
It makes studying hard as fuck though and I have finals this month.
>>16553493
to apt not too...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xK0njkATf84
>>16553493
Is it the weather?
I think the weather is my issue at the moment.
>>16553611
I don't think so, winter and rain/snow are my favorite of the year.
>>16553665
I'd have said the same but there is a dramatic difference in my mood change over the winter.
>>16553493
dream
>>16553493
you need god
>>16553493
You'll meet a girl soon dude, don't worry. Just focus on your business and invest your profits intelligently.
>>16553493
Join the military anon, then join the peshmerga.
>>16553493
YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE FIGURED OUT AND YOU STILL WHINE FUCKING NORMIE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I have a similar problem, things keep ground right in my life and I just keep feeling worse and worse. I fucking hate everything about myself.
