X
I DIDN'T SEE ENOUGH OF YOU THIS WEEK
BUT
I SAW YOU ENOUGH TO MAKE MY WEEK
X

Dear mom,

I still have a hard time dealing with the fact that you ditched me and dad to start a family of your own.

I do however keep tabs as I have found my siblings Facebooks, watching how oldest two of the five are making stop motion videos with castles made from cardboard and teddybears breaks my heart. They will manage in life, and for that I am happy.

Maybe one day we can get back in touch, I miss you and the rest of my siblings.

R, I hope you don't hate me for clinging to you everyday. I can't stand anyone else around me. I only like to be around you. Everyone else around me acts exetremely immature. It's boring. You're interesting, so I like to hang around you the most.
Whenever we hang out though, it feels like you're trying to push me away sometimes. Like, some days you'll be super happy and giddy to be around me. Other days you'll act cold and push me away. Hell, you do complete 180s in minutes.
I just want you to like me, R. Or love. Whatever.
Also when are we gonna fuck and get married?

>>17164778
Dear J
You're cool.
Signed, J.

PS, tell J I also said hi!

I feel guilty when I masturbate and think about you. But I still do it anyway.
One day it will all be ok.

You are so beautiful.

>>17164778
Dear anon reading this letter:

Hahaha, fuck you, you read it.

Sincerely,

fuck you again, you read this too.

You looked like a princess the night we met
With your hair piled up high
I will never forget
I'm drunk right now baby
But I've got to be
Or I never could tell you
What you meant to me

I loved you the first time I saw you
And I always will love you --
JESUS CHRIST MARIE THEY'RE MINERALS

>>17165131
Noooooooooo

Id hate if you found out I still think about you two fucking years later. Obviously you can't have me in your life, but I just want you to know you were right it was a learning experience for us both. We don't share the same idea of what a relationship is, maybe I'm too conservative, or you're just some potential polyamourous free spirit as I'd hope for your safetys sake. Either way we both know in the end it was your concern for me, and thats not how a balanced pair works.

Ellie,
I can understand why you wouldn't want a relationship right now, and you're right about how you can't do it while you hate yourself. Maybe it was dumb of me to think that I could at least help you, but I couldn't not try. Anyway, I'm sorry that we couldn't be just friends, but to be honest I don't think that we actually are, we wouldn't keep coming back to eachother after saying that it was over every time. Where you are mentally is what makes things not work. hopefully the waiting list for the doctor will shorten soon and you can become at peace with your demons, the person that you would be at that point is someone that I could see spending a great deal of time with. Because of how much we care about each other, this doesn't quite feel like the end for me. We said we would delete info but I can see that you haven't deleting anything either. It certainly sucks and hurts like all fucking hell but it doesn't feel like a real end. I know I could just send all this to you, but idk. I really hope you read this even though you most likely won't.

Wy

>>17165195

Does she really visit 4chan to see this? It seems like it's over bro. You can't save someone from themselves.

While we're throwing names around:

Austin, the short end of the story is that your face would look lovely when smashed upon the pavement. I fucking hate you and your whiny ass voice.

>>17165240
Why not use names? Everyone will ask anyway

>>17164778
You disgust me in more than one way. I find you intellectually inferior, morally inferior, you seem to not care about anything I care about and you don't appreciate that I have goals and desires for life.

Yet I'm having a hard time breaking up with you because I am oddly still attracted to you.

I've been loving you less and less, I hope we manage to break up soon enough or that you somehow come around and stop acting so disgusting.

A,

I don't think I love you, but I truly care about you. Sorry if I keep making you sad over the way I act. Sorry that everything ended this way, that every chance that we could have is not a chance anymore. I wish you happiness, and someone that will respect the way you love, and love you back.

I'll miss you,
P.

>>17165309
It's better than 'Initials?" at least. Now they'll only ask for an initial. Even then, it's only at one targeted name.

Anonymity is welcome to writing letters, too, but hey...this thread says that no one will read them, right? Hence, you can write whatever you want here!

V,

I'm sorry about today, I should have been brave enough to message you and I wasn't. I'm worried that I put too much emphasis on things because I have a huge crush on you and so everything feels like a huge deal. I've felt like that since I started talking to you. I know you have some kind of feelings for me, it's not like you hide it. Holding your hand and watching your face is like the highlight of my week.
At the same time you know that whatever there is between us can't happen. Both because it compromises us working together and that I'm already seeing someone else. Yes, a large portion of the time I wish I was with you/fantasise about you but I'm already in a relationship with H. I owe that person more than I can ever repay (despite our problems) and I won't humiliate them by cheating/dumping them for someone else.
Perhaps it's the drink talking but I'm feeling like laying out how I feel. Who knows you might even stumble upon this somehow. I almost hope you do just so you know how I feel about you.

Love

C.

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To the guy I met on the internet, in summer, two years ago
The one free to be themself in absence of the other is me, not you. "A fate worse than death", jesus christ you are a pathetic dramatic fucking bratty edgy 14-year-old trapped in a gross grown man's body. I hope you choke on your own limp member while trying to perform auto-fellatio because no human being wants to touch you. Fat, seflish losers (i.e. you) can say no ugly/fat chicks all they want to anyone who isn't a fucking anime character in terms of appearance but they will be alone and they will deserve it. They don't even deserve their delusional fantasies.

I hope everything you gained by trying your best to damage my feelings and ruin my life was worth it - wait, wait though. That's right. You don't have anything. Your friends and family don't give a shit about you and only stick around you always because they are terrible people just like you and don't have anyone else or anything better to do. You have a piece of shit job and no chance to improve your living or financial situation. With those looks someone might have given you a chance, but with that unironic fedora personality no one is going to fucking go near you. You are so quick to try and single out "that guy". You dumb faggot, you are "that guy".

You're right, maybe I am evil. But after what you did, the thought of you desperately trying to fill the gaping hole inside you with porn, video games, RPing with equally gross guys pretending to be girls and mindless internet browsing for the next fifty years (if you don't die of cardiac arrest from your shit diet before then) is enough to leave me feeling that resentment is unnecessary. You fucked yourself.

J,
Everything feels different between us. But I no longer feel sad about it. I hope we both end up happy, whether it's with each other in a few years or with other people.
M.

>>17165336
>tfw over 90% sure this is referring to me

stop being sad idiot, I'm going to love you anyway

Come talk to me I need to hear your voice again

GH,
I feel like there's not much keeping our friendship together anymore. You seem happy around other friends, but you always seemed depressed when we hang out. I don't know if you're just bored of me or if I've been doing something to make you mad. I know some of your super long term friends like JH don't like me and one of them even told me you always tell them I'm busy when they ask if I can hang. I don't even know how to relate to you anymore. You barely listen to music anymore, you live at your parents still and smoke pot all the time, which is cool with me, but it seems like you don't even like anything anymore. Maybe it was bikes last summer or movies the one before that, but now its just nothing and I guess we just can't relate anymore. If you don't like me anymore than just let me know and stop leading me on.

J

I was lost with you and I'm even more lost without you. I do feel more consistently one way or the other now than I did with you, though. It was like a roller coaster with you, but I know sometimes I was in control of it or the cause of it. I won't forget you, even though I sometimes wish I could. I said I loved you without even feeling it, though I did try to. I knew you were worth it. I just wish you had gotten out before it was too late.

I'm truly sorry for it all. Maybe it was because you were my first that I feel so strongly about it. I don't know. I wish I did.

I wish you met me at a better time in my life.

>>17165128
Your initial?

>>17165703
This could literally be ANYONE on the planet lol. God knows we've all guiltwanked or crywanked.

>>17165717
You're right.
Just want my crush to think about me.
What am I doing.

L,
Despite never saying that I loved you, I tried my best to show you with deeds. I don't know why I could never say it, but I truly felt it, and in some way still do, and it's why I'm both sad and glad we are no longer together. I hope you stay true to yourself, and that you never read these words.
D

>>17165725
D'awwww well I think we've all been there too. I wish you luck!

>>17165730
P.S. I really wish you hadn't put the idea of you fucking me in the ass in my head because it turns me so fucking on.

>>17164778
To J from M:

You're married, I'm engaged, we both have kids and people we love and you're much older than me..

But life is short and we only have one. We only have here and now, so.. I really want to learn just how many different ways I could make your face contort in ecstacy over an entire weekend of love-making. It would be the ultimate disappointment if we didn't get together at least once. It would be the greatest thing that never happened. I don't want to die without knowing the taste of your kiss.

I want to take the sadness out of your smile, and watch you light up when you talk about the things that you find interesting.

I could go on, but there's no need to. You are a man of ethics, after all. It isn't my place to do those things, and it never will be. I really wish you felt the same

>>17165695
Me too.

I'm sorry I'm not doing any better without you.
I really loved you and sometimes it hurts me to realize that I still do.

Please come back. I'm drowning.

>>17165815
Here anon, have an internet hug.
Good luck.

to the guy suffering, just no that you are not alone. i know you feel lonely right now, but you can always come talk to me about anything. and i hope you realize that this isnt the end its just the beginning, you see there are a lot of options avalible to you. you could go to college and get a degree you could move out of state and start over if you wanted. you are not stuck in any way. use the extra time your gaining to better yourself. your going to be fine when its all said and done. -R

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>>17165633
YOU'RE NOT HER!

I miss you and I know I shouldn't. It's been several months since we last talked. I'm sure you haven't thought of me at all seeing as I never heard back from you. I assumed that you would eventually be back around when things weren't so hectic. My naivety always gets the best of me. So long, I hope everything is going your way. Fuck, I'm so stupid to ever think we could work out in any sense.

>>17165952
People tell me this shit all the time.

Dear crazy ass,
I kept thinking about you today.
I don't know what exactly I'm getting out of our little interactions, but I hope they continue.
-that one guy from skype

>>17165989
Meet me for tea, you know you like tea.

I dont know whats going on with us. I cant shake this feeling your not being faithful. But the few times ive brought it up youve managed to make me feel like a complete asshole. I really do love you. More than anyone I've ever known. But at times i feel like thats not going to be enough. I promised myself when i took you back that I'd never let that happen to me again. You know how bad I got. But the thought of not being with you just makes me so fucking sad. You are the best thing in my life. And it makes me more sad that it's seeming like im not good enough. I hate that we don't talk like we used to. When we're apart it practically feels like we're not a couple anymore. Like seriously, not one text all day? Fuck. I don't want to be with anyone but you. I really hope i'm just being paranoid. But I'm usually right about shit like this. I wanna think that you wouldn't do this to me. That you couldn't be that cruel. Fuck. I dont want to feel like this anymore.

J,

I completely got over you and your bullshit last year. Between having "dissociative identity disorder" and throwing a hissy fit like a two-year-old every time I didn't talk to you for one whole day because I worked overtime so that I could buy myself something nice, you drove me completely insane. What did you expect? For me to live off of your paycheck my entire life so that you could own me and dictate what I could do? You were jealous of literally anyone who I hung out with. I didn't have time to do anything I wanted to do and you were never supporting anything I wanted to do. All of the hobbies we shared turned into "I hate ___." You turned mentally abusive towards me when all I was trying to do was to help you. I almost committed, but stopped myself.

But the story doesn't end there. You assured me that there was no other girl and that you never lied except "this one time" that you never fully explained. I knew that you were just using me for my body and emotional support the entire time while checking out some other girl instead for a good portion of the last year we were together. Who else would want a physically disabled girl? I didn't want to come to terms with it. I just wanted to live in ignorance. I still have you on various social medias, but I don't think I have the heart to speak to you ever again even though you check up on me from time to time. Why do you still care about me after what you did? Are you guilty over all of this? Are you hoping that I breakdown and crawl back to you?

I spent 3 years with you and your friends. 3 years that I regret immensely now. Why did I have to find that you were cheating on me months after I ended it? Why does it still hurt? I feel like I have 0 self-worth all over again. I hope "Vivi" was worth it and she'll see you for who you really are.

Please stay out of my life,
M

T

Forcing myself to hate you and avoid you is the only thing stopping me from caring about you and thinking about you all the time hahah kill me please

A

Dear Kit,

I know that I broke promise after promise. I know I don't deserve to look in your direction, much less get to speak to you. However, my mistakes never implied I don't love our children. I know I can't see them as much as I want because of work, and that I didn't show up for almost a year. It was because that year was the same one where you walked away. To look at our kids, and see the face of you, my once upon a time fiance, broke me more than any fall ever could. When the warmth of you faded, I turned to alcohol and eventually a needle. I regret that choice second only to hurting you and our boys. I have never stopped thinking about you, and that is a slow death I can't seem to escape. I love you.

Rabbit

L
You were right. You were always right. I might've gotten upset when you told me that you didn't want to be my friend anymore, but that's only because my love for you became a smothering obsession that was poisoning not only you, but me as well.

I've moved on. I rent a 1 bedroom house now. I don't touch booze anymore. I don't even smoke cigarettes anymore. Not a single drug touches my body. Tell D and J that I apologize for the shit I put them through. I hope you and they live long and happy lives.

Please take care, there's some days that I still think about you and wonder how you're going. Even if it was 2 years ago.
D

>>17166025
Fuck, right in the feels. I don't know why this made me tear up.

I pray you don't actually blame or dislike me because I feel like you do. If you're willing to try, as I am, we'll get through this. I want to be part of your life, and I think you want to be part of mine. Your friendship meant the world to me.

>>17165025
I could have written this exact thing for my D....

>>17166096
:(....Text me right now.

>>17166091
Because you wish it was me, and maybe it is, and maybe it isn't.

You held it up, and the choice has always been yours.

You hate me...
I can feel it...

>>17166134
It's sad that I remember small conversations that we had. I guess the mentioning of tea just brought some of that back. I've had enough of the internet for the night. Back to repressing this, and moving on. Take care, anon.

>>17166143
Good luck with work.

>>17166159
Text me.

>>17166112
You text me. Or message me online. I promise I'll respond immediately. But I can't send the first text.

>>17166165

Tread carefully here anon. I'm not the person you're replying to but you really should get some confirmation of who this person is before you possibly humiliate yourself.

>>17166194
Why are people afraid to communicate with those they care about?

Take the risk.

>>17166198
Cause we hate ourselves and think rejection is scary

Dear everyone;

I hate you. I fucking hate all of you. The only thing I love about you is I'd love to set you on fire. Every time any of you filthy scumbags walk past me down the street I'm controlling the urge to strangle the life out of you.

Unfortunately, you're all necessary for survival.

My goal in this world is to be 100% independent. No longer relying on other people to survive. Because there will be none by the time I'm finished. Only me.

20 years. It's the maximum I need. The work's already beginning.

See you all in hell.

>>17166198

You're assuming the two people who are no longer speaking left on amiable terms. This is most likely not the case.

>>17166211
Doesn't matter, you're still afraid, it doesn't matter what the situation is.

Communication shouldn't have boundaries.

>>17166215

It's possible the person posting in this thread is the one who has communicated already and has been met with silence or rejection. Trying to entice people to throw themselves on the sword again could reopen wounds that are in the process of healing. I know you mean well but the world doesn't quite work the way you think it does.

>>17166215
Yet it does. Always has and always will. Such is the plight of being a human. We're afraid of things we shouldn't be afraid of, we over think everything.

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>>17166222
Perhaps they were met with rejection because the person who rejected them knew they were going to be dropped like a rock again, and again.

>projecting, sorry

>>17166232

Either way, it's not a good idea to try to persuade people to make contact when you don't know the whole story.

I know there are a few people who post here because they know someone who visits this board and they cling to some kind of hope that they'll read their emotional plea and then somehow come to their senses. By pretending to be that person by guessing what an appropriate response is you start bringing up someone's hopes only to crash them back down when they realize you're just an intuitive person with too much time on their hands who thinks they're "doing good".

Kyla,

I wish I didn't have back surgery. Being away from you so long sucks and I miss you so much. I wish I told you how I felt before I went ahead with the surgery. All I want is to talk to you again and ask you out. I hope I'm able to come back soon...

John.

>>17166241
I'm sorry.

>>17166251
>>17166241
>>17166225
>>17166222

Boo-hoo, butt hurt feelings. It's an advice thread, their choice to TAKE it or LEAVE it.

L,
Sorry for being a fucking beta faggot. My social anxiety, insecurity and my fear of rejection won't let me talk to you and ask you out, even if i know you feel something for me.
M

>>17166257

Giving advice is one thing, pretending to be someone you're not to try to influence someone you know nothing about is another.

This is 4chan, suck it up already.

>>17166257
...In truth...this is a "write a letter to someone who will never read it" thread...that's on the advice board.
>ITT means "in this thread" by the way.

Devyn,

I'm going to rip your teeth out with pliers, Carve your skin so everyone sees who you are, and gouge out on of your eyes.

>>17166279
>>>/b/

Did I run into you earlier?

If so, you still have such beautiful feet and your forehead is just as nice as I remembered.

>>17166257
This is a letter thread. Not here to be told what to do by people who think that all issues can be resolved by talking to people, like some Dr. Phil x Disney Princess crossover

I don't know why the fuck I acted like I was still your friend when I saw you last week because I never wanna see you again. You stole my drugs and liquor, called the police on me, and had me fucking institutionalized. I really don't give a shit if you thought you were helping me or saving me from myself. You're a thief and a rat, and I will not stay sober. Life is shit wall to wall and not using just makes it twice as long and twice as painful. So fuck you and your newfound healthy vegan lifestyle. You cunt, always finding a way to make yourself feel superior to others. You and your fucking god complex. I don't understand how you could just fuck up someone's life as much as you did and still sleep at night. I guess you just felt like you did a good fucking job, making another one of you, who deprives themselves of earthy pleasure in exchange for a longer and marginally shittier life. God I hope you get hit by a car on that stupid fucking bike you ride to work to show everyone how much you care about the environment, you fucking dick, YOU DICK!

I wish I could just tell you now.

No matter, I'll tell you when you're able to handle it, when you can breathe on your own and stand up. I'll look into your eyes and tell you I love you still and ask you to stay with me.

I've wanted to countless times before and wish I could every day.

I hope you'll say yes, for nothing else would make me happier than to have you in my arms until the day you pass.

Let your last days be with me, please.

>>17166326
:(

I am happy for you. I really truly am. I know how badly you wanted this, and I'm happy that you're getting everything you wanted. Your career is popping off greatly, your relationship is going miles, and you finally got pregnant.
Everything is going great for you, and I am so happy that you're getting everything you want and are happy.

I am so happy for you, at the same time... I am so sad for myself.
The last words I ever tell you will be "I'm sorry."

Have a nice trip.

I'll stay with you until my birthday after the birth of your child.
I'm sorry.

I wish I could say I'll find someone else, but I just wanna look at the stars with you tonight. Only you.

dear too many people,
sorry i acted like an idiot and fell for you cause you gave me affection when i was drunk. it happends a bunch and i feel like ive been single forever. im glad we sorted it out well. i hope its not akward after. i guess ill just keep getting drunk and doing it again.
-S

>>17166143
I haven't even finished the gen maicha

Oh well

C

A wants to know what you're playing at, since he's the best

By the way, my boyfriend is not interested in you, he says you're a duck-faced, vapid, self important bitch

>>17166641
Initials?

"Love", we have used this for long that it's somewhat losing what it means to me.

I get that our schedules aren't the best, but I don't see why I have to always put off my rest to spend time together. We both used to work overnight, and I would have been happy with just chatting with you on the way home after picking you up.

Yet, for some reason you would always deny me that. "Too tired" to meet up, you would always take work over us meeting. I just took it because you need the money. So I just sat there like an idiot. You simply promising that you would make it up to me, it's been almost 2 years and still there's little to see there. Your words are always sweet, and caring, but your behind them? Non-existent.

Whenever sometimes important would rise, where I needed to speak with you in person, you would always say you couldn't. Not even giving me a reason, then only to day because you hadn't showered or maintained yourself. Really, thats the reason for denying me at least 10 minutes of your time? Patience.

For while, you had time, being that it opened up after you childishly quit you job after theyou held back your transfer. I was still supportive and listened to you complain that you couldn't handle it anymore. That you hate being late for things, and yet the reason why your request was denied was due to your poor attendance. "Some nights, I didn't feel like going to work". I don't know, but seems childish to me. Am I wrong?

I don't feel like your boyfriend, I feel more like replacement for your terrible parents. We are both almost 30, and I still have to help you deal with social cues, and just the ways adult life will wear you out.

Maybe we both have changed and want different things in life. It's been almost 10 years that we have known each other. Maybe that I why I can't leave. You are dependent on me for support, and for a connection to the outside world. I see it and feel it. But, dear, it gets exhausting waiting for someone else to grow up. 1/2

>>17166690
2/2

Maybe I'm the immature one. Maybe I'm wrong for wanting you to change, to understand that things aren't the same as they were when we were both 17 and protected by the walls of high school.

This relationship can't be healthy for either of us. You love me, to a degree that really seems unconditional. I should be happy, right? Then why am I not the majority of the time? You ask for trust, yet you are one of the unreliable people I know. It wasn't always this way. You used to be strong, studious, and motivated. I fed on that. It inspired me to want to better myself, now I have no idea what either one of us want.

Why can't I leave? I'm not happy, yet I stay here alone. I'm in a non-relationship with you. We meet up maybe once a week, if lucky. And then we talk, which I love. Out conversations are always great, and feel natural. Afterwards there's always sex, we usually fall into lust and just do at it. After that, I drop you off and hope to see you the next week. Somehow, this doesn't feel right to me. I don't want just this. How is different from when I dealing with my self-destructive depression and we were just "friends with benefits"? May just the flowery words. You had what you wanted, me. And I had sex. Nothing much has changed, has it? Well, at least our talks aren't as one-sided as they were then.

You have tried to work at things. Or say you have been, but maybe it's becoming too late? Maybe I stay with a small hope that when I find work in the daytime that we can actually be a couple. Or, maybe I'm just trying to help you grow by being supportive? Sometimes I wonder this, and a part of me knows that when this is over, when you learn room be strong again, maybe I will be able to just leave.
Who knows, maybe the person you become is one I cannot love.

I don't know and I wish I did.

>>17166683
No.

>>17166721
Plz or C or A ' s initial if you won't give your own?

>>17166731
Fuck off thirsty faggot

>>17164778
Dear parents
You might think you've done a "good job" or whatever, but you really haven't. You prevent me from getting a job during highschool, and now it's MY fault that noone will hire a 19y/o with no experience? Im just not trying hard enough, ive applied for 50 DIFFERENT JOBS so far. You think you're good drivers, but mum literally rolled into the back of someone the other day? How is she so retarded? It makes me sick to be related to you, my uncle and aunt are more like family than you lot! Dads side of the family won't even fucking call us! I have closer bonds with new friends than I do with you! When they ask if they can meet you, I don't even feel bad telling them just how shitful you are. You dont have my fucking back, its always "you cant" this "you wont" that.

Piss off, if I ever have kids, I'll tell them youre both dead, I don't need my offspring to be tainted by a couple of underachieving slobs.

>>17167206
Teenage angst at its finest.

R,

Every time I think about how you have to deal with chrons disease, It breaks me. How can someone find time to be happy with monthly hospital visits? I don't know if you're constantly in pain, or if its just mild, but when I came to visit you with your friend, I think I mightve fallen in love with you.

I was so glad I could make you smile, in such a dull and boring place. and it felt great when you sat with me in the cafeteria, trying to peel off the bandaid I had on my neck, as childish as that seems. The human body desires anothers touch over all else.

I know that you've had a crush on me for a while, but Ive never felt the same way until now. I feel obligated to bring you happiness. Were just teenagers and yet we have such delicate issues to face. I do hope we can take off with eachother soon, because I don't care about your flaws, your frustrations, your friends, family, or anything else, I just care about you.

-N.

>>17167219
Bro feels the same way, they're shit.

Dear 14-17 year old self,
Dude, step away from the boys and stop trying to be grown. You have so many years to be old and in a serious relationship and you're about to waste the best years of your life sitting in a room with him but alone and you're going to wish you just studied and focused on your own future. Enjoy working in a shitty cafe and struggling to get your life together like a normal person you fucking airhead.

>>17167219
hey at least it isn't about whether or not he can stick his dick in a girl

i knew you liked me, i didn't make a move because i was too shy. i didn't realize my inaction was hurting you. also, it was BECAUSE you started losing interest in me that i finally did. i got desperate. i don't regret our friendship one bit though and i'm glad that you thought highly of me, it makes me happy that my advice has helped you.

for the record though, i was never cool/smart/nice etc... i was always just a narcissistic loser. it's sad but true.

we don't have anything in common, not even the traits that drew us to each other, so i hate that there is still tension between us. i've been avoiding you because of it. i still want you to be happy though so when i meet somebody who is worthy of you i'll introduce them to you.

I know it'll never be, in fact is not even allowed but i like you a lot.

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>>17166641
Considering he wanted me back a week ago? Sucks for you

>>17167729
That's why I love you. You are perfect and imperfect at the same time. I accepted you a long time ago. I'm a loser, I wish I hadn't expected too much too soon. I'm sorry.

I'm just lying here on this cold floor and hoping that I could let you be mine. I want to hold you, wrap myself around you, and feel your warmth on my skin. I know it's never going to happen, but I'm going to daydream about it for a while. Thank you for everything.

R, you're a beautiful person, and I want to show it to you. You think too lowly of yourself. The support you've given me has been amazing, and I want you to know that I'm here for you. I want to see you be happy, and I'm going to try my best to help you get there. You're a great friend. Please don't drink too much tonight.

E, I'm sorry I couldn't make it there. I shouldn't take my burden out on you. Let's go to that park soon and just laugh for hours. I'll feel better soon, I promise. You don't have to suffer just because I do.

>>17167828
Haha, is that you? Lol

C won't get my boyfriend
Stupid

Still thinking about you, when she's holding me in the night. I'll only ever be unfaithful in my thoughts - but damn, I ain't pulling any punches there. You're my favourite. My weakness. My downfall.
Know that you hooked me real good. Know that I wanted you to.
Bite me hard as you eat my heart.

You're the fucking best

>>17166159
>>17166165
Just a heads up, I wasn't the "Text me" moron, nor any of the replies from the following idiocy about communication. I could easily talk to who I was referring to, but I honestly have no desire to reopen old wounds. I just have a need to quietly say things on my mind without bothering anyone in particular.

To the idiot that jumped in >>17166165

Please go fuck yourself.

To the tea person:
>>17166025
Thanks for the refresher on some good memories, but I'm better off to just move on and learn from my mistakes. I hope the genmaicha was great. Later.

D, thanks for being you. I love your company so much, and I want to do it more often, hell I would be happy with you around every day to brighten the room, you're fucking awesome. You make me feel alive and buzzing with deep emotions. I'm so excited to see you! You make my day and eyes light up every time, more than anyone else in the world. I'll never bore of you, we're so compatible. I appreciate your time, your sweet love, and how you understand me so instantly. I know sometimes we both need space, yet can't stand to be away long, it's truly magic, when being around others leaves me flat. Even when we're not picturing ourselves on that south coast Island, my real life is easy, living it with you. I can't wait to get it on and live forever together, truly yours

>>17167729
I miss you. Even though you say we have nothing in common, I always felt different. That's why I took your advice, almost always. Because I trust you, even now. Even though the tension exist, I would give anything for it to go back to how it was before.
It was stupid, from both sides.

Funny, that you still want me to be happy. Because that's what I want for you. For you to be happy. As for me, what would make me smile most now is you.

Take it easy, you.

>>17167238
Initial?

>>17168158
howe a match made in heaven, from a first eager glance, to fighting foes, made drunken spilled feelings find balance inside a blossoming, beautiful relationship

>>17168125
To a T?

>>17165240

Is Austin from Kentucky? I feel the same way about him.

Dear Santa Claus,
You still owe me my presents

To all the posters
IT WAS ME ALL THE TIME, DIO
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Why were you on the roof of your old work, wandering drunk like you were going to fall off, what happened? I know those others were married, what were you up to??

Wake up

>>17168394
Grab a brush and put a little make-up
Hide the scars to fade away the shake-up (hide the scars to fade away the...)
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

Inscriptions of love on the wall
In truth and time, to see for all
Silvers and golds, braids of old
Ending in a marriage of souls

>>17168414
There's make believe, and the real world
Let's make a book

M,
I've put myself in the position that allowed me to get hurt. You are a nice guy and I wish you would like me too, but I guess it won't happen.

F,
Fuck you for messed with my heart and head in a way that now I am broken and can't get over the feeling that I won't EVER be loved again and that I am a peace of shit.

L.

>>17168092
I have my own boyfriend now thanks, if your A is my old A, he's a stoner, jobless, and a complete loser who leeches off other people. He's currently causing a problem in my life which is why your letter hit home for me.

I like ya boy, but I don't love ya. I want to have a friendship with you and still fool around from time to time if that's possible, but the vibes you're giving me are saying it isn't. You're acting like you want to date and want me to tell you I like you more than this.

I didn't lie at the beginning and you knew exactly what you were getting into. If you can't keep your feelings out of it, then just stop. Stop playing this game of friendly one day, then ignoring me the next. Don't play the pity card one me either, I told you I was only going out for a couple drinks and then heading home, that I wasn't up for fooling around. I'm glad you apologized, but it still hurt a little when you said I had a way with leading guys on.

I haven't lead you on, you've been doing that to yourself and ignoring my end of this. I've been clear and concise and asked you to warn me if I was doing something that might hurt you.

Maybe we'll have this conversation, maybe not, but I hope after the last time I saw you, you start to realize what I've been warning you about.

>>17166357
we're all stardust anon.

>>17168495
My A? I never mentioned my A

>>17168540
You want to fool around, but you are Warning not to fool around, or else?

See ya' first you fucking moron
Bye

>>17168495
Why did we need to see 'you apparently blowing 'A' ?

Or were you suggesting my boyfriend wanted you last week? Lol

>>17168664
Wow buddy, this is a 'leave a letter to someone who will never read it' thread

Not a 'Let me assume some shit I know nothing about' thread

I'm in an open relationship if you must know, and the guy in question was supposed to be a 'friends with benefits deal'.

Why don't you write your own letter instead of just responding to other peoples stuff? Maybe let off some of that steam that threatening to boil over, hmm?

Bunch of muppets

Hahahahahahaha

>>17168677
He read it, moron

>>17168691
Really doubt it.

C

My boyfriend is not interested in you, even when you post porn on the internet and spammed his mailbox

C

your personality under layers is ugly and lacking depth. Stop copying your peers, and abusing photoshop

A, G, S, D, P and the other C

Hello gorgeous
Life is good

>>17167828
Hey A, nice shave
Ooh varnish too..I know that tat..

S

>>17168664
You're not hot enough anyway

I have a better lover now. I don't need excess

>>17168677
You're not hot enough anyway. And you're a terrible lover. You can keep your herps

My real girlfriend is the best

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>>17168843
>>17168835
What the fuck is this shit?

I was gone for a day, what the heck did I miss?

>>17164778
dear boss--

fuck you for objectifying me because I'm gay.

I love how you think telling me I'm "the gay (insert annoying celebrity here)" is going to make me laugh.

oh... OH... and fuck you for saying that I'm going to get AIDS because I like to dick cock. at least I'm not raising an obese child that looks exactly like you.

you conservative fucking family and your warped values are the trajectory of your fate of business failure.

oh and your back boobs aren't sexy.

by the way, your child told an african american co-worker that she "owned" her.

kill yourself.

love,

angry gay boy

Goodbye.

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>>17167828

Hold me in your arms again
And I'll sing your name forever

dear U.C.,

you used to be like a big brother to me...i would look to you and know which way to go, and if i didn't find it right away you'd always be around the corner. but now it's different, it feels different. i've used up all the paths available to me. i can't find any way to go other than to do things that feel shitty to me. and i think because of that i am going through this unbelievable depression - it literally feels like I'm dying every day. how do i find the happiness that used to be? where are you now?

I'm sorry you had to see me have a nervous/emotional breakdown while i was drugged up. Was totally my fault.

I'm sorry I tried to be something i wasnt.

Dammit Des.

Ever since we started talking and hanging out again, I've become more and more attracted to you. At this point, I don't know if it's just the intimacy you showed me before, or if I actually have feelings for you. Either way, it drives me insane. It's all I've been able to think about half the time over this past month.

It makes me sad that we haven't hung out or talked much recently. Sometimes I question whether you've just been busy with work, been occupied with other things, or if you just got bored of me. I know, I know, I need to stop overthinking things and worrying about what others think of me. I've done a better job with everything else recently, but this is weighing heavily on me and I don't know what to do.

I want to tell you, but I feel like you have no such interest in me at this point. And even if you did, I know you aren't looking for a relationship. I feel like it would take so much weight of my chest either way, but I'm afraid of how you'll react. Would you start avoiding me or keeping your distance even more?

Everything aside, I love hanging out with you and think of you as one of my dearest friends. You're one of the only people I feel like I can be open with and trust. I don't want that to change.

>>17168414
Oh great, now I'll have this stuck in my head all day. Thanks a lot.

Harry,
Stop stalking me. The fake account is creeping me out. If you want to talk, message me yourself. You need help..

Dear C,

All I ever wanted was to grow up and be as great and as beautiful as you were in my eyes as a child.

Yet, looking at you now?

I see everything I never want to become in your empty gaze looking down at me.

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Hey,

If you're out there

Come save me

Thanks

>>17168244
Nah, this one's a Californian. Before you presume...yes, he's even worse.

Hi W
Im no longer moping over you. I still miss you and as shitty as this is I found a filler. He isn't like you and we dont have the connection like you and I did but I am still getting to know him.
I still think of you, how you are, when youre coming back to the Netherlands, if you think of me. I guess Im grateful you and I ended on decent terms.
I hoestly have this gut feeling you and I will cross paths someday, even if it isnt romantic I will still be grateful to temporarily show back up in your life.

Wishing you all the best,

A

Hey senpai,
Sorry for being an awkward obsessive creep.
I really shouldn't have tried to pursue anyway, what with being terrible at reading body language, or actual language for that matter. (Though, I think the cold shoulder treatment last March really helped)

That and the whole "problems with proportionate emotional response" thing might have been another hike in that ship.
Seriously, that time you hugged me at the park? I threw up afterwards. Not because I find you disgusting, (an inconceivable thought) but because I spent the better part of the year convincing myself you think I'm a stalker, and my nerves murdered me... my friends kept calling me Stan afterwards. That was fun.

The minimum wage grocery store job I have must have made me somewhat appealing right? Maybe if I wasn't almost 30. You really dodged a bullet there.

Seriously. As much as it would have been nice, you're just WAAAY outta my league, and the only relationship I was ever in was toxic as hell, so no help there I guess?
TL;dr You are attractive, I'm an idiot, sorry for all that awkies interaction,

Sincerely- this guy.

Hey, guess my initials. It's demonstrably easy!

A,

I hate you. You're one of my best friends, and I hate you. I realize how unreasonable it is, and then I hate myself for hating you. I thought I was a bigger person than this, but I guess I'm not. When we hang out, the poisonous thoughts leave me and I just have shallow fun; but after, they return.

And it's exhausting. It's HARD to hate you. It takes a lot out of me. But I can't help it. The fact is, if you just disappeared, everything would be so much easier. Instead, I have to see you day in and day out. The only reason I continue to interact with you at all is because of her. And my thoughts on your relationship dynamic with her could be another, much longer letter.

And I hate the hugs.

H,
You continue to do horrible things to hurt me and I don't know why? I tried so hard to hold onto our friendship and to be there for you and always be a great friend. i know I hurt you. I did bad things man, and it took me a long time to realise how bad I was in all this, but I fought so hard for so long to make things right and fix it and heal your wounds. And you still don't stop.. Please man.. You gotta stop trying to hurt me.. Vivid is around the corner, I know you're gonna message me any day now to set that up, fuck.. I don't know what I want anymore. I thought it might be an opportunity for a fresh start and to show eachother how much we've grown, but you're scaring me lately man.... Please stop....
I'm not afraid of you. I am more powerful than you. But I wanted to share that power with you, not use it to cause pain...
What do you want to happen at Vivid?
I need you to tell me.

I haven't been that good to you lately, but I feel that you avoid me for other reasons. It's a cliché, but I can feel the difference in your touches and kisses.
Oh well, you can't just drink nectar, gotta have some hemlock thrown in. Bottoms up.

>>17170095
Initials?

>>17168214

To a sT?
Everyone loves toast. Yum yum.

D,
I've never resented anyone like I resent you. You are the worst thing to ever have happened to me, definitely topping the list of horrible things I've had to live through.
I hope it was fucking worth it.

>>17170721
J?

M,

As much as I wish I could do things over, what's done is done. You gave up on me, and it hurt like a bitch. I gave my all to you and you just threw it away. I wanted you back at first, but now I could care less. Good luck finding someone else to put up with your shit.

Sincerely, J

G
You're the biggest most desperate loser I have ever met. That's why I'm still friends with you. You need to find your own life and relationship and stop using me as your diary. I will never have any feelings for you.
D

SG
I wish I could stop thinking about you. You make me feel so weak and helpless. You would have been my queen but you're too stupid to realize how much love I'm capable of giving you, I would willingly get tortured or Imprisoned, work day and night to fulfill all your wishes if that would mean just few minutes with you in return.
When you smile, everything seems good in this world and I'm used to it but it feels like it doesn't just have to be bad. No one in this world is more beautiful than you.
SA

M,

I will miss you a lot.
xoxo

E

Dad/michael:

Grandpa died last month. Now you know what it's like to not have a father.

W

>>17170853
Nope.

my fiancee i love you so very much and i hate that you dont love me back. you asked me to marry you a little over 5 years ago and i realize now that things were so different back then. we were so perfect together then. we didn't fight we were always laughing, smiling, and genuinely enjoying each others company. and then something happened and it changed everything. i became pregnant and we both knew it wasn't possible for us at the time to take care of a baby, i mean hell we were still living with my parents and we both made minimum wage. so we decided to have an abortion. we didn't know it then, but it changed our lives forever and i think that maybe you secretly resent me for actually going threw with it. we came up with this decision together, but looking back on it maybe you were just going along with it to make me feel like i had a choice. maybe you wanted me to decide against it. im not really sure but we starting arguing not to long after it happened. and its gotten worse and worse since then. i'm so sorry that our relationship has come to this and i would give anything to go back to the way we were. i love you with all my heart and soul no matter how many times you tell me you hate me. i will understand if you do end up leaving me for someone else, however if you do hang around i will do my very best to make you happy again.

>>17170721

S?

Tonight I'm going to picture you in a gold dress, classy but sexy, with your hair down and lashes to die for.
We're going dancing, you and I.
Rawr.

You know, it's cruel to tell someone that you'll be giving them something as a surprise, and then totally not act on it. I get that being cruel is kinda your thing, especially when it comes to be, but still. Now I just feel like an idiot for messaging you.

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I know I'm socially awkward and have an anxiety problem, but I'm still really upset with the way you treated me during my visit.

I didn't even know you had a boyfriend until I got there because you hadn't really mentioned him. And then my first impression of him was you getting drunk in a restaurant and sobbing about how he mistreats you and doesn't appreciate you and you're thinking about breaking up with him, while I desperately tried to quiet you down because people were staring. I think even a normal person would be uncomfortable hanging out with him at his house for most of the night after that, and I don't see why you think my behavior in not wanting to be there was odd or inappropriate. You keep telling me you don't have any friends so I don't see why you don't understand that I was surprised you wanted to hang out with your friends.

I'm sorry I'm not able to handle certain situations, but it really upsets me a lot more when you tell me to put on a happy face and pretend I don't feel bad when I do. That's what our mom did just before she overdosed on that medication and died, or did you not notice? Or did you forget? You don't seem to have noticed but I pretended not to be unhappy and just deal with shit for years and it only ever made me feel worse. I'm done doing it, and I got pissed when mom and dad told me to keep doing it and do it better. That's why I don't talk to dad anymore. I expected better from you, though.

Please don't tell me how great pretending not to be miserable works out for you after you've spent the last couple days telling me your life is going to shit and that you're unhappy. I wish you would have spent less time pretending with me, actually. I didn't come to get a tour of your city, I wanted to see YOU. I've been worried about you and I like it when you vent some, telling me about your problems- it makes me feel trusted and helpful. I didn't feel that way this time. I don't know when I'll see you again. I'm not sure I want to.

A

We have a problem. You're too beautiful and confident; I'm too intimidated to ask you out. You gotta cut that shit out.

A different A

>>17170721
It was, Choke on your own misery and stay out of my life you cunt. You deserve every bit of misery that you wished onto me. I'm happy, You aren't.

>>17170721
Initials?

>>17170721
C?

>>17166141

Not as much as I hate myself.

>>17172230
Do you know who it's from? I think it's a C

>>17170721
C
Move on

J,

I miss you. Your death devastated so many people, probably in ways you can never imagine. I am so mad at you for leaving me and I can't tell whether I want to punch you or hug you more. I guess we'll find out when we meet again.

Love, your princess

>>17172361

I'm sorry for your loss anon. Take the time to grieve but remember to not let his death consume the rest of your life.

Life is cruel.

Salutations, Lord!

I write to you regarding my progress in the purgatus of Hive Equestria Majoris of Chaos and it's mutants. We have learned many lessons at no small loss during the earlier purge of the Minoris hive and it's taint, but now that we have tested ourselves and found ourselves worthy of the Emperor's benevolence, our second campaign has gone as smoothly as can be expected. The Guard veterans from the aforementioned conflict have been asked to help acclimate newer and greener reinforcements to the high pace of this Hive conflict. As you know, after the Emperor's august Navy bombarded the majority of the enemy's forces on the plains outside the Hive, the rest of the campaign has been one of Search and Destroy, as the cowardly foe, deprived of most of it's number, elected to hide within the hive. Second Tactician Tredaeus has correctly deduced they seek to lure us in close and then launch their raids into the soft underbelly of the Guard support personnel. As such, the logistics personnel have been brought to a higher standard via training and the increased presence of the Commissariat. Apparently, my lord, this was the right move, as last night, an enemy raiding force, which had secreted itself into a derelict warehouse, launched a raid upon the logistics troops of the Brimlock 56th. The enemy were brought to heel within the first minute of conflict, and suffered great loss of life due to the new vigilance and skill the Commissars exhorted them to. I anticipate the remainder of this conflict to meet with much the same success with His Blessing, though the most challenging part is not yet upon us.

Greatest respect
-Dexter Letcheraus IV
+++Astropathic Message to Lord Inquisitor Damien Yaroglek, encryption level Crimson+++

I wonder how often you think about when we used to write to each other. The way we communicate now is a lot more convenient, but I do get nostalgic on occasion. It's better this way, though.

David,

I dreamed of you again and it felt so real that my mind was reeling when I woke up. I wish I could get over my feelings for you. I wish I wasn't so emotional that I fall too hard for someone. The way you make me feel scares me because you're not like anyone I've ever met. And it's not that you're a particularly unique or remarkable person. Well, you are to me because I get along so oddly well with you.

Nobody in my entire life has been able to just stroll their way into my head and heart, beyond the thorny bushes and icy walls. And well, I could spend all day coming up with some disgusting poetic nonsense to describe the spark I feel but I'll limit those thoughts to just a couple of sentences. All I can say is that the words "I love you" are heavy on my tongue, caged behind my teeth, whispered in the dark in the dead of night, uttered freely in the constant vivid dreams I have of you, scribbled on.pieces of scrap paper and notebook pages that end up crumpled up in the trash.

Anyway, I'm happy that you got your new job. I hope you enjoy it more than the one you've had. I was sad that it wasn't possible for you to work with me, but at the same time I'm relieved. I'll only have to see you at staff meetings or the odd occasion that I find myself at your building. If I don't see you, my heart won't thump in my chest and my skin won't turn pink and tingly and my hands won't subtly shake. And bit by bit the feelings will fade.

I dreamt that you made an animated film, which ended with you playing and singing a song. You showed it to me and I sat with you watching it, enraptured. Then I hugged you and you didn't mind.
It was really good. You're really good.

>>17165730
Does your last name start with J, and hers with F?

H

I really like you.

I changed a lot since the last time we met, I hope you'll still like me when we meet again. I hope you'll like me even more.

I miss you even if we haven't talked much, I feel like we both just had bad timing, or maybe it was perfect timing.

The times that you do talk to me, I daydream about you for weeks on end. But I have to remind myself to be realistic, you're just a friend right?

Its dumb but I think about your smile a lot, and how you looked at me when we talked. Those eyes when you smile kill me.

I go over all our interactions from the day we met, and there were not enough. I hope you think about me as much as I think about you, because I really do like you a lot.

But what will you think of me when you come back? will you still like how I look? I am so scared you won't like me or talk to me anymore.

X

>>17170721
It wasn't

D,

You said you wanted to come on the trip but then you avoided meeting at all costs. You made bullshit excuses to not have to be there.

I am leaving June 6th. I will be gone for about 2 months. I hate to say this but, unless you reach out to me, we are done. You constantly say that we are "Friends" but refuse to even meet and catch up. So, I am dropping you.

You always told me you were thankful to have me in your life but I have come to realize that the reason you have no one in your life is because of you. I never wanted to give up on you. You just don't give a shit about anyone.

I never wanted to give up on you. You are worth keeping around. You are worth calling a friend. You are worth it all but, I cannot take the let downs and disappointments anymore. I am sorry to be the next person that walks out of your life but, I see why they do it. I will be taking the trip WE planned without you. If you ever need me, you have my number....I won't be reaching out to you anymore but I know you don't care.

Happy Birthday, D. I wish you the best and hope that you find happiness.


E

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>>17172843
tfw this will probably never be me

pic related
and my initial is H

Grandpa,
I miss you. The way you smiled. The way you were always so supportive. When the cousins spoke French and you nodded your head back (you didn't speak a lick of French), but you always understood. Compassionate. No one could give one bad time they had with you. The stories you told. The stories that were told about you. The way you always traveled and went everywhere. Your face when I spoke French to you the first time and you said you understood it. I'm crying now. I love you so very much. You were my idol, my everything. Mommy got upset when I told her you were forgetting things before she died. I got upset, too. I should have said something. Maybe I could have helped. When you were lying in the hospital bed and you smiled your smile when we came and visited you. You were getting better and you were going to be let out soon. Daddy didn't want us to visit. We would have missed you. I thank whoever for letting me see you one more time. When you passed, I knew it. I had to keep it together for Lex. I couldn't upset her. When Kay and Dad came home defeated, I cried so much. I lost apart of myself I think in those tears. I didn't cry at the funeral or the wake. I couldn't bring myself to. I felt digusted. I still haven't recovered. This letter is my Kaddish. I hope I can forgive myself for everything. Grandma is losing it. She lost her love, too. I can't imagine. You had a wonderful life, grampy. I just wish I could have knew you were going to die. Then I would have treasured our moments together even more. Je t'aime. Je t'aimais. Je t'aimerai. I love you. I loved you. I will forever love you.
Sincerely,
Blakey

M,

I know we've just finished taking about our situation, but there's still more to get off my chest. I'm not sure how this all started, but I know that it helped me. Maybe one day when you feel more in control of your anxiety we can try again if you still feel the way you did a month ago. I'm still interested in seeing where we would go and how things would turn out. Maybe now just isn't the time, who knows.

We've known each other for almost 10 years and while I said we never dated in high school because we had different social circles, it's really because I was afraid of getting close to you and losing a great friend. Luckily we're here now being adults about this, and that's more of a relief to me than anything else. If we end up really trying to build a romantic relationship and have a fallout, I hope we handle it like we did today. I never said "I love you" because I didn't want to hurt more than the dull pain I feel right now, but know that I do.

There's more I want to say, but can't quite find the words. Maybe one day I will.

G

P.S. I have the suspicion that you still like T.

A

I learned to love you more than myself, you were there when I needed you and I did the same. I saw you grow from a frail little and insecure thing into a woman with dreams and the ambition to help others.
I love you, I really do but I know we won't be happy together. I know I can't make you happy.
We are too different in some aspects, enough to be best friends and never get bored but I don't see ourselves together as anything else
This is why I always seek other girls, and why I try to keep my distance from you when I see signs of you getting interested in me.
We can support each other like we had for the previous 8 years, but we can't be together

It hurts, but in the end it's the best for you
Keep going with your life and I'll do the same with mine, but remember
You'll never be alone

J

Liam,

Why do I feel like you're lying when you say you still love me? If you still love me, why did you leave? I know I'm oversensitive and not an easy person to deal with, but everything would go a lot smoother if you were more honest. If you don't want to see me anymore, just say so. I'm not good at hints.

It's been hard getting over you as it is, so just put me out of my fucking misery already.

P,

You put me through all the bullshit drama of your lab until I got a real job and decided to leave, because jack all got done. Your grad students lie to you because they're terrified of you--that's not good for science, dink. You think you push people to do their best, but instead you just come off as a tyrant. And, best of all, after you ask me to send you my CV so you can put me in contact with someone who's doing work in my field, you have the nerve to bitch at me over email for

1) taking a job that has NOTHING to do with your lab because I needed money and wasn't getting paid to work for you; that's not your goddamn business, and

2) not putting your name/my 'mentor's' name on my project description in my academic work, when none of my other project descriptions have the names of the professors I worked with written down. You're not special. Get over it.

You have good ideas, but as long as you treat your students the way you do, nothing will get done. I can't wait to leave your lab in a few weeks and never speak to you again. Learn to read something fully before spouting off stupid emails and wasting data.

my life is pure shit, i wish i didnt have to hold on. im so tired of pushing through just to get knocked back down again. life should not be this fucking hard. i cant enjoy anything and i hate myself. i hate my inability to communicate properly, i hate my inability to make you happy, i hate my inability to focus on things i hate that i suffer from anxiety so badly that i cant even have normal conversations with people. i hate that i walk around in a daze the majority of the time. i dont do drugs i dont smoke cigarettes i work everyday that i can even tho i hate my job and the hours are just awful. and yet my life is still shit. i can barely afford rent and im basicly just working to survive. i dont have money to enjoy anything. but yet i still keep pushing because no matter how much i hate life and how much i would love to end it all i cant. ive tried and failed more than once and ive come to the conclusion that im just not capable of it, so i am stuck here on this planet until my time comes. i just want to be happy, and it seems that will never happen

Dear Anyone
Please hold me, I'm afraid that I'm becoming a sociopath and it's been almost a year since I felt anything other that hatred, loneliness, or anger for a prolonged period of time.
Please come soon.
A

Joel-

It just struck me how odd it is that I felt so close to you at one time, closer than I let most people get, and now we'll likely never speak again. Do you ever think of me? I wonder.

Jon-

I started thinking of all the ways we could just be lines who only cross for a short time and then go separate ways to never meet again. How this could be happening over the span of many lives. How something just always gets in the way and I...

I feel nothing at this time. I'm going to be okay. I'm capable of so much and I'm finding my yes in this world full of no. I can't waste my time pining away for you, and I can't apologize for the distance I'm putting between us because it's what I need. Maybe I'm selfish, but I'm done being hurt by stupid unrequited love. I'm done making something of nothing. It was money you were after, and that's okay. You probably did it to everyone, and that's fine. I won't write again.

Alan,

What the fuck dude. It's been 355 days since you left and I am honestly dreading May 31st.... I actually dread most every day.

I loved you so much, I always wanted to be just like you. Everyone either loved you or they downright didn't like you, and you never gave a single fuck. But they didn't know you like I knew you. They didn't know you as a sibling or even as a pseudo-parent. Your absence has made me question everything about myself and where I'm going in life. All I ever knew for certain growing up was that there was one crazy mother fucker out there who truly loved me and had my back no matter what. I could always count on you not judging me.

And now, I'm stuck with this nagging feeling of irritation with myself for not going to visit you the last time I could have physically seen or touched you. Because I didn't want to remember an empty husk. I didn't want to see you like that because I can't imagine you not being strong and always having that smirk on your face. I was robbed of your presence in my life.

I can't believe it's really been a year since you died. I can't believe it's been a year without hearing your voice. I can't understand how in one instant, without me even being there, you were taken from me just because you partied too hard. It's unfathomable that our nephew won't grow up knowing you. I can't understand how such an immense fixture in my life has been taken from me. I question how I can still be myself when such a big part of who I am was moulded by you.

The version of me you knew died with you. And I wish so badly that I could have you back.

Sissy

Hey A. S.

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you. I tried to contain the feeling like for 4 years but the day of your birthday, yeah, that day when you saved me from the rip tide at the beach I just couldn't help it. I don't know if it's something related to the fear I felt when I was about to drown and suddenly see your freaking beautiful face to help me, I don't know if I am confused or truly in love. After you saved me you told me that You actually care about me because when you heard that was me you felt something horrible in your heart. Then, a couple months after that, you told me that from all the people you know, I am the one who deserve the most to be happy. Maybe that triggered my feelings for you.

However, I completely understand that you are in love with another guy. That's why I won't try anything (cause I always try, indirectly of course but it doesn't seem to work) I won't confess anything. I know you don't like me that way, I'm not your type and of course, you are in love to another man.

At the same time, I kind of hate you, not because I won't be able to be with you, but because you rose my standars to a higher level. I won't accept any girl who isn't smart enough, beautiful and with a big heart as you. I'm kind of thankful though. When I get to find the right woman I'll be more than happy.

But, for now. I love you. I love you in the most sincere way. I'm glad that maybe when we graduate from University I will stop seeing you and I will be able to forget you, even when at this precise moment I don't want that to happen.

Thank you and thanks not for everything. Again, I freaking love you.

Jonathan,

You know what? Just do whatever the hell you want. Go ahead and keep ignoring me. I'm done putting in all the effort, I don't need you. Don't be surprised when I completely abandon you in your time of need, because that's exactly what you do to me.

You're wondering why I keep thinking that you're being unfaithful? This is why. You feel like garbage when I assume you're fooling around on me? I feel like fucking garbage when you neglect me.

You want us to fall apart? Fine by me. I'm done getting my hopes up, I'm done prioritizing you. I love you, but there's only so much I can take.

-Taylor

>>17172728
I love David too
Another one

A,

I seriously don't understand what kind of relationship we're supposed to have. We barely see each other, once a week is a surprise. you don'ttell me shit. I didn't know you won awards or whatever the fuck. I didn't know you fucking moved houses. motherfuck i am jsut so pissed thtat you dont seem to think of me as important. fucking shit. fuck. i'm pissed now.

but i can never tell you this because you jsut dismiss whatever i say. i don't know i am confused and mad. fuck this shit.

RM

>>17172728
>>17173244
I am David. I love you both.

>>17173216
>>17173216

Taylor,

I accidentally fucked Christy. I didn't mean to, I slipped on a banana peel and landed inside her. Then I got up and slipped on another banana peel, fell inside her, got up and slipped on yet another banana peel (Christy is really committed to potassium). There were just enough banana peels for me to climax. I'm sorry.

-Jonathan

>>17173272
My sides... Holy shit

You-

I don't know, this is weird and confusing, and I'm going to distance myself lest I actually develop feelings. I've got too much going on, and I don't know... It wouldn't work, I don't know, everyone fucking has a crush on you, so I don't even want to bother. I'll just stick to staying straight and screwing my fuck buddy. It sounds safe.

Dear horrible couple at my register yesterday,

I'd usually leave it at "fuck you" but you're a special case. Not only were you being entitled from the get-go, shamelessly insulting the associates behind the counter "under your breath," and throwing what was basically an adult tantrum -- we get all of that all the time -- your poor fucking kid had to stand there for a good 15 minutes watching a terrible example of being a respectful adult. If that's what she has to learn from, I truly fear what she'll grow up to be. I don't know what in the world is happening in your lives right now that would cause you to unleash rage upon minimum-wage retail workers over a few dollars and socks, but damn. Get yourselves sorted out. You can't be happy if you have a meltdown every time things don't go your way.

Let me be clear: when you walked out of the store and told us you were never coming back again; you didn't win. Nobody "wins" in fucking retail, you brats. It's just a service exchange between adults, and we'll do perfectly fine without your shitty "patronage."

Good luck getting me and my manager fired for doing our jobs. Man, it's going to be hilarious. You call up corporate and tell them Peons #47098 and #5483 weren't giving you what they want by breaking company policies? Oh shit. We'd better start packing our bags right now.

This was pretty petty and I realize that. In reality, you don't matter in my life. But I can't help but think of you two and your child. Where's the adult in this family?

Poor bastards.

- Retail Bitch

you've probably stopped liking me by now but now i'm the one that's infatuated.

When I first met you, you were so sad and lonely. I tried cheering you up, and eventually I fell for you. So did you. When we were together for a short while, I've never been happier because I felt a real connection for the first time. Then it all went downhill because of me. I was too impatient; I forced things; I created drama; I hurt you. I didn't want to.. None of it was intentional, but I guess it doesn't matter anymore. There's nothing left for me to salvage, because I wrecked it all with my own hands. I guess it truly is all over now; I'm going to remove myself from your life so I don't end up hurting you further anymore.

I'll miss all the times we had. I'll keep you in my heart; you'll always have a special place there and a friend in me no matter what happens from this point onwards. Because of that place in my heart, I can no longer bear to hurt you any further by talking to you or being around you.

I'd give anything in the world to have just one more conversation with you again, but I'm just going to cause you further hurt. I'd give anything, but I'm afraid of hurting you again. :(

I'm sorry for all the anger and rage I felt towards you. I'm just a terrible person that shouldn't have the power to hurt somebody as wonderful as you.

You're too nice and kind; you've given me enough chances. I don't deserve someone like you. You're the best thing to happen to me in my pathetic 20 years of life, and I'm probably the worst to happen in yours. I'm sorry I appeared in your life, it wasn't intentional. I understand if you hate me. :(

This is the last you're going to hear from me, so don't worry about getting hurt anymore. You deserve better :(

I'm truly sorry, D. :(

D,

I really want to talk to you. You're the only person I want to talk to, actually.
Problem is, I've spent too many years in self-imposed isolation and I've gotten really bad at it. Then there's the anxiety issues...

You're a really nice gal, i'm sure you'd try to help if I asked, but I can't. As far as I know, you're the smartest and hardest-working one in our year (not to mention one of the prettiest), so I don't want to bother you or waste your time.

You even gave me your number in case i ever wanted to talk. That was 6 months ago and i just managed to work up the courage to add it to my contact list (was afraid of accidentally calling you). But all I can do now is stare at your name in whatsapp, i don't want to bother you.
The worst part is that I don't know whether you did it out of pity or because you actually want to talk to me (in which case i'm a massive jerk for not contacting you for this long). How do I figure out which it is? I'm terrible at this kind of shit.

Don't even know why i'm writing this. Guess for the first time in a while, it'd be nice to have someone to talk to.

Anyway, see you in the lecture today. I'll try to say hi if i can figure out how to do it properly.

--M.

D

all my love

R

A

Theres not a day that goes by without you in my mind. Please message me.
Love you <3

Dan

I cared for you, but I fell in love with David

To you.

Sometimes I forget how much you hurt me, how much you wronged me.
I just reread everything you said to them. It hurts a lot, rips me to shreds. But it reminds me to never forgive or forget.

Regrettably,

Me.

>>17174041
Absolutely.

>>17174044
This sounds like the start of a heavy metal song right before the drop. Starts off melancholic,

>Sometimes I forget, how much your hurrrrrt me
>Hooooooow much you wrrrronged me
Guitar riff
>It hurts a lot, rips me to shreds
>But it reminds me
Enter drums
>to never
Turns screamo
>FORGIVE OR FORGEEEEET

Also it must be a shit reminder since you opened with mentioning sometimes you forget. If you want to be in a heavy metal band you'll need to work on the consistency of your lyrics.

Dear L,

I'm sorry I couldn't be a better person while we were together. I really still do wonder why you stuck around even after you found out I was a directionless slob with no motivation. I did tell myself that I should try and get my shit together but alas, I was lazy and nothing changed.

Now that you've gone on ahead overseas, I'm finally trying to get my shit together for real. I know you said we shouldn't wait around for each other and just remain friends (and let's face it, would you really wait around for someone that's as clueless as I am?), I will use this time to catch up to you. Hopefully the next time I see you in 2? 3? 5? years time, I will be a better person.

As for you, you're a wonderful person, more than what I could ask for. I'm sorry I wasn't the one to help you see it but in the end, it all comes down to you. I would know.

Good luck with your new job, you'll always have my support even if it means you won't be a part of life my for a while.

Remember to cycle, not to drink too much even though you "have" to, and sign up for gym - I will take those boxing lessons soon and you're probably going to want to prepare for those future jabs.

Love,

A cat that will casually princess carry you around instead next time

>>17174056
Totally

>>17174207
...Yes..

>>17173337
initials plz?

>>17173984
Initials please?

I would do anything for you, to see you smile again, the way I light up around you. We're a match made in engagement. You're a beautiful soul, and I really would marry you when the timed comes

sweetest

Dear J,

I dont understand why even after 2 years of being best friends, you still refuse to accept me as your girlfriend. Being friendzoned like this hurts a lot, especially when you talk about that girl you have such a crush on, and ask me for advice on her. I don't want you to be with her, in fact, if I were fearless enough I'd rip her heart out and send it to you as a gift, so you can finally feel the pain I feel...
we have so much in common, and I know I'd be the perfect girlfriend for you, but you still choose her.
I wish you'd just open your eyes and see that you don't actually love her, you don't even know her. You love the imaginary personality you've made with her in your mind, not her.

Sometimes I think to myself that maybe I should poison you slowly, so you can feel the pain I feel, and when you die I'll keep you in my house and maybe than I'll finally get my way with you. Maybe.

Lu, i am sorry i never actually made a move, i knew how much you wanted it, and i want to tell you that i lied to you, i could tell you were interested in me, i noticed your not so subtle hints and i wanted to kiss and hold you so bad, but we were looking for different things, you wanted a boyfriend and that scares the living shit out of me. it scares me because i feel like im going to embarass you, and i wont be able to protect you so to speak when bigger guys hit on you, your friends wouldve thought that i was weird, and to be honest you are so much prettier than me and that made me feel like shit and insecure
almost 4 years have passed and i dont have feelings for you anymore but now that i see myself getting into the same mental situation as 4 years ago, i cant help but think about how hard i fucked it up, i shouldnt have cared, i wanted you to be my girlfriend and i knew you wanted me to be your boyfriend but my insecurity fucked me over and made me not love myself enough to leave this fucking lonely hole.

>>17174544
It's Jeff, and I know you're talking about me. Stop. Just stop. You're crazy and I try to be nice to you but everything about you screams mentally unstable. For obvious reasons I don't want you around as my girlfriend. You need to move on and take care of your own mental well being before you try to get into a relationship with someone.

>>17174569
now i am not depressed anymore (not that i know of) i cant help to think how strange this whole thing is to me because our thing was so ethereal and so not important in the whole picture but at the same time i can say that you were my first love, and the first person that i actually had feelings, my lonely life got split into before and after you and i am sorry that i ignored you three weeks ago but i seriously cant see your boyfriend, i fucking hate the fact that he tries so hard to make me like him that i dont want to talk to you when you are with him, i wish i hadnt ignored you, it made our weird relationship more akward and i can tell you dont want to see me anymore, i still remember the day you told me i wasnt going to get away from you like i did with everybody else, and i think you were right, im over you but im still not over the whole situation and it pisses me off because with you things were so simple and with other girls its so complicated, im 21 years old and i feel old as fuck because of my inexperience.
thats it

>>17174577
Fuck off "jeff"

>>17174590
Actually it's just Jeff, no quotation marks.

Hi
From C

>>17174091
Kek'd hard

Tttttttt

Just because I'm not writing to you in here doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you all the time. All the time. All the time!!
Go ahead and have a go at me some more, tell me how terrible I am. Tell me that she deserves better. Tell me something I don't know.
You know, I could be content to be your arch enemy if we can't be friends. Either way you can be the focus of my life. You can take out a special arch enemy restraining order on me. Doesn't that sound like a delicious slice of bureaucracy?

Love and kisses from moi.
xxxx

Dear A,
I do think I'm going to marry you. I have actual dreams about the proposal. Part of me right now knows I'm too young right this second. Another part hopes and preys we become engaged soon. How lucky would I be. We would be husband and wife. I would be yours and you would be mine. It's just the sweetest thought ever.

-L

J

I don't care about your threesomes or how many women you have after you. I don't care. Have a nice life

>>17173980
I love you with all my heart

Christine

Thanks for talking to me. For making me feel like I'm part of the family. You're pretty cool

R

Dear Amethyst,

I still think of you every day with great sadness.

>>17174815
Same initials and same sentiment, Jesus Christ

Go get your A L,

I'll get mine

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D,
Goddammit. That didn't go how it was supposed to. I'm really bad with people.
And this is completely new, it's super weird that people want to talk to me.

I just had a phone call i had to end since the guy really wanted to talk but we ran out of conversation topics so we were just sitting there with minute-long awkward silences. I think that's the first time i've ever ended a phone call.

But what's killing me is that I want to talk to you about all this stuff, but i don't want to waste your time with my awkwardness and social difficulties. You're probably busy and you have normal friends to talk to anyway.
Wish you had a facebook account so i could quasi-contact you though.
--M.

L,
I still miss you. I thought that after so much time it would get better, but it doesn't. It really doesn't.
I love you a lot.
Yours,
M.

why you say you are in love with me, that we are soul mates in relationship, then forget of me, hide me and humiliate me with pictures of you at a club with an ex, and delete ones with me? why do you lie so much? I can do better

A

M,

Most of the time I think you're one of the coolest guys I've ever known. We're a lot a like, so there's that. But there's differences here and there. You're capable of a lot of emotion and are a competent, hands on kind of person. The system really screwed you over, but I still think you have tons of potential you struggle getting going.

Then there's times in which I think you're a bit stupid and not capable of actually thinking things through. You let people think for you too much, and the only times you spend thinking it seems it's directed in the wrong direction. Plus you never seem capable of actually

I don't know. I still see you as a friend, and I want you in my life. Things are finally getting better for me. They really are. I haven't been this optimistic before. But sometimes I really wonder if you're worth it because sometimes I think you're just an awful influence on me. But I don't think you'll ever see that, and I think you're growing to resent me because of the issues I've been struggling with and that the way I cope is dealing with shit you refuse to deal with. Please stop watching so much television.

J

M

I was about to text you a while ago. I know you woudn't mind if I did it, but I'm overthinking again and came to the conclussion it's useless. Even if I pretend that I don't have any interest in you, It's rather obvious that I do. All I wanted was to know you if you were doing fine and to remind you that I still care for you.

I hope your lovely girlfriend is not treating you well so you two break up soon.

Love, G

>>17174815
Less than a month ago you were saying how miserable you were with him and how he didn't care. Back in January you said something to the same extent. Yet now you want to get engaged.

Don't let your passion overtake you, passion cools and fades. I don't want to see a message on Facebook from you about how you are trapped in a marriage and don't see a way out. This doesn't mean break up with him, it means be self aware and really think about the future.

I have doubts about the thing I have with someone right now, and that's okay. Its normal. But its not normal to go from "I need to leave" to "I need to marry him"

>>17171371
>>17170853
That wasn't me.

>>17171437
No, sorry.

>>17172230
If you can even read, I didn't wish any misery onto you. I'm not who you think I am.

>>17172268
No, sorry.

>>17172276
Not a C, sorry.

>>17172844
Kinda hope you're my D. But knowing them, it was worth every second.

Raymond, give me your god damn phone number or Skype and let's go eat out somewhere. Or somethin'.
Fuck everything.
- M

>>17175744
initials of resenter (you)?

O,

Oh dear, dear, dear.

I'm sorry I left you such a mess. I hate to say it, but I couldn't help you. It's on you bro.

we may never meet again. maybe it's for the best.

good luck. you deserve it

L

I look forward to every conversation. To every encounter with you. When I'm near you or talking to you, I am at my happiest.
I am gonna keep this short. I know you probably don't feel the same as I do, but I love you. I really do.

M,

I hope I've helped you get past your depression. I know it hasn't been easy, but you at least seem better now. I hope you finally leave your piece of shit boyfriend once and for all. God knows that son of a bitch was only making things worse. You know that that fucker should've been the one looking out for you and helping you through this, not me. He's your boyfriend for fuck's sake. Christ. If he gave a shit, he would've been helping you for months.

This whole thing has been killing me, honestly. I've spent too much time with you now and developed feelings for you. I know you don't see me the way I see you. I hoped maybe seeing how much I genuinely cared for you might help you see me in a different light and maybe things could change. I never actually expected you to, but well, a guy could hope, right? I don't want you to think I had any ulterior motives in helping you because I honestly didn't, I just wanted you to be yourself again. Which you seem to be now. I'm glad. I don't know. I think it could work between us. I really doubt there will ever be anything between us, but I can't help holding on to hope. Anyway, I just hope you're OK now. Take care of yourself and please, just love yourself the way I love you.

R

>>17175982
This could be interesting. I hope you are not referring to the M that I am trying to go out with.

As I know her closest friend is an R

>>17176013
Haha! I doubt it, man. It's probably just coincidence. I feel like it's VERY unlikely it's the same person. But hey, best of luck to you there, dude!

>>17175831
What are yours?

>>17176031
True. But one never knows. Gonna assume that you don't have B as a last initial.

But yea, it is kinda odd with my situation an her.

K,
I hope you die in hospital. I think your death will bring me and our best friend closer than ever before. Your death will gives us something to bond over.

H

>>17176041
Nah, O. And aren't situations like these with girls always odd? Anyway, hope it all works out for you, bro.

>>17176041
Though, now I'm curious. What's your situation?

Dear Kaitlyn,

I wanted you to be my last. Your tremulous voice fills every hole in my soul and your kiss has become a scar etched into my heart.

When did I become this weak? When we were together, everything was beautiful and nothing hurt and now it feels like I am going to fly apart.

I bought us concert tickets together and now I'll be attending next to an empty seat. I wanted to cheer and embrace you as we felt the music fill the stadium. Your feelings towards me changed within the span of a week and you won't tell me what happened.

I have loved you, taught you skills, and endowed you with knowledge. We had so much more to give each other and so many more things to experience. I'll never know how I blew it but it will haunt me until the day I die.

I will never forget you and every time I hear music from that concert I will shed a hundred tears that never fall, but run through my heart.

I think the most painful part of all of this is you were never mine to lose. I know I should not regret what could not be.

>>17176060
>>17176053

Oddly enough, O is her last initial

>Meet M.O. at end of January
>She sits infront in Pub Speaking
>She's cute enough,
>Start to like her
>Ask her out in Early April
>Say's yes, Friend R seems to force his way to tag along
>I ask her out to get coffee a week later
>"I'm Busy" with now counter offer.
>I stop for a month, other than occasionally speaking in class, and an odd text here or there.
>Most day's we don't acknowledge eachother, sometimes talking around eachother
>Mid-May rolls around. Invite her to hang out with friends in the City
>Busy (Her Bro's Graduation from College)
>We agree to hang out soon. No dates set, as we both have finals
>Text her randomly a week later asking about the graduation. We end up talking for 5 hours, with another short thing the following morning
>Invite her to a thing in the City that Saturday.
>This time she's doing stuff with friends. No date offered again.


Honestly I'm leaning toward not interested, though things slip through that are semi common when a girl is interested in a guy. (More letters added to words, increased Emoji use and stuff inperson)

>>17176108
Right, I feel you. I actually had a similar situation with a girl I had a thing for last year. We took a bunch of classes together and we became pretty good friends. After we didn't take many classes together, I didn't hear from her all that often and when I'd text her to hang out or something, she'd be busy. Though we'd continue on to have some pretty good conversations afterward. And pretty much whenever she'd see me she'd go "Hey, we gotta go out for a drink whenever we're done with all our shit." in the most genuine way only to never follow it up.

But yeah, it sounds like she's like semi interested? Like she's not all in, but she could be.

I know my girl was never interested, but even as just a friend, she was kind of weird. Women can be so fucking hard to read.