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2016-06-23 03:19:22 Post No. 17283622
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2016-06-23 03:19:22
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How do i stop these fucking thoughts without killing myself?
I'm constantly overthinking and stuff and look at myself from a real, cynical point of view in my thoughts.
I can't sleep bc of them.
I make about 130 euros a day, i have a gf but i dont see her enough anymore. Need more love.
I have a few friends, but can't seem to make new ones.
I just need more company i feel very lonely. I have my own apartment i rent.
I'm 21, About 7,7/10 looks.
Should i risk my gf who i only see 2 nights a week because she doesn't want to spend more time with me for other chicks?
Just want to have more company from women.
My friends are pretty good.
But these thoughts they just wont stop, i can barely sleep bc of them etc. My self esteem is wearing down consistently.
Do i exercise more? Do i get more women?
Should i try and make more money.
Btw spoke about it to my doctor, and she didn't take me serious.
I ran in front of a car at night last saturday. Tried to start fights with a lot of people and drove 20 miles like a maniac running red lights at high speeds like a maniac because of these thoughts.
WTF do i do guys? I feel like if something doesn't change im gonna flip out more and eventually i'm kill myself bc of it and yeah.
All i want is more company from women but I feel like I am doomed for bad luck at that area and that it will eventually run bad and i will suicide bc of it.
I think i was meant to suffer at that area because it's all i ever had, i always run doomed and feel like it will turn me into a raging maniac.
Because every girl i ever met turned out killing me a bit more inside and i feel like if i take on more woman itll break me faster.
PS i definately don't have problems getting women.
