What am I not understanding about this?
Obviously everything.
There isn't much to not understand. You tell us.
Anno gay.
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>>140965686
Why was his first reaction to Asuka to choke her?
>>140965771
The general consensus is that he wanted to check if she was real. Others argue he was enraged at her after she rejected him in the Instrumentality. Also some scenario elements (such as the rusted nails on the cross IIRC) suggest Shinji had been on that beach alone for quite some time, so he wasn't in his sanest state of mind at the moment.
>>140965771
Have to make sure there are no witnesses.
>>140965771
Because Shinji represents Anno himself and Asuka is his penis and hes choking her because hes masturbating to gay pornography because the Evas have like, big bulges if you look at their crotches and Anno likes big cock.
Because he gay.
>>140965771
Because he's a gay emo kid
It a bunch of pseudoreligious, Freudian horseshit. Choking her obviously means he wanted to masturbate her neck until she spat up cum. What does that have to do anything? It doesn't. It's just fucked up entertainment.
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