study in the evenings? find a cheaper room? stop lying? don't worry about bad things in the past too much, look for good positive changes, starting with little things.

>>16541805
>get a roommate
>manipulate/swoon some chick into moving in with you
>fake your death
>get another job

>>16541805
You might give us a little more information. What exactly is your immediate problem?

>>16541809
my rent is literally 3 days overdue and im 400 short im fucked anon

>>16541805
Violate the contract and get kicked out. Nothing big though, just like bring big dogs in or something. I don't know the ramifications that were agreed on so this may not be your best option.

>>16541813
my problem is that im a fucking moron and need to die

>>16541818
Tell the landlord you're struggling, make definite plans for when you think you can pay it.

Find ways you could pay it quickly, could you sell some things? Do your parents have lots of money you could borrow?

then think of moving, I assume you have a job?

What would you study if you were a student?

>>16541832
my dads probably my only bailout option but i'd rather die than admit im a huge failure and that i need the help, what do

>>16541834
buy a cup cake and have a think

>>16541834
>Compulsive liar
tell him about your secret lover and how you plan on marrying her and need some dough for a wedding.

>>16541851
i called him and told him the truth, he's driving to mine in an hour to help me sort this situation out

for anyone that cares

>>16541834
I know what you mean.

I don't look after myself or live very well either, I struggle with the rent, get triggered so much I act violently towards myself, spend so much time listening to voices and watching meme's I enter a fabricated reality and make un-wise choices

we do die, then it ends, so that's a good thing

:O)

you know how you want things to be better but at the same time you want to die so it's over, that's it's too much pain to keep going through or too sad

>>16541805
Same situation here bro, just drink more alcohol. Trust me, its fucking great, like all day.

>>16541925
I'm blowing myself to pieces with alcohol , really hurts