/vent/ thread

I can't get over the girls I fall in love with in my long, intensely vivid dreams.

>>28762295
I've been there anon, how often do you dream of these girls? I think some people here suffer from loneliness so much that they'd kill to have frequent dreams about QT grills. So maybe that's a positive on it?

If you see it as a negative thing, just give it time.

>>28762317
It's been happening more and more recently, but usually the come in intervals of 2-6 weeks. I had two within a week recently though. They are always different girls, with different stories. When I wake up I can feel their warmth still on my skin, their flesh pressed against mine. The feeling fades within a few seconds however. It's very jarring.

The last one I had was of a blonde Russian girl in a white dress. We met in a desert covered by evergreens.

>>28762477
I think outside of the "new age" rubbish associated it with it, there's a hard science behind what your dreams show you and your state of being. Do you live in an area or life style where it's possible for you to meet girls, anon?

Try to be thankful you are still interacting with these nice ladies, even if they're in your head. I would like what you have.

I hate where I live. I hate living some bullshit life that society is telling me to live. Fuck college Im never going there. I don't know what Im going to do about my life but hopefully I'll be able to make as much as 70-80k if Im lucky.
Im 21 and lost. No friends, living with my mom and shes slowly but surely pushing me to leave. By july I will have to move out.
I don't know what to do or how to do all this bullshit. I have always told myself that suicide is never the answer, but realizing the sweet bliss of never having to wake up and float through life until I die of cancer or old age or some traumatic event.
Dad died of cancer at 17, Dads mom had cancer but survived. Most likely will get it as well. No sight of a cure because shekelstein will give his life before he hands over the cure.
Everything is just a fucking facade.

>I just wish I had a purpose.

>>28762567
Maybe it would be good for you to leave home, anon? It might be shitty at first, but being in a new area will let you have a "fresh start" and maybe you can meet new people to make friends. I won't be a normie and say "just do it bro!" but something good might come out of it.

>>28762295
damn I had one of those this morning,
funny thing, I was aiming for a lucid dream where I would pretend a girl and other fetish stuff but I lost my consciousness while falling asleep so this dream hit me like a truck
>>28762567
you will love me for showing you this channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg/playlists

Failed the entrance exam to the school I wanted. I wasted like 200 euro on the hotel and 115 euro on the train rides when I could have been chilling at home waiting for my vomiting and diarrhea to end. Going to my psychologist again tomorrow. It doesn't help me at all, I just can't open up to her. She's just like my old highschool teachers and doesn't seem to care at all. Going to an another entrance exam in a week and I'm worried I'll fuck that up too. I just want my NEETness to end and finally get out of my mom's house.