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2016-06-30 05:43:01 Post No. 17308685
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2016-06-30 05:43:01
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I'm so tired of this, I don't see myself getting any better. These are days or moments where I feel okay and I think that things will turn out fine and there are days like today where I'm fucking afraid of my future , I have this huge anxiety who makes me want to off myself.
I don't know what to do, I was told here to focus on my main hobby (art) and that Exercising is a good idea too.
I started lifting at home for à month and I try to draw more often, but I think that drawing is the only salvageable thing in me.
I don't have anything to do since no one gets in touch with me, if I don't call no one will see me and fuck this. It's summer break, no job and no car yet.
I don't see myself getting any better, I 'm 19, never had a date or anything, only person I loved it out of my league and already has someone since years, I can't get her out of my head and I even fucking dreamed about her before waking up with 5hours of sleep and unable to sleep anymore.