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2015-11-18 17:35:13 Post No. 16475482
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2015-11-18 17:35:13
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I slept with my best friend in August.
I didn't plan it, I met her one night and we drank and smoked too much. I made her and the others up beds in my home afterwards.
She crawls into bed with me though. I'm pretty sure I ended up saying some cringy shit. Its all very blurry except that
We fuck.
She falls asleep. I probably say some more cringy shit.
We wake up and fuck again.
I decide to go to work because I didn't want to get fired.
I should've called out.
Haven't spoken since. Had as mini nervous breakdown as I had never imagined us never even speaking.
Until last week. Starts snapchatting me pictures of her and some dude with hearts and OMG's and shit. I get viscerally upset and angry, ever thinking about it. And her.
I loved her, I really did I guess and maybe I went about things the wrong way. I didn't know any better and would take it all back if I had known.
Last two years been working on an involved project, calligraphy of her name in oak inlaid with mother-of-pearl and silver leaf surrounded by turquoise detailing.
Burned it this morning.
Honestly don't know why this is affecting me so much. Want it to stop. I just know that before we fucked we had the most wonderful night any two people could ask for.
I'm fucking sure of it. I'm afraid it will take so long though.
And she couldn't even fucking talk to me about it.