Lately I've begun to hate myself for watching anime and getting off to anime girls but I've been doing it for so long I'm having trouble changing, or even figuring out if I should change to begin with. I can't help but feel a massive amount of guilt knowing many of these characters are not of age and every time I give in I begin to hate myself more. I've also been considering becoming a Christian despite not believing but I figure that belief will come with time. Above all I just want to do something about this guilt. I feel like I'm not right. Like I'm a bad person when I get off to anime girls. A feminist online told me that I'm a pedophile for it and I couldn't really deny it knowing some of the anime girls I've looked at. I just want to not feel like I'm fucked up. What should I do?
>>17234888
Try weaning yourself by fapping to some 3D Japanese schoolgirls and then gradually go more normie mode from there. Eventually you should get off porn altogether and just get a gf to bang. Focus on getting a good job and getting fit first though if you haven't done that stuff already.
>>17234914
I'll have to stick with porn. I don't want a girlfriend neither do I want to get married. I'm fairly fit and have an okay job but I suppose I could do better. I've been letting up on my jogging recently. What about the Christian thing? I think it would really be really beneficial if I were to become a Christian as it would give me the driving force necessary to become more normal than I am now.
Regarding those Asian girls I think I should just skip over to white girls. Asian girls tend to have similar body types to anime girls and the whole weening process won't work if I start comparing them.
Murder yourself with a hatchet.
>>17234949
The fuck is your problem?
Anyway I wouldn't mind more ideas from people who used to be like me. If I don't change the shame will never disappear so anyone angry needs to understand that it's the only thing I can do.
Literally stop caring
When I was 18 I was scared that I might be gay and considered suicide
Now I'm 21 and I don't care about shit that I'm fapping to. I get laid with girls and jerk off to traps at home, people don't need to know about this.
I like hentai, r34, bestiality and shit like that. No one should know about your fetishes. Stop caring.
>>17235039
The truth always comes out eventually. Not caring just sounds like giving up.
>>17235071
I gave up at pretending that I'm a pure heterosexual guy.
So I started jerking off to everything.
>The truth always comes out eventually.
If OP likes animu girls he won't stop liking them by fapping to normal porn.
>>17235078
Can't you eventually forget about them? One of these days many of them will be illegal anyway.
>>17235088
If he gets hard for them and that's his fetish he won't forget about it. And if he just stopped fapping to anime girls they would be on his mind for years, making him more horny with every single day.
Like you've said, the truth always comes out eventually. Also why would you care if you're jerking off to anime, real women or dragons fucking cars? It doesn't matter.
>>17235096
Because it feels morally wrong. I can't help but feel ashamed after. Like I'm willingly choosing to be evil.
>>17234888
Maybe you just like petite girls, OP, there's nothing wrong with that. Unless, this is something that's actively influencing you're decisions in real life, I wouldn't beat myself up over it.
In regards to becoming a Christian: don't. If you're only considering becoming a Christian to "repent" for liking anime girls, you won't have the conviction to stay at actually becoming one.
But, if this is something that you really can't come to terms with it, find something that you do enjoy; whether that's playing video games, jogging, whatever, just distance yourself from it.
>>17235113
Well I never meet girls I'm attracted to but I hardly ever meet petite girls. I just want the shame to go away. I'm sick of thinking that I'm a fuckup. I just want to be normal.
>>17235103
>Like I'm willingly choosing to be evil.
What's evil in jerking off? Especially to cartoons?
>>17234888
>> The christian solution meme
I don't see where the problem is, you like that stuff I don't whatever, take responsability and give yourself some love.
Grow up, learn to not give a shit
>>17234888
You've probably been indoctrinated with American puritan bullshit (I'm assuming you're American).
You should realize this fact and reframe your view. Realizing some other facts should help too.
It's completely normal to be attracted to underage girls. That's how we evolved - to want to fuck girls who can bear children. The law is an arbitrary limit.
I don't know what you fap to, but many of the girls are indistinguishable from legal age girls anyways, though there are more clearly young girls and lolis. I fap to lolis but I have zero attraction to actual young girls. Hopefully, you are the same.
There's no point in being ashamed, but hopefully you aren't a legit pedo, in which case you can land yourself in trouble.
>>17234949
it wouldn't be murder then
>>17234888
>I can't help but feel a massive amount of guilt knowing many of these characters are not of age
They're drawings you barmy bastard. They don't have an age, nor are they people.
>>17235071
>The truth always comes out eventually.
And when it does I won't care. I'm a furfag, I don't advertise that fact but if someone were to find out and try to blackmail me with it I just would not give a fuck. Giving a fuck is overrated.
Op here. I spoke with a friend and he told me that the problem wasn't my interests but the shame itself. We related on a few things and I suppose I'll just have to get over it. Perhaps I don't have anything to be ashamed of. Like you guys have said, I need to grow up and they're just drawings anyway.
>>17235327
This guy is right in regards to Christian indoctrination and likely everything else. I'll just deal and keep watching anime and jerking it to anime girls.My idea that it's evil is manufactured.
>>17235408
Right on
