Hey guys, this is one of those music for this feel threads be 18 just left best friends

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Hey guys, this is one of those "music for this feel" threads

> be 18
> just left best friends hundreds of miles on another continent to move back to canada for college
> one of whom I have a complex relationship with (cuddled on molly, she said she "likes" me, afterwards couldn't keep those feelings, regardless of my feelings for her)
> pretty much alone here while staying with family, no one really knows me
> am seeing the only person in canada who kind of knows that I use drugs and that I am actually kind of fucked up on Thursday
> she is a girl I met a year ago, crushed on, who returned the feeling, (we texted a lot) but lived here while was abroad, got a boyfriend and started ignoring me
> not even sure what to say to her, because I still kind of like her, she might not even be with her boyfriend anymore, idk because she was ignoring me
> never in my 18 years have I had a serious relationship, even tho I have asked out about 10 girls (no joke) in the past two years, starting to think it will never happen
> generally feeling really apprehensive about life and love

music for this feel

(sorry if this was a lot, but you guys seem to get this sort of stuff, and rec good music)